Yes i'm here,dead in the middle of the night.
I can't sleep.
Haunted by the same thoughts that kept me wide awake some time ago.
I guess this is all is just part and parcel of life...
I remember,some of my girl friends did told me...
How much they miss not being like how they used to be with their elder siblings.
And all....
They sounded rather sad when they told me that.
So i always told myself,our bonds should never change.
I will try not to change anything,as little as possible.
But i guess,things still will change no matter what.
Even if i never change,she will eventually.
No matter how close two people are, there will be distance.
This is what Kyori use to tell me, the meanings behind her nickname.
I still could remember.
How much she lament on not having a friend in school.
I would then tell God.
If only she could have friends, even if it means i would be lonely.
Somehow rather, God did made this true.Very true.
Then now as i think back, am i actually regretting what have i wished for?
But nevertheless, i should be happy for her.
Well,as what they say...
As long as she is happy,i am happy....Well,not so happy....
But...it's already good enough...
I'm sorry if i sounds like a teenager ranting and all.
But i don't know what should i do actually.Haha~
I can't fall asleep,yet i feel so tired...
Maybe, like what they say,people move on with their life.
Getting their own life,then move on with it.
I should as well.But,i don't know.
How?
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