Before a new year, onward to the end.

Hey guys~
Less than 24 hours to 2012.
How you guys are feeling about it?
Especially those who are same as me, in terms of age.
This year marks the end of your teenage years.
Looking forward? Or dreading it?

Ah, i'm not too excited actually.
I'm falling sick =/
It's kinda silly to have yourself falling sick on New Year's Day, and nearing your birthday, you know.

This past year have been a fast one.
Blink of an eye, it's the end of the year.
Don't you agree?

I think i have not yet spoke of going up to the Logos Hope.

Yes, it's a big bookfair (not so literally) on a big ship (Now that's literal).
It's quite cram inside, due to crowds and shelves.

There's a selection of fictions, cookbooks and children books.

In there, i saw a few interesting things.

Especially this one.

It's nostalgic.
I remember asking Mom and Dad for coins and playing this when i was a young boy, while observing the coins spiral down into the hole.

I thought i would enter it the second time, but i did not.
Aww well.... Hope it comes back again~

For Christmas, i got myself my birthday and Christmas present.
It consist of a great deal.

I got 3 albums for the price of 1... And the feel of mixing the songs in them.
Honestly, if you love House music in general, or Disco house, or Funky house, you'd definitely love it.

And also....
Went to have lunch at MBS with family the other day.
We had ours at Din Tai Fung.
I've gotta admit, they have the best Xiao Long Bao i have tried, yet.

Had fried rice as my main. The pork chop is fantastically great =)

After lunch, we went the LV boutique nearby.
My~~ It's really nice. Took a few pictures.

And it intrigues me even more, to find myself outside of MBS.
The outdoor deck looks pretty awesome, especially for tonight, i think.

Such a long post regarding my past days.
What to do?
Procrastination got me good  ^_^"

Ah....
So you would be asking, what's my new year's resolution, and what i have done for this year right?
So lemme see what i had for new year's resolution for last year...
Nope, i did not do it... And confused Alison's birthday =(

Err, so lemme see what's my new year's resolution for 2012...
- Try to get a spot on Streetfest 2012 (Provided i have not entered in NS)
- Survive NS
- Having more confidence in general (Life, myself, etc.)
- Finally try out a Punk get-up (Yes, make-up and all)
- And last but not least... To be a better man.

Ah, so you heard mine....
So what's yours? =)

Ok, gotta go~
Enjoy your New Year's Eve with a blast.
I'm gonna have mine, working and seeing fireworks..... And praying hard not falling sick for the next few days =/

Winter solstice.

Time flies.
Before you know it, the year's coming to an end.
Maybe it's due to the fact it is a busy year.
Alot of things did happened.
Many things.

Many things that happened, many occasions, got me think about life.
Yes, more or less about the future, how am i gonna look at it, how am i gonna work towards it.
I am already 19, and 2 or 3 more weeks, 20.
I'm not the small kid anymore.
I can't afford to not think about it.
But whenever i do, i don't know.
I don't know what i want to do for my future.
I have no ambition.
After being disappointed with many things in life, i do not dare wish for an ambition, except for the fact of being a good father and a good husband.
And even being good at that, entails of having a good job that earns steady income, which i have not the slightest idea of.

And when i think about life, naturally i would go to think about love too.
I've been stumbling for it for at least the past 5 years.
It seems like whoever i falls in love with, would not fall for me back.
It's either i'm really good-for-nothing, have no good eyes for a partner, or plain luckless.
It's sad isn't it?
While you can see girls dying for guys who don't give a shit to them, or treating them like dirt, somewhere on this part of the Earth, you see people like me wishing for someone to love and don't get any.
And you get to hear people saying stuff like, "All good guys are dead or gay"
It's frustrating.
Am i not good enough? Am i not kind enough? Am i not helpful enough?
Or is it, am i not rich enough? Am i not good looking enough? Am i not talented enough?

I don't know, i don't think i did anything to deserve stuff like, girls treating me like shit after having me, when i did my best for them.
I don't think i deserve to be ignored either.
Much less, having to feel sad for someone, who i thought would eventually love me back.

For now, i guess i'm doing well.
I'm working at somewhere which i can get to see different kind of people everyday.
The good, the bad, the weird and the plain stupid.
I get happy, i get angry, i get amused, i get frustrated.
In exchange for that, i just feel fatigue.
I start to realise, life is pretty much not like what i thought it would be.
I used to stand firmly on the stance 'Treat how you want people to treat you'.
After this whole thing, it just shakes my faith in it, probably bringing it down to ground zero.
It seems, for this unreasonable world, it's just a plain myth.
Nothing more, nothing less.

I'm kinda tired.
Physically, mentally, figuratively, literally.
It seems like, i'm grower thinner, weaker and lighter.
I think if this goes on, something must be very wrong.
But even if it is so, i might not want to face it.
I don't want to be of any kind of burden to anyone.

I guess i've learnt alot.
I've really gotta rethink my life.

