Hey all~ ♥
Ah,so today,i am still sick (=_=)
Not very nice,ya?
Hope after tomorrow,i'll get well.
I can't afford to be sick on Sunday.
Coz' it's AFA.

Ah,Ice Rune's final design is out (Quite some while ago actually)


She is cute,right? (^_^)
But her bangs isn't what i have expected.It is slightly curled up.
Got taht kinda retro bangs somehow,which i don't like.
Bah,gotta ask people at Dollz Inc. whether they could make her fringe straight like Kathy's. =/
Ah,hope they can.
Or unless they have a Cousin Olivia.Then i can continue with project Misa Misa.
Yea,the one where i remove the stock make-up on the cheeks (her blush)

Ah,gotta sleep early.
If i wanna get well,that is....
Nite people~

Ah,now in class.
But i'm so sleepy.
Haha~ Guess when you're kinda sick,you'll feel tired too.

Yes,i'm down with flu,i think.
It started with so many phlegm in the throat.
Then i came down with a sore throat (due to a failed attempt to cough out the phlegm)
ANd now,i think i'm suffering from that stupid bug called 'Flu'
Man.... And AFA is this weekend.
Hey Flu Bug,are ya tryin' to kill my day?

Bah....i can only wait till i recover.
Perhaps i might take a day off tomorrow.
Rest and hope i get well by Sunday morning.
Anything otherwise,i'd not be able to enjoy AFA =/
Buh Buh~ X(

Ah,i saw this link of emoticons.Kyaaaaa~~
So cute~~ ♥
Man...Like for example,
(X_X) I'm dead.
Wahahahha~ Fun~~ XDD

Ah,ok.I'll start work.
Or i'll be killed if they find out? (^_^")

Hey all~
Bloggin' class again~

Wahahaha.OK~ I'm sleepy,as usual.
Ok ok,more sleepier than usual.
Well,i must sleep early.
Perhaps like um,10+ pm?
You think that will work?
But even so,i always end my manga-reading as well as facebook-ing by 11++ pm.
No good.Buh buh~ =(

Ok ok,3 more days.3 more days to AFA.
Isn't that nice?
But i'm waiting for the final design of Ice Rune to be out.
That'll be nicer.But but,what if the hair is as rough as Haruka's and Serio's?
That'll be bad.
Wavy + Rough = Frizzy = No good at all =(
Aww well,all i can do is to wait..... =/

Anyways anyways,i must remind Sis to bath for the girls later on.
Their hair are getting dusty.
I don't think they'll like the idea of having photoshoot with dusty hair.
You won't like it as well,right?
So,yes.I'll remind Sis later~

Ah,class's startin'.
Later then~~♥

Ah~
So darn tired.
Man.....

OK,i wanna go sleep now actually.But since i've gotta wait till sis's handphone charges till there's enough for tomorrow's alarm.
So,aww well.....

Ah,so went to buy Pierre's dinner (Yes,run out just all of the sudden..Buh....)
So yes,went to the mall.Bought his food.
And when we went up for just a brief walk.
Guess what i saw?

It's Hangry and Angry hanphone straps and NDS pens.
Freakin' cool.
I was like, 'Wow weeeeeeeeee~' (*_*)
I just bought two of the handphone straps.
I took Hangry ('cause it represents punk,i guess) and Sis took Angry (Lolita).
So there you have it.
So cute right? ~~~

Ok~
So now,i've been listening to this since quite long (?)

Sanctuary - Nami Tamaki
Yes,she's the same vocalist who did 'Brightdown', the second OP for 'D.Gray Man'.
This song is nice.I mean,i liked this song ever since first heard it (Ok,i admitt,this happens almost always)
But hey,this is a really good song,yes no? =D

Ah,ok.Shan't stay any longer.
Night night guys~

Bah~ I got side tracked.Read this manga 'Otome no Iroha'.
then didn't study for tomorrow's test >.<
And it's Finance!! (0A0)

Ah,anyways,today was a lazy day.
Played Patapon the whole day.
Well,didn't know that game can be that addictive.Wahahaha~

Man....
But still,i'm tired.I don't know why.
Even a day of rest still seems insufficient =/

Buh buh,test tomorrow and yet, not sleeping soon.
No no,i'll go have some shut eyes now.
Buh byes~~~ (*_^)

People~~
Today is (-_-)zZ
Ah,so late liao.But still wanna online for a while~ Haha~~
Hooked to Patapon.Wahahahaha.


Ah yes,today workin'.Ok,not as good as last week.But business was good somehow,which is good =)
But um,i was tired.Then almost cocked up.Almost gave the wrong change to customer.Which is very very bad =(
Oh ya,i left my Madonna album at the shop.Oh gosh.Gah,gotta go collect.Maybe on Monday i guess.

Ah,i really really wanna get a top hat.Black top hat which resembles that which looks like the one worn by gentlemen in tuxedo or stuff like that.It's way freakin' cool~
I wanna wear it the way how Shou wears it in 'Fantasy' PV.But it's small,so i'll clip it.But still at the side.
Then perhap couple with a shirt and a slim-cut.That should do the trick.With a little chains here and there,it'd be almost perfect,i guess.
But i saw a top hat in Haru Goth.It's 60 bucks and poor me couldn't afford it (;_;)
But i really like it.
Aww well,i think i'll get the smaller one (still somewhere in Far East though).

Ah,gotta save up for Rima (yes,i've name that Ice Rune which i have not even yet pre-ordered).
But,i'm really seriously lack in money.So yes,gottaa hardcore save save.
That means,no splurging on accessories and accesories shopping until i got her.
Nooooo~~ I saw this ring.And i wanna buy.Yet..... (T_T)
I NEED $$$!!!!

Gah,gotta sleep now.
Or i'll really die of lack of sleep.
Oyasumi,minna-san~

Ah,yes,at last~
It's the weekend now.
Bah,but i've got work tomorrow =/
Aww well,it's kinda fun,so aww welll~

Ah,yes yes.Looky at these



To Heart OP 'Feeling Heart'



To Heart: Remembering my Memories 'Daisuki dayo'(wonder if i spelt it correctly or not =/ )

Ah,this anime really brings back so many memories.
I remember,the first time i know of this anime was when sis haven't even went Primary School yet.
And the OP had already made an impact on me,something which stays even till now.
Yes,and i've bought the VCD of To Heart: Remembering my Memories about a year now.
And,i think i have yet to watch it,as well as my Ai yori aoshi.
But well,the latter i've watched on TV so it's kinda fine.

Well,actually,i have not been watchin those two yet.
Reason to that was,i've always wanna watch with someone.
As in,ya know,IF i have a girl friend (which is unlikely at this point of time),i really really wanna watch with her.
As in,you know,spend the night,over night,then watch it,spend quality time.Something like that.
Bah,that was what i thought a year ago.And till now,i have not watch it yet,still wanna save it for then.
But but but,it seems,it won't be anytime soon,huh? =/

And yes,i am kinda sleepy.Nowadays.
Too tired~~~
=_=zzZZZ

Next week's AFA.And i have yet to wash the girls' hair.They're gettin' kinda dusty.
You can't bring em out for a photoshoot with heads dusty,right?
No nice,no one will enjoy.
Maybe someday in the weekdays.I'll get sis to bath for the girls'.
Then perhaps,by then,i'll bring Kathy to school for a photoshoot.
Something like that.

Ah,my bed's messy =_=
Gah,that's random,i know.
Ahahaha.Ok.
Ok,with my randomness.
Good night people~

Ah,so sleepy.
But i just feel like sleeping,just yet.
Listening to 'Kiss from a rose' by Seal.

Well,actually i'm dead tired.Well,i guess,if you were me,you'd be.
I mean,with muscle aches caused by yesterday's running.
Add it with today's gym training(somehow).
And what do you get? That's what i'm having now.

But i just feel like offing the computer just yet.
Somehow,the song,just reminds me something i can't remember.
Well,as in the details,i can't remember it.
But,i think it's important.Just that i can't remember.

Ah yes,it seems we can't take photos in Moe Moe Kyun.
Which is kinda bad,i think.But is somehow good.
Bad is coz Kathy,as well as myself, won't be able to take pics with them.
Good is that,they can protect themselves from those weirdos.
Y'know,weirdos like um,pedos? Um,Dirty ah peks?Um,you know,those types.
Bah....Those weirdos spoil the market~~~
Boohooo~

Ah yes,wanna share with you guys this...

