Hey guys.
Hahaha~

Ah...
Remember i mentioned some time ago?
About a change of wadrobe for the girls.
Yea,i did,on Thursday.
Took some pictures,but sis took my camera away =/
Aww well,i'll post it up tomorrow or something.
Hahaha~

Today,'celebrated' Aunt's birthday with her.
Kind of.It's nice,took some pictures of my girls as well.
But i guess i'll post them here tomorrow as well.

For now,i just wanna reminiscence about the past and stuff.
I'll pass the day's recap to tomorrow,ok?

Well,must be thinking,what made me wanna reminiscence here right?
Well,now,i'm watching the TV.
It's been a long time since i have been watching late night movie alone.
Actually,in general,TV =)
Hahaha~

Ah,Channel U used to show anime at this time.
Animes like Ai Yori Aoshi,Full Metal Alchemist.
It brings back so many memories,just by thinking of it.
I really really wanna watch Ai Yori Aoshi.
I have the disc.But i wanna watch that anime,with my future girlfriend.
When we are having quality time together.Hopefully with her having overnights at my place.
I know,i'm thinking too much,a little too much.
But,it's just what a lonely old man longs for,i guess.

And these days,i must admit.
The things that goes through my head.
They were mainly like
'Things happened for a reason right?'
'Why things happened like this?'
'Why things happened this way?'
'Why is it not that way?'
'What if this is that way? And vice versa.'
And stuffs like that.
Confusing huh?

It's like
'Why when i'm single,all i see are happy couple?'
'Why when i'm the one who was treated badly,still remained single and perhaps a little upset?'
'...While she 'lives happily ever after' ?'
'Wait,why am i saying this?'
'Am i jealous?'
'Why am i jealous?'
'What is there for me to be jealous about?'
'Why Fate and the higher up is playing such a thing on me?'
'If this is a joke,it's not funny,at all'
'What have i done to deserve this?'

And you know what?
Maybe it's me,but i kinda have an answer for myself.
Maybe,all this,is just for me to treasure my next girlfriend,if i happen to find one,that is.
And not to repeat my mistakes.

You know what?
Life no matter what,is a cruel joke by itself.
And that,don't expect things like karma to happen.
Life sometime does not work that way.
I'm a little saddened by it.
But... i have to suck it up and say 'Yea,that's life for ya.'
Right?

Man.... All that depressing talk again....
I thought i was out of it...Yet i was back in it again.
Man......

Ah....
I want to stay at that time where things was simple.
And you know what?
I start to think
'What if i have never met her?'
'Would things still be the same?'
'Would things be different?'

Maybe if i never met her,
although things might be the same,i might not have be a little wiser huh?
Hahaha~

I kinda feel miserable,somehow now.
But i guess after a good night sleep,i'd be fine i guess.
And um,if you were to hear my story,
maybe somehow,you might feel,i deserve it somehow.
Maybe this is karma after all.Huh?