Thursday, July 22, 2010

Hey guys~
Ah~ At last,i'm done with my UT2.
At least i can take a breather for now.
Isn't that great?
Hahahaha~

Ah,had practical test for Culinary just now.
Ah,it was pretty well done...
But i think i made Felicia (Not the one from W47M ^_^") done alot of work.
And i think it made me seem like i'm doing pretty less work.
I feel bad about it somehow...

Ah,i also cut my finger just now...Pretty careless of me eh? >.<
Ah.... I reported to the chef about it.
And he said i was panicking and all... But i feel calm inside.
So it kinda kept me thinking.
" Am i really panicking? Or was i really calm?"
I couldn't tell it myself too.I think that's the problem with me.
That image thing.... I'm always giving out that 'weaker' image.
I'm not like that.... i hope.
Or was it a good thing?

But somehow,i doubt that's a good thing.
It seems that...
Anyone who works with me,especially in school presentations...
would eventually dislike or even hate me in the end.
Due to my 'blur-ness'....
I feel so sad somehow.I wanted to help too.
But i really don't know how too...
Ok,maybe i'm just being over-sensitive i guess.
I think,only W47M can stand working with me.
Not to offend anyone here if i do,but,i think W47M is still the best class so far in my poly life.
How i wish i could go back to then.....

And also i think...
Only buddies like Ray,Ah Xian,Ah Yao,Thien Sen and Zihao can withstand my such nature.
After all we're all at least five years of friends.Hahaha~
Thinking of that,it never fails to put a smile on me =)

And also,i wonder....
If i can make a good husband out of myself or not.
I mean,to be honest,as what alot of people around me think.
They'd think that i'm not 'man' enough and all.
And i wonder... Will i make a good husband? Or at the very least,a good boyfriend?

Ah....
I think i shall not go on....
It seems pretty emo-ish today....
So sorry about it.

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