Freeeeze!! - Aural Vampire
Yes,i guess this is under visual kei,is it?
Anyways,the vocalist Exo-Chika just reminds me of Misa,very very much.
I mean,that goth loli look coupled with those blonde locks.
Not hard to imagine why,yes no? =D
Ah,as for the song,it's kinda catchy and fun feel to it.Not a bad song,if you ask me.
I like 'Disco King' by them as well.Nothing of disco,but still as good.

Anyways,i guess i gotta go sleep now.
Or i'd have a hard time getting myself awake the next morning.
Ciao~

People~~~~~~
Morning~~~~~
Um,i'm hungry.
Yes,taken breakfast this morning and yet hungry =_=
Sleepy~

Ah,so yesterday runned around the school as part of training of Aikido.
As for what or why,i have absolutely no idea.But aww well,just played along.
So now,my thighs are kinda achin' and there's one more round later on this evening.
But i'm still goin' for it~~

And last night,i saw my cat friend,again.The old one.Ya know,Raccoon tail.
Bah,you won't know,i think.
Anyways,it's been a long time.To a point i thought he's dead or something.
But awww well,he's back.And i'm really really happy.
He kinda cheers me up somehow.Especially when i'm down.Like um,that time when i was deciding whether to quit my previous job or not.And other times.

So perhaps,and even maybe,he appeared so he could kinda cheer me up?
For what and why? It's another 'i have absolutely no idea'.

Ah,class has not much people in,yet.Buh buh.Faster come,people~~~
So less people,so quiet,kinda scary.And i'm hungry =_=

Bah~~~~~
I really really really wanna buy that new girl~~~
So so very very cute~
~~~~~~
I wanna buy~~~
But empty at the pocket,but full at heart.
Man......
She's like,blonde wavy hair,and um,super cute stock clothes.

But i'm scared,if i get my new girl,will i neglect Kathy?
Bah,i'd really feel bad if i do.
Must learn how to not neglect anyone of them.

Ok now,gotta do work.
Perhaps i'll blog later,or something like that.

Ah! I haven't been bloggin'.
Neither have i blogged 'bout my pre-Halloweens'.Buh~
Maybe sometime else.
Lazy~

Ha~hahaha.So now,slacking while i can.
Yes,today was test day.Entrepreneur.
Didn't do well.
Didn't finish.
So ya,not very nice,i'm afraid.Bah~ But it's over now.
No use cryin' over spilt milk,yes no? =)

Ah,2 weeks to AFA.
So lookin' forward to it.Seriously.
But~,my hair's short again.So sad T_T
Uncle cut my hair short =/
Buh buh~ It was just nice the way i like it before i cut it.
Just wanted to thin it...yet......
Hope it'll grow back as long as possible(?) before AFA.

Yes yes,i'll be bringing Kathy along.
Have not been bringing her out lately.
Well,not for outside photoshoots.
Just brought her school.And most of my classmates love her,i guess.
Good~ XD

I wanna save up and buy Kathy a new sister (sounds weird,yes no? XD)
Aiming for that 'Ice Rune' that is due this December.
And if it goes well,we'll get it,most probably near Christmas.
Kyaaa~ I can't wait for her final design and pre-order.
So cute~~
And i was thinking,if i got her,what shall i name her?
Alice? Rima(As in Mashiro Rima from Shugo Chara)? Or Lilith (yes,the one in Yami to Boushi to Hon no Tabibito)?
Bah~~~ I shan't count the eggs before it hatch.Heehee XD

Ah,gotta' bath.And prepare to sleep.
Rest is important,yes no? XD
Adios~

Hey all~
Ah,today's offday~
Rest day~
But not a sleep day =/

I wanna sleep,sleep and sleep.
'cause 'Sleep = rest'
Lately didn't rest enough.No good.
Very tired lately,isn't very good for health,you see.

Ah,and tomorrow's Monday.
Both dreading and looking forward to it.
Dread 'cause it's a start of a new week =/
Looking forward 'cause... well... it's fun =D

Bah,we bought dye just now.
To dye my cardigan.
Yes,to dye it pure black.
And i think after dye-ing,the stripes would be gone.
Really wonder how it'll be like =/
Can't wait to see it.

Ah,gotta sleep early now.
Or tomorrow will be Blue Monday,no good.
=)
Good night people~

Nooooo~~~~ My cardigan~~~
I left it to air too long.It's turning brown T_T
No good,not good at all.
But aww well,we're getting color dye to dye it.Hope everything goes nicely.
I wanna buy a new cardigan as well.
You know,the one which you can see alot of ladies wearing.
Also,i want a those kinda jacket for work.But for ladies.
That's real nice~~

Ah,now home alone.Ahahaha.
Yesterday,it's only granny and myself at home.
It kinda reminds me the time when i was still a child.
When i was still in the care of granny.When we were still in Bukit Batok.
It's really nice.Peaceful.Nothing much to care about.
Perhaps the only thing to care was am i having Mac for dinner or not.Or something like that.
I miss the past.
How i wish i can go back to the past.The past where i am just a kid.Before the time all the bad things start.Before the time i have to be a young adult.Before the time when i was too old to be childish.
But thing don't go that way,yes no?

Ah,gotta do my morning workout,then to prepare for work now.
Gee,i'm so tired yet have to go work =/
Ahahaha.
Aww well,at least it's fun.I suppose.... =D

Hey all~
Long time no blog already yea?
Um,lemme see,about two weeks now?

Ah~ After two weeks,my class... Got more fun~
As in,i feel ok to be my crazy self in class.I don't feel uneasy.
That's nice.There's even someone,or you can say,a group to crazy with me.
And that's double good =)

But i still miss W47M.I still miss the boss team.I still miss the group craziness.
But,every class,has its nice points.Must wait and see,huh?

Nowadays,i'm getting really really tired.I don't know why,but this isn't good at all.
I want to be more energetic.Buh~~~

Gah,i'm really looking forward to AFA.Got maid's cafe~~ Wahoooo~
I mean,what can a dirty old man ask for more?
Ahahahaha~
But there's grading test in the morning X(
Buh~~~
Hope i can rush here and there.
I can't miss both.I can't miss the test.Or i'll have to wait till next year.No good~

~~~~~
Ah i so tired~
And i've got work tomorrow =/
Poor me,yes no? T_T

Ah yes,i like this.

I'm not sure the name of this song.Apparently,the person who posted this song might have an error somehow =/ =_=
Enjoy~ ^_^ V

OK~ Gotta go now~ Buh bye~!

Hey all~
I'm bloggin' in class.Yahoooo~
Coold~ =(
Haven't been bloggin' nowadays,was sleepin' early.
So pooped out these days =_=zzzZZZ

Ah,class started on Monday.
New semester,new classmates.
Haven't warmed up yet.
But it's okay,when it warms up,it'll be more fun =D

Hungry i am now =(
Stomach growlin'.Must get lunch soon.Later.At.11.15am.
Ahahaha.Hungryyyy~

Ah,nowadays somehow interested in martial arts,especially South East Asian styles.
Wahahaha.I wonder why too.

No good,i'm still bloggin'.Hope i don't get caught.
Ciao people~

Man..... Now hearing Glitter Arch by KAYA.
It's so nice.Kinda' addicted for the moment.
It kinda' sounds very different.The voice is pretty unique,you can say?
Must try his "Glitter Arch".It's nice.


Glitter Arch - KAYA

Ah,went for my weekly Aikido training just now.It was nice.
Supposedly having weaponry training just now.But instead,we had real life situation application thing.It's kinda' nice actually.
I enjoyed it.I find it easier to learn this way somehow.
And somehow,it kinda' peace my mind.
I kinda' got more relaxed.It's nice...

Ok,i've gotta sleep early as well.Tired.
Nite~

Hey ya.
I'm pooped.So damn bloody pooped.After today,i'm so tired.
And to top it off,i wasn't having a good night sleep last night.
And yes,lack sleep.But surprisingly,sober.Yes,i'm sleepy but clear at mind.
Just aching at the leg,and missing the Roast Duck Rice inside Cold Storage.
Cause' i'm not working there tomorrow.Wahahaha.

Ah,now not using my lappy,using the house com....
Sis's usin' my lappy,and she's not returning anytime soon =/
Anyways,i'm sleeping soon.

Ah,Beatrice Vest final design's out.
So cute,she is~~
So lovely is she.I wanna buy but empty at the wallet T_T
But actually,i want a Cousin Olivia more......
Can custom to be Misa Amane XD

I wanna buy Mika Nakashima's The End album.
All the NANA songs.
Well,as a NANA fan somehow,i can't just leave the album alone,can i?
But....I wanna buy that ring i saw just now~ O^O
It matches my NANA ring~ I really want it...At least before AFA starts.
Man....I wanna go AFA and see the maids cafe going on there~~~

Ok,sleeping soon.Going to sleep now.