EOY 2011

Hey guys.
Long time no see.

Yup, things are getting busier in work.
Well, it's December afterall.... Christmas. You know.

Anyways, today was EOY 2011.
Yup, the third EOY i've been. And... Sad to say, it's getting bad to worse.
But i did enjoy.
Not from the event, but from the accompaniment of my friends.

Honestly, i lost the hype of going to such events long ago.
Only reasons are bringing sis there, meeting friends, or singing.

Like i said just now, i'm so happy to see Fox~
I couldn't recognise her, for she was cosplaying.
My my~
She waved to me, and i still couldn't recognise her. Talk about my slow reaction.
Collected the stuff i ordered from Taobao from her.
And she was so sweet to add in clothes for Kathy and Alison.
I couldn't thank her enough.

And it's really my pleasure to see her today.
Just made my day.
We took some pictures together just now =D

The second picture being my favorite one.
You know, if my wig and make-up plan did go well, i really want to have a photoshoot with her. =)

The second person who made my day was Mandy.
So happy to see her. But she seems to be in a hurry.
So we just took one picture together only =/

Ahhh~
And i finally got my tail~~

Love it lots.
But i'm gonna have some modification to it.
Gotta make it strong enough to withstand my rough-ness =X
Gonna drop by West Mall someday to get the stuff i need =D

Ok guys~
Gotta go for now~
Nite~~

From Bugis to Far East

Ah, today was just great.
Why?
We went from places to places.

And it started fantastically i'd say.

Well, after posting my blog post about last night this morning, and cleaning up granny's bedroom, we headed out for lunch.
We had lunch at Sakae, Aunt's treat.
Yup, it's been quite a long time since we've went there. (Since it was Sakura, until it closed down recently).

Well, i'm still missing Sakura though.
I mean look....

Especially i miss the Salmon Ikura Don filled with salmon on top.
But hey, as long as there is salmon, i'm a happy boy.

After that, we went to Mini Toons and saw this.

Yes, a printed toilet roll.
What a cool toilet roll.

After which, Sis and i went from Bugis to Far East to hunt for her wig extension.
But well, it's to no avail.
They don't have the color she wants.
Hai.....

But after that, we went to Raffles City to get something to munch on before heading to find Mom.

While Sis had Durian Puff, I had myself Chicken Bolognaise Puff.
How does it taste like? It taste like Bolognaise, duh.
...
Just kidding. It taste good.
Well, it still taste like Bolognaise, but the flavor of the crust compliments with the sauce, giving it a rather rich, savoury taste to it.

And from Marina Square all the way to Suntec City, Christmas decorations are well-lit in preparation for the festival.
And sure do they look good.

One of the reasons why i'd like the festival even though i don't really like it (Irony, i know.)

I like Suntec City's the most.
Why?
It looks like well-lit jellyfishes hanging from the ceiling.

Nice right? They do look like jellyfish, right?

Ah, on the side note, i was actually discussing with Sis.
About creating OC (Original Characters in short).
Yes, i was proposing to her that, using her Shiemi wig, we could actually create a fashionable character out of her. (Think Oshare =D )
And to add on, i might wanna create this idea of White Cat/Black Dog.
Well, no prizes for guessing correctly, i'd be the Black Dog.
Yes, i want to create a style inspired by our personality.
After all, i did mentioned that Sis's and my personality can be described as a white cat and black dog, respectively.

I'm getting the 'tails' from Esther.
It's much cheaper to get online than from shops.
My gosh, while online, you can get one at $5-10, and you can get at least 2 of these with the prices you pay if you get from shop.
How terrible is the profit margin. Hahaha~

Now then, i might want to get a wig.
But how do i get about getting one? =/

My my~

Pre-Christmas light-up

Hey guys~
I suppose you guys might have saw a picture or two of what i'm gonna be talking about later on.
On my Facebook or Flickr, or somewhere else i don't know.

Yes, there was a light-up test last night for Christmas.
It's really good i'd say.
Or at the very least, that might be 'cause of the fact it's my first Christmas there.

But from the pictures of Christmas last year, i think last year's might be nicer.
Due to me liking shiny, cool stuff. Aww well~
But then again, i have not see it with my own eyes there and then, i can't say much, can i?

So Christmas this year is something like this

Hmmm... Perhaps this might be one Christmas i'd look forward to so far huh?
Since i never really like Christmas in the first place.

Personally, these few are my favorite shots.

Pretty abstract huh? I really like this.

The latter was supposed to be the intended turn out.
But the camera did not focus well, and it just took it there and then.
Well, but it turned out rather good. So i kept it that way =)

Well, and from a cable car far away, this is what i saw of Jewel Box.

Um, it's too dark and far for the camera.
But if you were to see it for you own, it's good. Simply fantastic.

Gonna bring Sis there someday to snap some pictures there, for both our profiles as well as 'portfolio' ^_^

Ok, that's about it.
Ciao~