Maybe i found the direction i want to head to...

I'm not talking about careers here.

I'm still clueless here.

You should know what i am talking about here, if you know me.

Well, i realise, i should not be stumbling around, getting myself hurt.

I should not go for people at whim.

Just for reasons which even myself cannot identify.

All the while, i should have realised that 'If loving/liking someone means hurting yourself, then by all means, stop it.'

I guess it took me long enough. Even though i have so many bad experiences with love before.

So much so, i think it can be a short story or something.

But you know, it doesn't mean i'm gonna say stuff like "I'm never gonna be in love again" or stuff like that.

You know i won't say stupid things like that. It is just stupid.

I guess i will just not try so hard to find one after all.

I realised why it is like 'putting hair lice on your head.' (I remembered someone telling me. Can't remember who.)

Maybe that's why, setting expections and following is sometimes a way to prevent yourself from getting disappointed and upset.

And you know, i too have my dream girl. I guess everyone does.

You know, my dream girl ain't Masuwaka Tsubasa.

How should i put it?

Ok, you can put it as her type would definitely make me go gaga.

But that's just that.

In my opinion, dream girl would most probably mean she's gonna be someone you wanna spent the rest of your time with.

You know, the word 'soulmate'.

So you wanna know my quality of a soulmate/ dream girl?

It's simple.

Remember me talking about girls who are like dolls?

Yea, that's my type.

Like dolls. You know, having doll-like features, features which automatically makes you say "She's like a doll."

And you expect i like girls who are fragile as they look? Here's the catch.

I like girls who are feminine, but definitely not feeble.

There's a difference between gentle and weak.

As much as this sounds impossible, 'Dolly girls who are as tough as nails.'

I know people like this exist.

Why? or rather, how? Easy.

I have seen people who are like that.

Honestly speaking, it was because of this one girl, that's why i like girls with such qualities.

You can keep on guessing who is that.

But having said all these, it's gonna be so hard to find someone like that.

People like these are rare.

And beside, i have nothing for them to like me about.

But having said that, when love come, it just comes.

And when it does, all initial plans all goes out of the window.

You can't control who you fall in love with and vice versa.

But still, it's good to have an expectation at least.

Ok, guys.

I think i'm gonna end this post.

But before i do, i wanna share with you guys some videos.

This is done by Sis Shirin.

And it's so so great. I love it alot.

I could remember she playing this tune when we were young.

That is the reason why i like this song.

That is the reason why i like 'Spirited Away'.

And the next i wanna share is this.

This is an OST song from Yosuga no Sora.

I know i know, you're probably gonna say, "Why are you watching such dirty anime? Blah Blah Blah".

But you must admit it, though twisted, the storyline was great and touching.

Same goes to the music in the anime.

That's probably why i fell for it.

This is also from the same anime. But this certainly has a cheerful tune to it.

It also adds this summer feel to it.

It is really nice, in my opinion.

You guys should try too. Um, minus the thoughts of it being a pervy anime.

Ok, i gotta go now.

There's work tomorrow. Night~