Hey ya all.
As you can see,i'm still awake.I couldn't sleep.
It's too warm.And doubt it's getting cooler.
It's global warming,man......

Ah,i've got a new hairstyle.Just went to cut this noon.
It's kinda' nice,i personally feel.
Nearer to what i've wanted.
Of course,it's almost impossible to get the kind of hairstyle i've wanted,with my hair texture and stuff.
And you know what?Crazy thing is,i'm inspired to get a hairstyle like Mika Nakashima and Debitto from D.Gray Man.

Come to think of it,it's been a long time since i've blog.And yes,it's gonna' be a start of a new semester.
Come to think of it,i wonder how are my new classmates are gonna' be like? And how are the new classmates of my classmates are gonna' be like?
Would they be as fun?I wonder.Hope they are.Then it'd be very,very nice.

Ah,yesterday marks the end of the 2nd chemotherapy cycle for Mom.
Although she doesn't say,i know that it's taking a toll on her.
And as these thoughts comes,i come to feel that i'm just as small as everyone else.... No,even smaller than everyone else.
I couldn't do a singe thing right.And it seems things just goes that way.

And somehow i just feel,life....Since when life is ever fair?I wonder.
Life's never fair.You know it,when you are not enjoying it,you are at the shorter end of the stick.
And you know what?Life still isn't fair even when you are enjoying it.
'Cause while you are at the longer end,someone else is at the shorter end.
But of course,no one would think that way,would they?

It kinda' irks me and pisses me off,to hear people say that this and that is unfair.
You know it,it's never fair,so don't ever complain about it.
You might be unhappy about a certain things in life you couldn't get,and you might tend to say it's unfair.But have you ever think of those who doesn't have it yet smiles and accept it?
I mean,who are you to complain about things being unfair?It's taking things for granted.
Who are you to say things in your life is unfair when you have almost flawless qualities in your life?Perfect family,don't even have the need to worry about the next dinner,and all you do is to complain and say it's unfair?
I've seen life more unfair than anything and yours doesn't measure up a single bit and they don't even complain... So i'm asking you,who are you to complain about it?

What! I can post pics in school ,but not at home =_="
Anyways,didn't have the opportunity to post any pics of the new girl we had few days ago.
Her name's Serio,and she's a Punkaholic People.Not bad,pretty cool actually.

Punkaholic People

Kathy and the new girl,Serio

Serio and her 'stocks'

Serio and Haruka

And suddenly,i really really want a Cousin Olivia. I wanna' custom her.
So she'll like be 'Misa-like'. Hahaha~
Y'know,but the cost is pretty expensive.And raised pretty much from earlier this year.
It's like 180 bucks ealier this year,bout' March or so? And now she's at least 300 bucks or more.Freakin' expensive~ T_T

Ok now,gotta go now.Perhaps i'll post something later on~
Ciao~

Evening~ And about 45 more minutes to Morning~visualising it
Reading up on 'How to Boil Brocoli'.
Gee,seems simple,actually so hard =_=
But by visualising itself,can make my mouth water,hungry~
Haha~ I have such a good imagination~
Actually,i'm reeally hungry now =(

Gee,my post today's really short huh?
Anyways,i'm tired.So ya,Nite people~

Ah~ So refreshed after a night bath =)
Ok,so went with mom to SGH this morning to discuss with her doc 'bout her chemotherapy.
Yes,it's startin' on Friday morning.Alot of things will happen and um,all of the things and it'll only be the first cycle.Just the first cycle.
I feel things will be hard for mom.Hop things will be alright.
Heard from doc,she'll feel sick and stuff,nausea and stuff.
I don't know,but he also say,symptoms varies for different patients.Just hope that mom won't feel unwell.Just hope so.

And we went to see some wigs after that.
Bloody hell,they are like so damn expensive,my goodness.
Like one with synthetic hair is like um,$500++.
Gosh,how can we buy?It's utterly outta' our budget.Man....
Must save money.Must save enough to buy.So i must scrimp and save.
Luckily now's hols.No need spent lots of my pay on food =D

And most probably,actually for certain,i think i'll take my job as a maid-because-it's-holiday seriously.
I'll do lots of house work.I don't wanna' make empty promises but ya,i will do alot of housework.
At the very least,mom won't worry,right?
I can't let her worry.

Gah,i'm pretty sleepy here.Guess i'll sign off now?
Buh byes people~

Ah,evening guys.
Tomorrow marks the last day of UT3 and also the last day of this semester(officially).
And after that,perhaps back to my 'indoorsy' days like those before schools starts.
It's kinda' nice,i guess.But guess,i love shopping just as well,i guess =/

But then i guess i'll keep my plans on hold.As in,all those outings,meet ups,events and stuff.
Well,if you ask me why...
In case if mom couldn't get used to the chemotherapy and stuff,i can take care of her.And just nice it's the holidays.
So,i can fully utilise my time.
I must really apologise to those.Those who planned and planning,i'm really sorry.
You know,i'd say things like,"i'll see first" or "i don't promise".
It's may like um,sound not the kind of answers that one would like to hear but trust me,that's best i could give.
I don't want to give empty promises and break high hopes.Anymore,at the very least.Please forgive me on that,since i know not all like me when i say that,ya?

Ah,2 more days and mom will be going for her chemotherapy.It's kinda scary thinkin' 'bout it.I don't know,but i feel it seems more scary than the operation itself?I don't know.All i can do is to hope everything will go well =)
And i really must do those housework,clean up the mess called my study table.And mainly clearing up those mess.

Today's UT,is something i'm really scared of.I mean,it's rare for me to worry about tests but ya,this one worries me alot.
I'm really scared that i might fail.No,i'm not scared of the thought of staying back,but rather,the thought of mom being upset of the results and stuff.
I mean to me,results are just a gauge to my understandings of the subject,but i guess to mom,it holds a different meaning.
I can't let her down,not at a time like this.
Having said so,i still don't have the mood to study tomorrow's Communications =/

I think i'll go get my sleep,then study tomorrow morning i guess.Ahahaha~

Hey all~
Hahaha.Man...Is it me or today's pretty hot?I mean,the whole day is like so warm...Expect for the rain (wait,is there?I can't remember....)
Ah,tomorrow's math.... And yet i haven't even study~~ And worst of all,don't really have the 'feel' to study >.<
Man....That's real bad~
Gah,perhaps after posting this post...

Seriously,i'm really thinking of getting a camera.Perhaps getting those digital camera which can give good shots.I'm really thinking of getting one.Well,so that i can take pics at events,or went bringing the girls for a photoshoot.
Kinda' got inspired by those people who took those scenery photographies or other Blythe collectors who posted their girls' pics up on Flickr.It's really really cool.I mean,it also make people's day brighter ya?As in,it's normal to feel happy looking at nice things.And if makes a person's day,it'd make mine as well...

Seriously(again?),i really wanna' make those kinda' investments.You know,get a Blythe.Store them for a period of time,then sell.Sure to earn profit,if you get a good doll that is.But then,there would be this very temptation to open the box and 'make' her part of the family.
Man....Can't blame me,a kid at heart will always be XP
Anyways,this is kinda' of a good investment i guess.But then,i don't think i will do good.I'm afraid,at the end,i might just sell that girl at a loss.But well,of course,i'll find good owner.I'll most probably see if the owner is really liking that girl lots or just at a impulse.Gee,i'm speaking as if selling a pet,or am i even going to do such investment at all in the first place =_=

Ah,went to Bukit Batok this evening.Kinda' nostalgic.Afterall,i stayed there since i could remember till a couple of years ago.I mean,it brings back lots of memories.And afterall,i'm a sentimental person,i guess.
I like that feeling,that nostalgic feeling.That 'i want to return to the past' feeling.Although it's kinda' sad somehow,but that nice feeling of remembering happy memories that was made in the past,it's nice.
Honestly speaking,i really wish to go back to the simple life back when i'm just a wee little child.Things were so simple.Happy and carefree,perhaps no worries at all.
But of course,reality is the kinda' things which goes 'can look at the past,cannot look at the future.Can go to the future,but can never return to the past.' kinda' thing.You know,reality is both a good and a bad guy,i guess.
If i can have my own house,i wanna' move to Bukit Batok... Hahahahaha....

Ah,i think i'll leave studying for math UT to tomorrow i guess.Lazy me....
I can't seem to concentrate,neither can i absorb anything.
Kinda' sleepy also...Mainly just plain lazy...Which isn't anything good as well.Haha.

