Thursday, September 24, 2009

Hey ya all.
As you can see,i'm still awake.I couldn't sleep.
It's too warm.And doubt it's getting cooler.
It's global warming,man......

Ah,i've got a new hairstyle.Just went to cut this noon.
It's kinda' nice,i personally feel.
Nearer to what i've wanted.
Of course,it's almost impossible to get the kind of hairstyle i've wanted,with my hair texture and stuff.
And you know what?Crazy thing is,i'm inspired to get a hairstyle like Mika Nakashima and Debitto from D.Gray Man.

Come to think of it,it's been a long time since i've blog.And yes,it's gonna' be a start of a new semester.
Come to think of it,i wonder how are my new classmates are gonna' be like? And how are the new classmates of my classmates are gonna' be like?
Would they be as fun?I wonder.Hope they are.Then it'd be very,very nice.

Ah,yesterday marks the end of the 2nd chemotherapy cycle for Mom.
Although she doesn't say,i know that it's taking a toll on her.
And as these thoughts comes,i come to feel that i'm just as small as everyone else.... No,even smaller than everyone else.
I couldn't do a singe thing right.And it seems things just goes that way.

And somehow i just feel,life....Since when life is ever fair?I wonder.
Life's never fair.You know it,when you are not enjoying it,you are at the shorter end of the stick.
And you know what?Life still isn't fair even when you are enjoying it.
'Cause while you are at the longer end,someone else is at the shorter end.
But of course,no one would think that way,would they?

It kinda' irks me and pisses me off,to hear people say that this and that is unfair.
You know it,it's never fair,so don't ever complain about it.
You might be unhappy about a certain things in life you couldn't get,and you might tend to say it's unfair.But have you ever think of those who doesn't have it yet smiles and accept it?
I mean,who are you to complain about things being unfair?It's taking things for granted.
Who are you to say things in your life is unfair when you have almost flawless qualities in your life?Perfect family,don't even have the need to worry about the next dinner,and all you do is to complain and say it's unfair?
I've seen life more unfair than anything and yours doesn't measure up a single bit and they don't even complain... So i'm asking you,who are you to complain about it?

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