Hey guys~
Ah,nice nice nice.
Today was quite a day.
Um,as i am typing here,i am playing games on Facebook.Haha~
Multi-tasking~

Ah~
Yes,today's the start of my holiday...
But then i don't think i'm really enjoying the holiday like what i wanted.
I wanted to slack~
But it seems i don't think i can afford to do that.
Too many stuff's up on the holiday.
Well,true it will be wholesome andd fun and stuff.
But you know,it is two different things compared with enjoying it or not.
Too busy,i might not have the time to relax and all.
And i can see,i need rest as much as i need fun.
Mmmmm....
How? How can i maximise my rest time?

And the whole of today,i kept thinking about alot of things.
I wonder,is being too kind something wrong?
Which is my true nature? The wicked and cruel me? Or the kind me which i like alot?
It made me kinda depressed somehow.
And i guess i am kinda in a bad mood just now as well.
But then,i went to play Para Para.
And felt much better now.
Guess i am easily-contented.
Hahaha~
But anyways,i think,i should not be worrying about my nature.
It is something that i can't control,i guess.

Ah~
Just went to Orchard area this noon.
Without any surprise,i dropped by Dollz Inc.
Hahaha~
Kiss Me True and Love And More is in stores now.
Man..... Kiss Me True is so pretty~
She is so so pretty. I can only say that.
She is like, Kathy in Alison's Make-up with Cappucino Chat's hair and lipstick.
Totally awesome.Hahaha~
But yea,she's about S$250. Pretty pricey indeed.
And poor old me,unable to afford her.
Aww well,i think Kathy and Alison is enough for me.Hahaha~

And also,i saw on Ebay.
Cousin Olivia at S$320.
It's great.It's a great deal somehow.
Considering the fact that she is the same generation as Kathy.
Hahaha~
Man.... I want her.I want her for my Misa custom~
Hahaha~
And if you forgot how she look like
There you go~

Ah~~
I'm back into playing Yu-gi-oh as well as pokemon.
Hahaha~
Brings back alot of memories.
Pretty nostalgic when i play them.
Bah....
I miss the simplicity of being a kid again.
Hahaha~
But seems like no-one's playing them already =/
Ok,i know.You must be thinking that i am being childish and all.
But,i just miss it.I miss the feeling.
You get me?

Hahahaha~
Ok guys,gotta go bath now.Bye~

Hey guys~
Ah~

Mmmm.
Past week?
Hahaha. Eventful,and in all, fun =)
Hahaha~

Ah~
Well,Tuesday's awesome man....
Became part of the Rotisseur of the day.
Prepared the Pan-fried fish in Pan-fried Fish in Lemon Butter Sauce.
Hahaha~
Nice.What can i say more?
Hahaha~
Wanna prepare it at home if i have the oportunity to.Hahaha~

Man man man~
And as for Tuesday's and today's test?
I think i might fail.I know nuts about them.
Honestly-speaking.
But at the very least,i think i can say where i am lacking,i guess?
Hahaha~

And finally,i can beat-match now~
Tried my tunes in the room.
Hahaha~
Yea,it worked after trying them out for quite a while.
Man.... Tired~
Bah,hope it stays that way,not a fluke.
Hahaha~

Ah,and you know?
Thinking back of so many things...
I feel that i have been hating so many things.
Finding reasons to hate somethings.
Moving my hate from one thing to another.
Thinking back,it's pathetic.
Hahaha~
So if you ask me now,if i still hate,i have no idea.
But at the very least,i don't hate as much in the past,safe to say.
Haha~

You know what?
The reason to why i seem so desperate,i found the answer to that as well.
I guess i was lonely,as well as a lil' bored,i guess.Haha~
Well,whether to say i am or not now,i am not sure.
But but but~
I can say,i am not that desperate now.
Hahaha~ Ain't that good? =)
'Cause it comes naturally,like i always say to my dear friends~ =)

Ah,and one thing to note.
I'm getting hungrier and hungrier these days.
Man......
I think my monster apetite is back.
Which is good...I'm a happy boy again XD

Ah,gotta go now.
Tired~

Ah~
Test's tomorrow and i know nuts about the module.
Hahaha~ So tempted to shout "FML!"
Hahahaha~

Ok,i'm gonna mug after i finish blogging ok?
So it's kinda gonna be a short one.

Hmmm,so so so~
Err,was working on Sunday.
Nothing much,just that i couldn't play KOF XI 'cause the arcade closes early =/
Buh Buh~

Ah,for today? We learnt about fish and seafood.Hahaha~
Not bad not bad.
And for Aikido? Hahaha~ Well,learnt that there's a camp on the 7-9 of June.
Hahaha~ Practically,my holidays are somewhat burnt a quarter.
Hahaha~ But it's still pretty much fulfilling,with more stuff.
Life is colourful that way,somehow.Hahaha~ Unlike boring~
Well,it'll be more colourful if Sis or the girls coould join =/
But i know that's not gonna be possible in any sense you look at it.