Guess i'll go get some shut eyes.Or i'll have a pretty hard time waking up tomorrow morning.
Night people~

Hey people~
Ok.Today,i'll talk 'bout Kathy(who is sitting beside me now)
She's my first (and most probably my last) Blythe.
Big eye,and perhaps pretty small sized(err,from the way she wear[courtesy of me ^^]).
Pretty punky,cute with hint of mischieve.
Well,actually,it's funny how i bought her (which is like more than half a year already)
Ok,actually,i initially wanted a Pullip Rozen Maiden series.Perhaps Suigintou or Barasuishou (admit it,they're hot~)
Then,went to Dollz Inc.As per normal,i watched and looked.Think and think.Cannot decide whether to buy or not.
End up i didn't.Coz' mom said Blythe's nicer than Pullip.But i think they're like alright....
Anyways,we went to look at Blythe-s.And yes,what caught my eyes was Can Can Cat and Bow Wow Trad.
Ok,you guess Kathy is which? No prize for answerin' but ya,Kathy's Can Can Cat (which explains her mischief =3)
Anyways,i was in a dilema.I cannot decide which to get.I mean,both is cute.Both is my type.Both have bangs (that's why my type...My type of girls~~ XD).Yes,i like girls with bangs XDD
Anyways,Perhaps the difference between them would be: Hair color (imagine Kathy with black hair... That would be Bow Wow Trad),eye colors(special eye colors for Bow Wow Trad),make-up,clothes and accessories that comes with them (Bow Wow Trad got lots of clothes) and last but not least,the price~~(Main difference maker).
Kathy cost $220 at that time.Is counted very expensive already,you agree?But ya,Bow Wow Trad's more expensive(at a price of $399).So freakin' ex.I can't afford to customise her,can i?Ahahaha.
So ya,i got Kathy.But well,it's nice anyway.With her brilliant blue hair.So cute~
Ah,So as for the name,i was thinkin',how can i connect a name with 'cat'.So suddenly,i think of a girl.I think of Cathy (you know,the lady who works at Fishe....Bleh,you don't know anyways).Well,so i gave Kathy that name then(and cause' she's cute XD).As for the K in her name,i just wanna' make it special,that's all =_=

Anyways,if can,of course i wanna' get Bow Wow Trad also,if i can afford that is.Then also,a Cousin Olivia,the one with extreme white skin and yellow hair.If i have Cousin Olivia,the first thing i will do for customisation would be removing her make-up.Not that it's bad lookin',it's just wanna' make her more gothic.
Well,if you ask me which blythe i like,i would say any Blythe with long hair and bangs(man... It's as if fetish with girls with bangs...Hahaha..).If you ask which blythe the most,i would say Princess a la Mode,the 7th anniversary doll.Freakin' expensive,but freakin' lovely.Just like Kathy with bluish greeen(or was it turqoise) hair.Nice,the whole thing.She's on my wishlist~

Ah,today,was tiring~
Perhaps i didn't sleep well and early last night.So resulted me in being so so tired.
Work was,normal as per normal =__=
Except having customers not knowing their place,saying that they can do 3000++ puzzles or lesser number puzzles no kick.(as per normal)
Pretty annoyin' actually,to hear their ignorant boastings.Cause' you know they can't even do a 1000 pieces.Idiotic show offs... =__=
Anyways,was so sleepy,as per normal.And ya,don't i did perform well,as per normal.Perhaps a little grouchy.Haha~

Ah,i wanted this local movie called 'Gone Shopping'.And most probably,you've never heard of it before,ya?(correct correct?)
I like this show.Seriously.One of my favorites.To think i've watched it a year ago and only now then wanna' find it =_=
The meaning is there.It also have that feel,that very feel which reminds me of when i was young.Followin' mom around places and shops.And remind me of wanting to stay at malls,don't wanna' go home,that fear of going home.
Anyways,it's also perhaps the first local movie that i have seen having featuring lolita fashion(yes,lolita).Man... How cool is that? XDD
It's a good movie,provided you can find the feel and that very similar feeling as mine.Then it'll be nice.
It all leads back to nostalgia.I'm afterall,a very sentimental person,huh?

Anyways,goin' play games now.
Ciao~

Haha~
Um,this isn't a good morning guys.
I can't say it's a good morning,'cause i was shouted by this fucking old man early in the morning.Wow!

Ok,bringing sis to school at before 7.Bring her to school so that she can take her oral exams.
Ok,i want to see the HOD and discuss about her case.So yes,approach the gate's security guard.
Before i can ask,i was shouted in the face asking me to get out.Wow,nice ya?Early in the fucking morning and fucking shouted in the fucking face.Mother fucker.....
I wasn't even given the chance to explain myself.The security outside told me to approach the ones inside.And ya,i did.
And this is what happens.Ok,maybe i'm impulsive,rash,or not even half as level-headed at all.But hello,it's fucking early in the morning,7 o' fuckin' clock.And i got shouted in the face.Happy?
What makes me disappointed and crossed is,he's not even a security.And ya,even the security guard i know for years also support that fucking old man.Wow,fuck.

Gah...Phew,hey,first time postin' with so many 'fuck' huh?Hehehehe.But man...i'm freakin' pissed.Hehehehe.
Seesh,i'm so furious huh?Furiouso~~ XP
Ah,forget it,let's study for today's UT3,i'm a good boy~
Ah,maybe i should post this up on SGClub's complain zone eh?Then make the guy lose face.Heehee,i'm so bad XP
Stupid old man,spoil my morning....

Ok,how long is this 'blogger post page is so white' thing gonna' end? Geez......
Mmm,second day of UT3.
Today's test was a pretty tough one,but still barely manageable.But silly thing i didn't bring my liquid paper =(
But that's also good,i won't disturb my classmates.It isn't very nice to disturb my classmates just for the sake of me focus better.I must learn and get used to not using my liquid paper.....

Ok,sis's fever still fluctuates.High and higher.Keep remaining at high temperatures of around 38 degrees ++.
A lil' scary.And she's like the whole day so blur blur.Staying on bed for almost the whole day.
Isn't something that sounds good =/
And to make matters worse,today and tomorrow is her PSLE oral exam.And it's a must for her to attend.But i mean,how to?How can she peform well for the exam when she's so sick?Correct correct?
In anyways,she'll have to take the exam tomorrow.Even if she is sick.That's unfair.That's really unfair.I don't like saying 'unfair' but this is really it.Shit...

And all this,i feel that i'm really hopelessly useless.Seriously useless.
I can't do anything well.I can't express my emotion well.I can't do alot of things which others at my age can.I can't make the people around me happy when they are sad.I can't tell proper jokes at proper occasion,and make people sad because of my thoughtless stupid 'jokes',when i don't mean malice.SO all these,i'm really useless,yea?
I can feel sis feeling sick,suffering from the cold cold feeling from her fever,and i can't do it anything to help it.
I can feel mom's feeling somehow anguish deep inside for the fact that she is going for chemotherapy next week,yet i can't do anything.
I am not a good son,not a good brother,not a good friend,not a good owner,and perhaps in the future,might not be a good boyfriend or husband.I will do my best for it.But i scared,i will not make the mark.I can't do anything well.Seriously,how can i?I can't make promises,i don't want to make empty promises only to make the other party of my promise upset.
I don't want to end up like a fucking jerk like my fuck-ass dad,yet i feel that more and more things that happens around make me feel more and more lke him.The more i don't want it,the more i'm nearing it,i'm afraid.
I make people around me feel so disappointed.I've become the person i might actually hate the most.
I try not to make people upset,or break hearts and in the end,i still end up doing so.I say i don't want to make others feel the same pain as myself,always waiting for the person,only to find that the whole thing is just an unrequitted love.And yet,i cause someone feel so,and might probably even worse,worser than the person who had inflicted that pain on me.
I try to make people happy,even at the expense of my own happiness,thinking that,as long as they are happy,i would be happy.
But reality is bitch.Things don't go that way.They still don't feel happy.

