Ok,today is another day.Started normal.But i went more negative after i left school.
Shit,is it me or i'm becoming more of an emo?Man....
But in anyways,after my bath just now,i've just realize something.
No use,totally no use.No use being upset.No use being unhappy.No use having a sulky face that spoils the day of people around me.No use being sad to the point of feeling like crying(but of course you know i can't cry at all).No use being so fucked up.
This,isn't a bad thing at all.To me,this is an answer.Something i wanted to find.And this,is like a answer to the problem that is stuck in my head for the past few days.
And a solution came.I've decided.I don't want to care.I wanna be the Daryl people know of.The Daryl that is always smilin'.The Daryl who is so hyper.The Daryl that has neverending happy energy.Impossible to be always that,i'll keep that.That smile,for the people around me.
So yes,hopefully,i don't go all emo again.Stupid melancholy.