Hahahaha~
Well,after talking to my classmates about some things that happened to me few days ago.
I realised that the bitter trait in me still stays in me.
Well,i realised that the trait of feeling bitter for what i did not get still stays somehow.
It seems,the traits when i was still the 'little prince' still stays with me until now.

People says that i'm a nice guy at times.
I sometimes feel like disagreeing with them.
With the 'little prince' traits still in me,how can i still be considered a nice guy?
Somehow,although i dislike the 'little prince' traits,it's what made me more confident.
Well,but that's too full of confidence to the point of pride.
But still.....
I can't understand why i can't return to that 'little prince' days.
But,i think if i do,i'd hate myself somehow.

If only i can get that small part of good from that time,it'd be totally the best.
I know,at this point of time,you might not get what i mean right?
It's alright.You need not know.It's my past.

Ok,gonna prepare for tomorrow's test,as well as tomorrow's lesson.
Gonna cook for a bunch of people that i don't know.
Hahaha~
Wish me good luck,cool? =)

Hey guys~

Mmmmm,i don't think i'm lucky these days =/
Pretty much uneventful stuffs happened.

My handphone spoil,with call button being faulty.
This is not the only bad thing that happened.But i can't remember what else happened.Hahaha~

Ah,man.......
This is the reason why,today's post's not gonna have any pictures.
Awww,sad,ain't it?
Hahahah~
Most probably i'll send my phone for repairs tomorrow.

Hahahhaa~
Ok guys.Next week's today would mark the start of June Holiday for me.
Oh weeee.It's an holiday,how 'bout that?
But it's gonna be busy and it's most probably gonna be killed somehow =/
Hahahhaa~
But aww well~

And i thought i could have played my 3rd CD.
Aww well,something happened and gotta return home,before i could try it out.
Aww man....
I have no choice but to leave it to next week huh?

Speaking of which,wonder if i can mix Lounge and Easy Listening?
I know they can,but would people do it on the CDJ i wonder =/

I really like those chill-out music.
Mmmmm.If possible,i wanna immerse myself in Lounge music.
Hahaha~
And House as well,without said =)

Ah,and also,i've decided.
I wanna be in a Boutique Hotel.
Hahaha~
Why? I can work there,being filled with ettiquette without being weird,yet i can keep my hairstyle.
Wow weeee~
I like~
So yes,i have a new ambition (Sort of~ )

Hahaha~

Hey guys~
Wow,today's real fun,like what i had expected last night.
hahaha~

Well,although the morning wasn't.I felt very bad,but things got a change for the better.
So,aww well~ XD
But honestly,i'm so so sorry for the inconveniences i've caused you guys.I'm sorry.

Hahaha~
So,we went first to Ritz Carlton for our 'hotel tour'.
Hahahaha~
Hahaha~
One word. Nice aww weeee~ (Oh,that's 3 =/ )
Aww well,but seriously,it's really nice.From the services we get,all the way to the views we get.
Hahaha~ Aww weeee~
See,this is what we saw (or i saw.Haha~) .
See? Even the toilet at ground floor looks so cool.
Oh yes,and by the way, the amenities is by Bvlgari. (Sweeet~)
And yes yes,i like the smell in the hotel.
Ok,i know somehow it smells like smoke (since we're at the smoke floor)
But it is nostalgic,that smell,back when i was still a little 'prince'...
Aww well... It's the past now.


Hahahaha~ We went on to Mandarin Oriental.... Oh and not before we had some food at Burger King's.Hahaha~
Yea,you know what? I wanted to say the ambience in Ritz Carlton was the best i saw today.
Well,if i haven't went to Marina Oriental, yes i might.
But um,you know,the ambience in Marina Oriental was suits my taste more somehow.
Look and find out the reason why
You see the reason now?
Hahahaha~
Decorated in black and red,it's not hard to imagine why,right?

And we went to Millenia Walk to gather.
We gathered at Frolicks.
Hahaha~
And you know what? All the guys were fascinated by the girl in the counter. (Yes,that includes me XD)
Why,you asked? She's cute.Hahaha~
But um,she's not the type of cute that i'll fall head over heels for (After all,my 'standards' are back now)
Hahaha~ But still,even if she is,she wouldn't even put me into consideration.I'm just a plain kid.Hahaha~

Hahaha~
Anyways,we had fun XD
And that's all that mattered =D


You know,i also had a fun chat with Mandy just now.
Hahaha~ So funny.Random-ed alot.
Hahaha~ And also confessed my 'sins' to her.
Hahaha~
Ok,well,i admit,the idea of getting into a relationship has really gotten into my brain deep enough.
Well,maybe too much of Day of Memories.Hahaha~ =_=
It feels so much better after telling her what had happened in my head for the past few days.
But if she gets what i mean fully or not,that might be another story (i've got a feeling she still doesn't get what i meant fully somehow.Hahaha~)
Hahaha~
But aww well,I feel more relieved somehow =)
Thank you for that,lady ;D

And also,i found my weakness.
That is my low self-esteem.I need a fix to it.
I can't be like this all the time,can i?
Like what Miao always said,i've gotta be Man Man right? XDD
Hahahaha~

Ah,thanks to Mandy as well as Miao (for the flashback =_=).
Hahaha~
I'll find my self-confidence somewhere inside.
Afterall,i'll do better with my confidence,true?