I'm really an idiot huh?Accepting someone who i know barely even less than a month then,perhaps out of pity,hoping that love may blossom as time goes by.
But then,how can that happen?There's no communication at all,no nothing.
I don't know.Perhaps i didn't do my part on that relationship.Maybe i didn't do a good job.Tryin' hard to make her smile,wanting to see her again,those feelings,weren't enough.That was never good enough,right?
Things goes to a point when i feel that i've been neglected or even taken for granted,and at that point,still no connection.
And finally,she breaks.Ok,it's fair,she started,she ends it.I'm really fine with that.
Then i wonder,why does she even want to ask me to be then?Until now,i don't have that answer.But it's alright.It's just that i don't understand,that's all.
But then,now i bet you'll think that i am still thinking bout' her,right?Answer is,no.Not at all.
Why?I don't know.Perhaps the way she treats me,remind me of the one,the very girl who made me feel cold about relationship.There you have it.
And i think,why the hell did i even accept her?Is it because she was cryin' over the phone?That it had made me feel bad?
And i wonder,had i expected things turned out this way?That all the things will create so many things,so many upsets,and last but not least,so many regrets??
Hahaha~ And all this happened one month ago.I don't even know why i blog about it now.Haha~
Guess lettin' it out here,can help.Can it?
Ah,and so,moral of the story,if you want to accept someone,know him or her real real real well first.I speak from experience,learnt it the hard way.AND,also also,don't accept out of pity,things won't work that way,seriously =)

But honestly,i'm worried bout' Mom and sis very much.Actually,UT3 don't come close as my worries,honestly speaking.
But yes,they are more important.My family is more important to me.
Hope things goes well~~

Aha~ I'll stop my silly o' rants now~ Study time~
Nite nite,people~

Ok~ Blogger givin' me probbies again.Not fun~ =(
Anyways,today was the start of UT3.
And how was it?I can only say 'okok'.Nothing more nothing less,just that.
I cannot say it's easy,neither i can say it's hard.
It's like,at the back of the head yet don't know how to express.
Well,except for those which have those aw-so-hard definition.
It's like i try to think and not knowing how to do it.Hard.... =(
Ok,i admitt it,it's not that easy.Ahahaha.

Just studied just now.It seems,those which i am confident with are those i have already learnt in secondary school days.
And those i don't know,are those which are like so damn bloody hard.As in,i can't absorb at all. =(
Awww well,hope they give those that's aww easier to do.

Man...There's an ulcer on my tongue.And it HURTS!!! Pain pain~
I don't like it...It hurts when i eat,hurts sometimes when i'm talkin'.
Hope it goes away soon~ =/

Ah,then i remembered.I was asked."If given the chance,don't you wanna be born as a girl?" was the question. (Can't remember the exact question,but the idea is there =D)
Honestly,i thought of it before.And i find it nice.Seriously,livin' as a dolly dolly...isn't that bad at all.Don't you think?
But of course,i don't have any one-sided preference.SO to say,i like being born as a guy (which i am now =D).But i were to be born a girl,it's also good =D
Coz' i like girls lots,especially super cutes one (dolly dolly~).As in,if i am born as a girl,i can't fall in love with girls,can i? And i can tell you,that would be a real big bummer.
So to say,don't worry,i'm no homo,people.I'm super straight~ XD
Anyways,why the hell i suddenly say all this? .... Geez =_="

And now... I'm so bloody tempted to play games.But i have to study >.<
What should i do?? ~_~
Ah,nevermind that.AN hour of game can't kill,can it? XD
Ok,good,decided.
*Poof*

Good evening guys.
I am very sleepy.Tired after having so much fun in the noon.
But i still have test to study =/
And Sis's having fever and it's running pretty high.Hope she gets well soon....

Ok,just now was fun.Really fun.Photoshoot and we really really enjoyed it.It's as if camwhoring can be considered now my new hobby XD
The class went and yes,we took and took and took.So fun~
I brought Kathy there as well.And i'm positive that Kathy enjoyed herself there as well.
I brought her to school today and guess what,she didn't drop as much hair as the previous time.
This means that she doesn't feel as stressed as the last time,that's why? Hahahaha....

Ah,this morning,Mandy helped me put on the eyeliner.And i think my eyes look bigger when it's on.Kinda' nice,and i like it XD
But then,just now come back home,i wanna wash it off and it's pretty hard to remove it.
It's fun having it....And maybe i'm thinking of getting an eyeliner pencil.How do you think bout' that? XD

Ok then,maybe i'll add in more stuff tomorrow,maybe i wont? Ok.
I've gotta study for my test tomorrow,you know? Ahahaha.
Buh byes people... Wish me good luck~~

Oh yes~~
I can post up pics from blogger now.Oh yea baby~

Man....Blogger and Facebook was givin' me probbies last night,i couldn't post pictures on them.So bloody irritating.And yes,at last i can now.And i'm in school XP

Anyways,yesterday's blast.So freakin' fun.Went to Toys and Comic Convention.
Went with Ray,Ah Xian and Wayne.It's like fun.
Then after they went Iluma,i meet up with sis.
And we went find Mandy with her brother.
Her bro's so cute~ And she's so cute as well~
Ahaha.Anyways,i brought out Kathy.
And she did some touring around XD

Kathy looks lil' scary~

The result show of the Coscon.

Another pic of her showing.

Supposedly,i wanna' make her look lik petting the 'wolf' but ya,i kinda' failed huh?


Another one with Kathy~

Ok,this is one of the girls that took part in the competition i suppose.Sooo preetty~~ *_*

Another girl who went to the competition,i guess.

And another pic of this girl.Really so cute~ I like~

So after all the touring,it's tea-time.Went buyin' tea at the jia jia liang teh vending machine.

Ah,and at last,Kathy's enjoyin' tea with Piccadilly (yes,she went as well)

And after the laeving there,we went Marina Square for dinner.
We went the food court and man.... the baked rice there's like so nice.Worth tryin'
If you like creamy baked rice,that's really the thing for ya.
But man... i forgot to take the pic of the rice T_T
Hai.....But anyways,it's real good.You guys must try.
Kathy almost lost one side of her boots in the food court.Luckily i found it back.It's at the floor.

Ah yes,and finally,Sis is going to get a doll for custom.Isn't that nice?
She's getting a Punkaholic People for that.That one a a good one.Freakin' punk.
But i don't know,i don't really like the hair.Perhaps it's coz' it's not the long ones,like Kathy's. XD

Ok,i've gotta do work now.Perhaps i'll be postin' later on again =D

Evening guys~
Ahahaha.I'm pretty much alive today~
I took my noon naps beforee dinner,and in class as well.
SO NOW A LIL HYPER~
Well,actually not a good sign,tomorrow got work T_T
So must later faster sleep.Or else,my shop will have a zombie workin' in there XP

Mmmm.Today's quite okay.I'm not as sleepy.
Ok,in school a little.But aww well.
Mmmm,today's last third day of school before UT3.
Come to think of it,it's kinda' sad.I don't know.
No,i'm not being emo.Now feel too high for emo-ism.

Ah,just now played with the black cat siblings.
So cute,i fed em'.And big one went to sleep straight after eating.(Lazy guy,but still cute~ >.<)
While small one,after cleaning up,went up my lap and slept.So cute lo~~
Luckily got take pics.But now Blogger's still all so white and i can't post any pics.Bloody~ X(
But ya,they're aww so cute~~~ X3

Ah yes,my hair now....isn't that bad i think.
Isn't really bad,as long as i know how to style it well.
But i now kinda wanna' take Zoro's lead vocalist's hairtyle in their song 'Kitsune' as reference.
Pretty special.Of course not so colorful.I can't stand to be so colorful also.
Something like that.Or actually,it's near to Kyo's hairstyle in the PV of 'Kodou'.Somehow,you think?
That's one which might look nice also.Enough of spectaculations,must try then can know if it is really nice or not.
Afterall,not all hairstyles fit all,like a free-size tee-shirt.

Mmmm.Ok,i guess,i'll sign off now.Or i'll be sleeping past 12,again~
Not very good.I can sense another wave of outbreak coming soon.
So i must
REST REST REST~~~!!!!
I'll go now.
Right now.
*Poof* Gone XD

Good evening people.
Here to blog,but first...
What is happening to blogger? It's all so white!!!Seeesh....
So many probbies...So un-fun.... =/

Anyways,it's the last week of school before UT3 starts now.
Come to think of it,15 weeks had past since day 1 when everyone is stranger to each other(well,except YC.He's from 1/2-6)
Anyways,thing is,we had fun.Lots of fun.Happy.Looking back,we bonded really fast compared to my previous (and super good =D)classes.Maybe the number of people plays a part?I wonder....
I will miss em' after this semester as a class,like i've miss my previous class/group peoples.

But,i don't know.Is it me,or my classmates.Some seems to be unhapy with another?
I don't like it when people starts to dislike another.All this politics,i hate.
Like my previous workplace,previous classes,politics happens around.
I don't like it.
I hope it's my imagination that's playin' trick.Hope thing is fine.

Anyways,i cut my fringe just now.And it looks so kuku =_=
Well,hope it grows out well.Perhaps,i might sound crazy but i might wanna' go for Mika Nakashima's hairstyle.
Might look nice coz' i have long face shaped,pretty similar to Mika's as well,somehow.
Thus,kinda' think it may suit.But then again,i'm afraid it might not work...
But aww well,wait till it's longer,then i can say anything.Too early to say anything now,not long enough....

