Just back from 'Simple gathering' and i can't seem to fall asleep.

But i shall not say or type too much.

Since i suspect that i am drunk.

Though i feel nothing, except for being a little weird in my responses and reactions.

But well, as they all say, when you are drunk, everyone except yourself knows that.

Awww, heck it.

So i'm gonna keep it short.

Just in case i end up making comments that i would end up regret, ok? =)

Lemme see.

Actually, i don't feel anything much now.

Well, either it's really gone, or that i might just be dead drunk. Who knows?

But, i'm not sure to say this.

But i find myself feeling nothing much happening from the 'being drunk'.

But rather, i feel that i might actually think a little more sensible than what i normally do.

As in, taking what i feel for example.

I actually feel that my feeling for the person i love, being in fact something like lying to myself.

As in, maybe deep down, i know i am lying to myself, telling myself she might feel a little for me too.

But even if she does..... Nah, it's impossible. It can never happen.

But honestly, how can it happen?

Girl so perfect, like her, will never fall for such a person like me.

Hmmmm. Honestly, maybe i'm drunk afterall.