Ah yes,completed my 3rd disc for the mix.
Yay,gonna try it tomorrow =)
Hope i can beat-match the tune well =/

Ok guys,gotta go now.
Buh bye~♪

Hahahaha~
Back ~
From where i wonder?
Hahahhaa~
Ah,sorry for the randomness.
I'm back to myself XD

Ah,so shagged after the test and all.
Didn't have time to rest =/
Aww well,it's my busy life going on.

Hahaha~
Oh yes,did i mention i found this new kitty in the neighbourhood?
She's aww so adorable.Freaking adoarable.
She's affectionate and all.Hahaha~
Look
Cute yes no? You'll love her once you see her.Hahhaa~
I'm sure~

Oh yes,had my Kitchen And Culinary Practicum test.
Hahaha~
Yea,it's a practical test.Meaning i'll have to prepare on the spot and make things happen =)
So i was supposed to prepare a basic chicken stock,white sauce and batonettes of carrots.
Hahahaha~ Had a lil blunder here and there.
Guess i wasn't confidence enough.Even the chefs say so.
Hahaha~
But overall,it was great,i guess.
Hahaha~
Look here
These are what i prepared.Looks yummy?
Hahahah~

Ah,and we're gonna go to a 5-hotel (can't remember the name >.< ) in Suntec City area.
Hahaha~ It's like an excursion and stuff.Seems pretty fun =)
Hahaha~
I wonder how's tomorrow gonna be like~

Ah,so after this things and all,i suddenly remembered the reason.
The reason why i kept high expectations and requirements.
It is to prevent myself from being hurt or feeling sad.
Hahaha~
Relax~ This is said in a relaxed tone,not sad one =)

It seems like once i slack on that,i'll look for people for the weirdest reasons.
Like um,staying close to my place or looking like a particular person,or fear of upsetting a friend.
Y'know,love and stuff don't work that way i guess.
Maybe it works in some love novel and romance thingy,but not in this reality.
Gee,reality is a scary place no?
Aww,i really wanted a love like those in the novels or fantasies =/

So,i shall not look for someone different from what i like (or 'my type' =D).
There's a reason why i set my standard high,yes no? ^_^

Ah~
All the things that happened,wasn't anyones fault i suppose.
It's my part of being to wanting a relationship too much.
Hahaha~ It must've gotten too much into my head.
Hahaha~

Ah~
Time to rest now.Hahaha~

Morning guys~
Oh boo~ Gonna work later on =/
Oh well let's view it as a extra boost then.Hahah~

Ok,spent my last night thinking about the things that has happened. (So it explained my tiredness =/)
Ok,i guess i won't continue then.
Afterall,if a simple 'How are you?' or 'How's today?' would scares you,then i can't find a better conversation starter.
In this way,how can i know you more via conversation?
It's ok then.
I think i shouldn't try at all.
A simple 'wanna know you as a friend' can't connect,i can't see why i should try at all.
Aww well~

Oh dear,this must've made me look desperate.
No no,i'm not.I'm just trying only.
But aww well.
Hahaha~

OK,i shan't rant about it much then =)
Off for lunch now.Bye~

Hahaha~ Well,didn't want to blog.
But aww well,here anyways.
So get onto it i guess.

Yesterday,we went to the studio to spin some discs again.
Bah... Only played for a while before Jun Yao cuts me in =/
I think i'll be playing with House from now on,i can related more to it.
Hahaha~
Everyone got 'high' when i played 'Riverside (dirty mix)'
Hahahaa~ Especially Ray.Hahaha~

We wandered to Chinatown for dinner after we finished playing.
Had porridge in the Dim Sum restaurant.
Not bad~ I like~
Hahaha~

And after that,we wandered off to Clarke Quay.
Hahaha~ Beautiful lights.
You agree?
A pity i did not bring my camera.
Hahahaha~
Man.... And Sis likes Clinic C. Hahahaha~
Bah..... So sad there's no more Kandi Bar =/

We went past Central as well~
So quiet~ =/

Ah,for today.Work work work~
And played Para Para afterwork.
Played and practised 'Feeling of Love'.
Man.... Nice song indeed.Retro-ish somehow.
Checked out Hed Kandi discs as well.
$30++ ~ $40++.... Affordable.
Gonna buy and try to spin them at EMP or studio =)

Ah,well,now? Not to say i'm feeling down.
But um yea,ok,i admitt,i am =/
Who wouldn't?
All the time,this happens.
Not the first time.
I wonder if i'm too friendly.
I wonder if i'm too much in a rush.
Sometimes,i don't know myself,what i am doing.
And inevitably,i always end up having myself in the same old situation.
Hahaha~ Funny right? Laugh if you would like to.