Ah,gotta' go sleep.SO tired.
Nite nite,people.....

Hey all~ Good evening all~
Ah,today,i've done something i've wanted,quite sometime ago.
But,i didn't felt happy.Why?I don't understand.

Mmmm.'Ve bought the knee-length socks i've wanted quite some time just now.
But somehow,it doesn't work the way i've wanted it.
End up,i didn't do what i have initially planned.
So somehow,a lil' disappointed am i.
But at least,now i know what i want,i guess.

Oh ya,'ve been reading Koizora's manga on Friday night.
It's really really nice.Very touching.
Make me feel like watching the movie even more.Really....

And now i'm watching 300.It's really a good movie.
Sadly,TV cuts out lots of parts huh?
Well,at least it does show some small parts of gore,so it's kinda' nice =D

Hahaha.Gotta go now.Buh Byes people.
Nite nite~

Good evening all~~~~~~

Ahahaha.So yes,it's like so silly.

Yesterday noon,was so eager to blog yet forgets it when night falls =_=

Ah,so yesterday,Kathy went to school with me.

Yes,Kathy INVADES RP~

And,everyone likes her.Very nice actually.

And as you can see,there's alot of DP that features her.

Kathy's a celebrity now X3

Ah,after that we went basketball-ing with Ram,Felicia,Alicia,Janice,Nur,YC,Jun and Lina.

Fun,really really fun.It's a long time since i've actually say a sports game fun.Very rare actually.
So as you can see,it's really really fun and i've enjoyed myself.

And today,is another fun fun day.

We played riddle games.Danial started it actually.And everything's so fun.

So everyone tried playing and yes,had a hard time guessin' the answers to them.

And as expected,the solutions are usually those which will make you feel like plucking your hair out =X

Ahaha.And,they say,tomorrow they'll be playing riddle games again.

So nice~ So lookin' forward to tomorrow~

Tomorrow,faster come~~~!!!!

Ok guys,so i'll be resting soon.Buh byess people~~~~

Good evening guys.
SO ya,another night now huh?(huh? 0.o)
Ah,don't mind me,i'm being like very the weird these days >.<
Anyways,so yesterday,had this splitting headache.Hurt hell lots.
SO yes,slept early last night.I was like sleeping so early.

And this morning i woke up,and pretty awake was i.A good news actually.
It's like,
At last~ I'm feeling awake! Yay~~~!!!!
ANd yes,wasn't sleeping in class actually,and that's double goodies.

Went EMP afterschool.Was not bad actually.
Well, only bad thing was this group of fags behind us yakking like nobody's business.
Reminds me of Pierre yapping for food actually.But of course,Pierre's way cuter ;)

Ok,i'm not going to stay long now.
Buh byes~

Gee,what's happenin' with blogger,yesterday have the option to post pics.
And now it's lost again =/
Ah,so today's another off day,can relax~
Ah,and feel much rejuvenated.Yosh,can go school tomorrow with energy high XD

Ok,today was more of a normal Sunday,something i didn't had since i've started working.
Bath for the girls.And ya,they were all so dusty.Eepecially Kathy.
I wonder how she get so dusty at her hair.Like my dandruff.So silly >.<
And after that,we went out.I wanted to go Lot 1.I wanna see the Japanese Idol that is going on there =/
How i wish i can go in such competitions again.Sing my heart out.Well,winning or losing,it doesn't matter.
Cos' as long as i can sing,without restrictions,i'm contented.

Ah,and we threw away some old stuff.
As normal,i feel kinda sad for it.Maybe it has become some part of my house,some small part of my life.
Brings back memories,brings back nostalgic memories that i long for.
Then something came up into my head.Old things thrown to get new things in.
But don't anyone feel sad the old things that is being thrown away? Maybe i'm just being sentimental....
I really like the good things in the past.That plain happiness.No,not the sad past.But the happy ones.
I want to return to the past where everyone is carefree.Not thinkin' bout' studies,not worrying bout' this and that.
Impossible,i know.Maybe that's why,past is the something that you can always see,but can never touch again.
Like the flower in the mirror,the moon in the water.

Ah,i haven't bath.And started feeling itchy.No good.I'll go bath.
Buh byes people~

Ah,so at this time,i'm still blogging.
Tired,and should be sleeping,and yet....
Nah,just a short one though.
Um,so we went Causeway Point.
We went Cold Storage,and ya,bought my fave fave,Onigiri~
Wahahaha.Tasty.Lovely and tasty.I love it.
Onigiri~ onigiri~
Ah well,i went back to playing maple.
It's kinda' fun.Nostalgic somehow,yet so many things have changed.
I wonder,is it good if everything stayed the same as it was in the past?
Would this be nicer somehow? Would things turned out like now? Whether liking it or not?
Mmmmm.It's the kind of 'if' question ya?
Then again,i like talkin' bout' 'if' questions.You never know what will happen.No one can predict well bout' the future,ya?No,not fortune tellers.
Ok then,gotta' go.I'm tired.SleepY~
Good nite people....

Ok,today is another day.Started normal.But i went more negative after i left school.
Shit,is it me or i'm becoming more of an emo?Man....
But in anyways,after my bath just now,i've just realize something.
No use,totally no use.No use being upset.No use being unhappy.No use having a sulky face that spoils the day of people around me.No use being sad to the point of feeling like crying(but of course you know i can't cry at all).No use being so fucked up.
This,isn't a bad thing at all.To me,this is an answer.Something i wanted to find.And this,is like a answer to the problem that is stuck in my head for the past few days.
And a solution came.I've decided.I don't want to care.I wanna be the Daryl people know of.The Daryl that is always smilin'.The Daryl who is so hyper.The Daryl that has neverending happy energy.Impossible to be always that,i'll keep that.That smile,for the people around me.
So yes,hopefully,i don't go all emo again.Stupid melancholy.

Good evening guys~~~ It's been like um,how long since i've blogged? I wonder.
Dead for quite some time eh? Sorry ya?

Bah,first thing first.This blogger thing... Changed that layout thing,don't know how to post pics T_T
SO silly...Aww well,ask Ah Man tomorrow i guess.I prefer the old one.I think can change back to the old one...Hopefully it does.

Bah,these days,it seems,i've suddenly lost the interest in alot of things.Things that i've once so interested in the past.As in,for example,even now,i don't feel so like listening to music.Any upbeat musics that perks me up well.Ok,i admit,i'm feeling down.
As to why,well,i'm not really comfortable to say it here.Gah...In anyways,i'm an idiot.Always the idiot who makes the wrong choice,the wrong move,and regrets in the end.It's man to err,true.But i hate it,i hate regretting.Hate looking forward to something only to regret it.
Things like this,isn't the first time.And still,it happens.And the same results,regrets.
Guess that's the reason i'm pretty fucked up these days.Emotionally or otherwise.Not in mood,you could say.

Oh ya,i was working yesterday.So being tired,,even before working,i wasn't in,you could say, working-mood.And yes,there's this customer(s ,since it's a couple) was looking at the things.So they stared long enough.And i approached them,offering my service to them (well,a must for sales staff,right?).Guess what? They give me some snobbish attitude.I freaking hate them.Idiots.Like hell i would even want to approach them if i wasn't working.Idiotic fucks.

In anyways,i just feel terrible these days.Down,damn bloody down.I wasn't even myself now huh? Or am i too being myself? Actually,i don't really care in anyways.It doesn't matter now.

Ah,even the wonder food,ice cream doesn't work on me now huh? ............

