Ah,evening guys.
Tomorrow marks the last day of UT3 and also the last day of this semester(officially).
And after that,perhaps back to my 'indoorsy' days like those before schools starts.
It's kinda' nice,i guess.But guess,i love shopping just as well,i guess =/

But then i guess i'll keep my plans on hold.As in,all those outings,meet ups,events and stuff.
Well,if you ask me why...
In case if mom couldn't get used to the chemotherapy and stuff,i can take care of her.And just nice it's the holidays.
So,i can fully utilise my time.
I must really apologise to those.Those who planned and planning,i'm really sorry.
You know,i'd say things like,"i'll see first" or "i don't promise".
It's may like um,sound not the kind of answers that one would like to hear but trust me,that's best i could give.
I don't want to give empty promises and break high hopes.Anymore,at the very least.Please forgive me on that,since i know not all like me when i say that,ya?

Ah,2 more days and mom will be going for her chemotherapy.It's kinda scary thinkin' 'bout it.I don't know,but i feel it seems more scary than the operation itself?I don't know.All i can do is to hope everything will go well =)
And i really must do those housework,clean up the mess called my study table.And mainly clearing up those mess.

Today's UT,is something i'm really scared of.I mean,it's rare for me to worry about tests but ya,this one worries me alot.
I'm really scared that i might fail.No,i'm not scared of the thought of staying back,but rather,the thought of mom being upset of the results and stuff.
I mean to me,results are just a gauge to my understandings of the subject,but i guess to mom,it holds a different meaning.
I can't let her down,not at a time like this.
Having said so,i still don't have the mood to study tomorrow's Communications =/

I think i'll go get my sleep,then study tomorrow morning i guess.Ahahaha~