Ok,i'm tired.
I'm tired of trying.
I'm tired of looking for 'true love'.
I'm tired of wanting the 'fuzzy warm' feeling.
I'm tired of wanting someone to be with me.
I'm tired of this and that.
I'm tired,and i want to give up.

And also,i doubt i'll have the kind of summer i wanted,the summer in love =/

Hey guys~
Hahahaha~
Ah,had a great rest for this past 2 days.
Why? I fell ill.The flu bug hit me hard.
And yea,got 2 days MC.
Rested,and rested well ^^

Hahaha~ Ok,so recapping the events that happened these days.

Ah,so on Monday,we baked bread in class.
Yes,bread.And we are wearing formal/corporate wear.Hahaha~
How interesting yes no?
So this is our fruit of labour.
Hahaha~ Well,it looks more like the biscuit from Popeye's.
Hahaha~ But honestly speaking,it has this nostalgic taste.Haha~
And as for Sammie's bread,it has a face =)
Hahahaha~

Ah,we made soups for Tuesday.Hahaha~
Hahaha~
Athirah made Cream of Mushroom and i did a Carrot and Onion Puree.
We had an overview by the Chefs
So,We started with these
And Athirah's Mushroom soup came out pretty good.
And as for mine?
It looks weird >.< Hahaha~

Mmmmm,then after that,on the way to get Pizza to celebrate Sis birthday,we saw this cutie.
She's a kitten.Aww so cute~
Hahaha~
So tempted to bring her home =)

Hahaha~
Ah,spent my noon yesterday playing Pokemon Soulsilver.
Man... The antipiracy thingy kills the game,totally.
Kept blacking out.Enough of it,i shall get myself the catrigde.Haha~

For today,i played Days of Memories.
Oh boy,so nostalgic,so warm and fuzzy.
Um,it really brings back to 'i want to fall in love' feel.
I think dating games have its magic.
It just makes you want to get into a relationship.
It has this 'warm and fuzzy inside' factor.Hahaha~

Man....
How i wish i can be in a relationship which can give me that feeling.
And that,we would be so happy together.
Mmmm.Hope i can enjoy my summer in love.
Well,of course,not like last year,it'd be bad if it is like that.
I guess,it's a tragedy i'll remember for very very very long.
Aww well,hope my next relationship will be a happy one,a happy memory to remember.

Ok guys,gotta go =)

Hey guys~
Ah,so fast and another weekend is ending.
Time flies when either you are enjoying or relaxing.
And that truly is a bummer,you grant that?

Hahahahha~
Ok,went to Economy Talk yesterday morning.
Well,i was pretty tired.
It was not bad at all.
Well,just that i was too tired,i had difficulty absorbing the ideas in.
But nonetheless,it was great. Thumbs up for the presenters,they did a great job.
The place was a great place.Love the ambience,love the music they played.
It's nice right? I wonder when i can return back there,if i would in the first place.

We had dinner at Suki Sushi.
As a way of celebrating Sis's birthday.
Had fun,and yea,had a great time.
Sis used her handphone to take some pictures and so do myself.
And apparently,you can see the difference of 5.0 Megapixel and 8.0 Megapixel.
I'll start with Sis's 8.0




And now,my 5.0...
You can see that stark 3.0 megapixel difference,yes no?
Hahahaha~

Bought a new lanyard for my handphone.
Technically,it isn't.But i have no idea what to call it.

Ah~
And for today,we stayed at home.
'Recharged' myself for the upcoming week.
I can say that it won't be a boring week.
It's safe to assume that.
Hahahaha~

Oh man....
It's Monday tomorrow.There will be training tomorrow.
Ah,official training for the Year Ones.
Man....I guess it'll be the deciding 'cut-factor' for them.
Hahaha~
It's kinda good.I don't like goons who are not serious about Aikido to be in there.
Martial Arts is not something you play around,and make you cool.
It's a something that is important,much more important than some kiddy stuff that they are playing around.
And if they want to play,seriously,they can either look up some playground or some other place.
Sorry to say but,The dojo ain't your fuckin' playground.
It's fine if you want to train other styles of martial arts there,but not for the sake of impressing or looking cool.
It is plain childish.

Ah,gotta go bath.
I'll update you guys sometime.
Au revoir~