Hey all~ I'm back.I think.Ahaha.
Ah,so i was not blogging for the past week yea?I was thinking over things.Deciding some things.So you can see,i was deep into thoughts for the past week.So it was pretty evident huh?Always blur blur de and always spacing out,according to Kyori.
Thing is,i'm not sure.Guess i was too caught up ba.Maybe i really have to relax myself,tell myself it's ok,everything is fine.Guess,i'm really frettin' over something that wasn't that bad after all.
So,on monday,sis and i went to orchard to meet Mom after her checkup.Coz we reached earlier,we went to Far East for a walk while waiting.We chanced upon Haru.Ok,we went there,i guess bout' a year ago.But then we saw Haru Goth,i think a shop or two away from it.So nice la~ It's Haru,but instead of sweet sweet loli stuff,it's goth loli's.I was so happy.Sis as well.She saw this wrist-let.It's nice.We were about to buy it.Silly thing is,I'm short of 3 bucks.It's so silly.So close yet so far la~,i can say.Well,i'm gooing to go back back there next week anyways.I'm gonna get it.Hope it's still there,that is.
Mmmm.I also saw,there do sells sex pot revenge.It's so nice.Nice nice.I wanna buy~ It's so nice.Really.It's so nice.But i wonder how much would they be.....
And i'm wondering.Is there Oshare yet black?I mean,you know,Oshare is always colorful.It has to colorful and cheerful.And i don't think black is anything from cheerful,ya?Curious ya?
Oh ya,another thing,should i leave spacing here and there?I mean,it kinda looks wordy.U know what i mean?Ahahha.Should i? =/
Mmmmm,guess i'm going now.Buh Byes~

Hey all~
So,i'm here again.Bah,this isn't a way to start.But i'm tired.And sleepy.And lacking sleep.And outbreaks due to that.And it sucks.
Ah,yesterday go study in library with Yiwen.Kinda' nice.You know.Bah,but then hor,silly thing is,i spent half hour plus plus creating the account for the wireless connection in the library.Cannot work,cannot create.Why?The validation codes was incorrect.SO it took me 30 minutes to realise,i was suppose to type in the validation code in a box which i initially thought suppose to be the confirmation for the account.Silly me =_="
So,she was laughing at me,i was laughing at myself...Ah yes,we took some pics in there as well.But she haven't sent me.Buh...So i've gotta' 'gop' from facebook.Buh.... But nevermind.We had fun XD
Anyways,holiday's coming soon.I can rest now.And it's summer.Woo~ But then i don't know,the things i planned.I'm not sure how i'm gonna' carry out.But then,i really wanna' still go on doing it.Efforts,efforts.
Bah,i don't know is it me or...I've been thinking bout' this kinda' stuffs.Like date or something like that.Maybe cause that's the effects of single adolescent-hood.Then,i've been thinking,what's the coolest pick-up lines...and also nice places for such occasions....and,and also how to 'shoot electric' from the eyes.Silly yea?
So there you have it,silly dummy boy is thinking bout' such things,having daydreams XD
Ahaha.So that's it,i think.I'm going to sleep soon.ANd so do you.Why?I don't know.But i don't care.Cool?Cool. Ahahaha XD
Buh byes~ Nite nite~ Nite~Nit~ Ni~ N~ =_=zzZZZ

Hey yo~.I know.Why am i here?Since tomorrow got test.
Well cause' i'm here?Ahaha.(I'm not answering i know.)
Say,actually it's yesterday's job.But didn't feel like it.Well,cause' i was feeling bad,and disappointed as well.By two occasions,which fell on yesterday night.
On my way after work,i saw Sis Jill with her bf.It was late at night,so i decided to accompany her back to her block downstair cause' since her bf wasn't with her.Bah,then he came running over our direction when near her house.I don't know,maybe i'm over sensitive,but i kinda' felt him a lil' unhappy.Did i do the wrong thing?But then maybe other things la.Cause' i know him,he'll make a good brother-in-law.I respect that XD
Second thing was this.I was planning for an outing for this vacation for um,a friend.If you realise,i had already do much prep' on the outing,like place to go,way to go,what to see,etc.Lots of efforts have been put in.I've even asked bout' places that may seem nice or not.But don't you feel disappointed when all the shit you do,people who you care just don't seem to care?They don't give a shit.You are serious,they aren't.You tried hard,they don't care.It's like in the past,don't care.It's like as if i'm doing for fuck's sake.Ok,at least i felt a lil' not so disappointed now.I'm not that sad.Rather to say,i'm happy.At least i know,i'm not appreciated.Or maybe i'm just too oversensitive?I don't know la.But then,maybe it's cause' i cared to much.Seriously.
Whatever,i'm gonna' cut on my stupid rants.So ya,let's concentrate on UT this week.Hope can do well.Stress ah,stress.For test tomorrow and the day after.No time to be disappointed now,huh? XD
Ok,i go sleep now.Buh byes~

Hey all~~~
Bah,now so tireed.Sleepy as usual.But so the very the tired,i tell you.
Okay,tommorrow i am working.And yet now so late still haven't sleep.
Why?Well,cause' i'm playin my PSP.Playing with the new game Patapon 2.Fun,addictive as always.

Bah....Suddenly,i fell in love.I feel in love with E-an.Tender E-an.Somehow,i really really really wanna' get here.Thing is,she's ex.How ex you might ask.Well,here's your answer.1000++ bucks.I don't have that kind of money to spent.So,only way is to work.Hardcore work.Cheong work.Work non-stop,with no rest.Just to get that money.I really wanna' do that though.I really like her.Man....
You would think what's so special bout' her huh?Here's the reason....

Well,i know,some of you guys will say she dao.I know.I feel that also actually.But say,that's what attract me.She's the cool type which i like.Well,cute is another.But hey,she kinda' reminds me of Mika Nakashima (don't ask me why though).Thing is,by calculation,after six months then would i get this much money.Here's the biggie.Will my love for her still stay after then?Well,this question.Not only me asking myself.Wen Lin would be asking herself as well.Cause' she wanna' get E-an as well,but just E-an,not tender.Okay,kinda' have a promise.We save together,we buy together at the same time.But i scared i cannot fulfill that promise.

Mmmmm.So,i don't know is it me or what.But i nowadays feel.I feel that i am not doing much things.I've really become a slacker.I hate that.I don't want that.But,i don't know what i can do,or what should i do.I really don't know....

Bah....I really want my hair to grow out fast.Nice,and silky(which is quite near to impossible).But i really really want Ryuutaro's hairstyle.I like his hairstyle.Really nice.Or perhaps,if i really have that really silky hair and a face that could match,i want Tender E-an's hairstyle...Bah..Don't mind me,i'm nonsensical.Tired,starting to speaking gibberish.
I shall leave before more nonsense is spewed...Nites~

Hey all~ A week has past.So fast right?
Ok,not bad,the way things gone.I like how things are progressing.Everyone is cooperating.So happy.Except for the fact neighbouring classes wanted to start war with mine.Childish nonsense right?Haiz.....What i call immature....
Bah...I don't know.It seems,i'm now always searching..Searching for something.Something i've wanted a long time.Something i've always wanted but didn't have.It's all around me.From what i can see,it felt nice.Like a dream come true.Sad sometimes perhaps.Afterall,i have it before.It's happy and sad at the same time.Ironic isn't it?But still it felt nice.But i've lost it.Some stupid reasons.Stupid moves i've made.Oh,but that's so long ago.Bah....Stupid me.Stupidly talking bout' such nonsense.Nevermind me.
Anyways,so sad right?My weekend.Workin' hard.Both days.Ok la,bright side is,can earn money.So,good la.
Ok la,i go bath liao.So warm.SO dirty.Not nice to sleep in.Anyways,i go bath and sleep le.Tommorow's a long long day.Buh byes~

Oh dear....My head....Hurts so badly.....
Ok,it only started as a sleepy day at school.Really normal.
But then,well,what makes it worse is the module of the day,Math.
I must admitt,i had return most of my maths knowledge all go back to my maths teacher,all forgot XP
And thinkin too much 'bout maths might be the cause of my headache i guess....

I went surfing the net just now...And since a few days now,i always think of this word 'ageha'.I don't know why,but it just came out.I went to find it online.And found pic of this girl in kimono(or was it yukata?) which interest me alot.The kind i like,my type of girl.You know,hime-cut with that aww so adorable face.The kind which will make anyone shout 'lovely!'.So cute.Bah,and that was just one page of the mag..Man....I wonder where in Singapore can i get that mag...Ageha......I want it....Perhaps Kinokuniya might have....Hope so.....

Speaking of which,Kathy is now in yukata.I haven't got the time or chance to capture it in camera.Perhaps tomorrow.Tommorow i maybe might take it.If i can.....

I hate the hot weather now.Making me all sweaty and all.I don't like it.Man....It's hard to fall asleep easily.And one funny thing,only when i am suppose to wake up,the air will always be so cooling,the kind which you wish to have when you want a good night sleep.Always happens this way.Buh..... X(

Ok,the pain in my head,it's getting kinda' bad now.I'm going to sleep now,i guess.Buh byes.

Eventfully is this weekend,as far as I am enjoying it,there is alot of things that's happening.
Ok,guess what,I'm using my home com to blog(which means there's pictures,u like that?).
Okok,maybe it isn't some big news like Pierre has a change of shampoo or stuffs like that.
But,well,i don't know,i'm just happy to,i guess.

So,since last week,i have a new jacket(?) from Esprit.And,well,i'm likin' it.It's red,and lovely.
So,Kathy took the liberty to take pictures with it.



And also,just now,i took a picture of Pierre for my weekly hair growth progress for Pierre.
I don't know,but i find him awww so adorable in here.But aww well,he's a dummy for the fact that he does not cooperate.Dumb dummy boy,but hey,guess that four fingers came pointing back at me.

Woo hooo.Went Daiso dunno' on when.So saw this packet of gummy with the picture of Ramune,Sis and I just bought it without hesitation.We only open it when we reached home.Looks nice isn't it?And i can guarantee you this,it tastes as good as how it looks.It's one good candy i recommend.Another would be this,
Why,you asked?Well,cause it looks like TicTac and it keeps my breath smells minty.For at least a while?I don't know.It's kinda' fun,opening the cap and wonder how many of them is gonna' pop on your palm.Funny ain't i?Seeesh,Childish ain't i? =D

And and,also,we had Aglio Olio for dinner.Well,no prize for guessing,it's done by Mom,who said she done it by only tasting and remember the previous Aglio Olio in restaurants.And ya,this is the end product.I'm not sure for you,but it looks like Hokkien Mee in some way.The spaghetti has that texture as well.But,it taste real good.Really really good.Only that the spaghetti is like um,that noodles in Hokkien Mee?Haha.But really,it's good =D

Hey all~
School starts for a week or two,i suppose.It's really fun and lovely.
I mean,everyone have fun all together.I like it,really.
Bah,so okay,i suppose everyone,must be like tired and sleepy after school starts yes?
Same here la.I have to fight hard to stay awake.Plus plus,staring at the com,it doesn't help =(

Man....I must say,nowadays,i rarely take pics with Kathy.I feel like i have neglected her somehow.So bad eh?Me...Speaking of which,i feel like bringing her around,somewhere that i can get a good pic.Like maybe at the Parks or so.Actually,i feel like bringing her to school.I must admit,the school have really good places for picture taking.That's why,it sparks my desire for that.Someday la....Maybe mid-semester or so....

Gah,tomorrow is the START OF WEEKEND.Long sweet weekend....I love it.Woos,i can finally collect my cardigan tomorrow as well.At last lo.Very hard to find.But found it last week.But the outlet went out of stock.So they kinda' help me ordered from other outlet.So i was like,LUCKY~~~ XP So happy was i.I got another jacket at the same shop as well.Cool,isn't it?

All of a sudden,especially since poly started,i kept having flashbacks,very random flashbacks.
It's like the ones when i first went into secondary school.Keep thinking about the past,good and bad.Sweet and sour(no,not the dish XD). So ya.And also,i saw alot of people.As in,old friends.I was,so so so happy.Really really happy.I mean,you too will feel the same,yes?

Ok la.Gotta' go liao.Signing off now(why so formal?Me.... =_=")
Buh byes~

Hey hey yo~~~~ So long no blog.Did ya miss me? *-*
Mmmm.Well,everytime wanna' come up post something.Always either forget or suddenly just don't feel like it.So ended up not doing so.Kinda' stupid yes?Ahahahaz.
Ok,so things happened,more memorable things happened as well.So how am i gonna' put it?As in,how can i put it so that i can list them all out on here.Mmmmm.
SO,i decided....To adopt Yiwen's method of listing things on her blog...

10/Apr
Went out for movies with my primary school folks.We went to watch Knowing.You know...The movie by Nicholas Cage.Well,it's about him getting a note that predicts disasters that are gonna' happen.Must watch,i reccomend it,i tell u.Ahahahz.

13/Apr
Got Republic Poly SOH orientation.It's really good.No,i'm not saying bout' the start.Coz' i can tell you...At the start,i sorta' regret going for it somehow.Coz' it's boring,for the fact that i know no one there,nothing.But then,as the thing progresses,games played,conversations shared,we bonded,things got better.And i regret no more.Know alot of friends,reaally.

15/Apr - 18/Apr
So,another orientation came.With the same group.So,since we knew each other now,we just knew eaach other more.As in,played more,know each other more(you know?).So more people came in the group.So ya,it's both fun and tiring.Seriously,now i'm just trying not to fall asleep,typing this.

SO then,now,i'm just so darn sleepy,and tired lahz.My eyes,just can't seem to stay open.Half-closed(or half-open),i can't tell.Ok lahz,since these past days,i'm kinda' hooked onto this song 'Makka Na Ito' by Plastic Tree.Trust me,i didn't really like this song at first.What draws me was Ryutaro,vocalist of the band.He looks like Nana.Really.Then,i kept hearing this song.Fell in love with the tune and stuff.Further fell in love when i read the lyrics,simply lovely,i can tell you.

I really like the vocalist.I like his style,hair more.Just like Nana.I want his hairstyle.Bahz.And my hair cannot make it due to its curlinesss(?).Stupid yes?Bahz.I wanna' be some many people.I remembered.I really really wanted to be so many people.Like um,i can remember.I said i wanna be this and that.But then,ended up unable to be any.That's where i realise.Be myself,that's the best style.You know,that's when things are natural,the way that you're most comfortable with.So,moral of the story actually is,do what you like and wanna' do.Something liddat'.
It's getting kinda' long,like an essay or something.And,is it me or it's kinda' emo here?Hahahazz.Must have been the repeated plays of 'Makka na ito'.Don't know,just that songs have the effect to affect my mood.Funny isn't it?

Hahahaz.Long time no post.
Well,nowadays,once i got online,i'd play games.So you could say,i had no time for blogging somehow.But now i have XD (?)

Ahahaz.Last Friday,i went back to 'help' out NPCC.Well,why there's '' with help in between,you asked?That's cause' i must admitt,i think i didn't help much,or you would say not of much help.I stayed there till before 10pm in the night of friday (the same day).
We went out for dinner at bout' 6+,7 liddat.We went to a nearby food centre and had our dinner.

The next day,i fell ill.Having a heavy flu (or was it cold? Mmm..) that was already going to have for a few days,i spent the whole day at home,only out for dinner.Well,even now,i'm still coughing like an old man.Hahahaz.But then i still went to work the next day,since i felt better compared to the previous days.

So,a few days past and now,i'm here,blogging.I still have troubles with my new lapy's connection to the net.It's f**king bad,but i must learn how to live with it i guess.Hahaz.Gah,saw some Pop n' Music vids'....Feel so like wanna' play that.Seems so fun and so many nice songs.Really,the songs there are lovely,rocking... etc.It's a must play,like Beatmania IIDX,Jubeat,Guitar Freaks and Drum Mania.Note that all these are from the same company,and tend to have some songs that are the same.Nice isn't it? XD

Nowadays,when i'm outside,i like to take pictures of things around me.No,not that it was something new (i'm always doin it,if you notice),but it's getting more often,i think.I mean,i wanna share with all what i have seen,what i have enjoyed watching,you see.Ahahaz.So ya,do look forward for it =D

Ok,gotta' go now,gotta' take medicine,gotta' sleep.Man,i'm sleepy.You know.And i gotta' rest well,get better and feel better.My chest hurts from time to time,and it's bothersome,seriously.
Ok,gotta go now,byes....And do take care.And to a friend who got sick recently,get well soon and stay well XD

Hey all~
Ah,at last,i was able to get a job and work.I was working the past weekend.
Ok,it was easier compared to my previous job.Normally just serve customers and stuff.
You could say,more relaxed? in some sense.

Ah,i really wanna get Kathy a change of pull string.I mean,it doesn't look normal,you see,having her pull string to be very very short.It really itch me to make a change for that.
And also,i feel like either getting Cousin Olivia or the new Prima Dolly,Adorable Aubrey.Cheaper in a sense,and looks good as well.But then,it'll be great as well,if i have either Bow Wow Trad,Samedi Marche or Silver Snow.Well,the best of all would be having all of them,seriously.But that's not gonna happen.I'm not that rich to make that happen.Get what i mean?
Ok then,i shall go now,so i can prepare for tomorrow's enrollment.Buh byes~

Hey all~
Long time since i posted something.So how's everyone? =D
Things went quite normal these days.Except for some minor hiccups here and there.
Ah~,i saw Cousin Olivia,and man,she's cute.Her skin's like so fair,can say,even fairer then Kathy.
I saw she was sold pretty cheap.Well,at least cheaper than Kathy.Man..... But i'm lacking of money,so no Cousin Olivia for the time being X(
On Monday,i was pretty bored and unhappy about Kathy's custom blue eyes,so i went to do more customising.In the end,it turned out nicer.
But then,in this shoot,she looks tired somehow....
Gah,but the bad thing is,while i was playing with her pull string,it snapped.Haiz....Man....
Must try how to do without opening her head....