Hey guys~
Didn't report to work this noon.
Wasn't feeling the best of things.
And guess what?
It seems the virus has gotten smarter.
Went one step to mess up with my mind.
Man....
These days i was just 'not myself',
to the point where i question my own sanity.
Ok,not that bad.But i feel a little cranky and groggy.
Seriously.

Went to have a haircut after my dinner.
The effect wasn't quite visible,since i only went to thin it.
So yes,just a little 'layery' and airy~
And changed to a new conditioner.
Something i 'stole' from Aunt's.Kind of cute,yea?
Hahaha.It's in hot pink.
Anyways,it POKER STRAIGHT by lee stamford.
Smells quite nice
And as the name goes,it supposedly promise poker straight hair.
And hope my hair will get to be straight at last.
Hahaha.

Oh yes,
and i received a letter from my school.
It's a 'love' letter.Hahahaha~
Of how many days i ahev been missing school.
Hahaha~
But it's just only for 4 days =/
Aww well.Hahaha.At least,they 'miss' me XD
hahaha~
Gah,i'm getting more and more delusional.Wahahaha.

Mmmm.
And my head is starting to hurt.
Headache isn't something good,you know.
Hahaha~
Envy Mandy,who doesn't have headaches before.
Hahaha.

Ah~
But i must wait for sis's attendence check in WonderKing to be complete.
Hahaha~
Aww well,i'll go slack somewhere i guess.

By the way,
i wanna learn Tsuki no Uta's intro.
It's really nice.
And i kind of know some parts of Cassis's intro.
Which is kind of an achievement.
Hahahaa~
Yes no? =D

Oh yes,i need suggestions.
On songs to put,that will suit this blogskin.
Well,since it's something gloomy,
i wanna put something that has both dark and sad feel.
That will either give the listener a sad feel or somehow 'chill' factor there.
Guys,i need suggestions~~

Hey guys~
Hahaha.
Changed my blogskin to this.
It was pretty gloomy and stuff,somehow.
But it was to go in sync with the songs in the playlist.
The previous skin was just too bright for them.
But,it is a good one,honestly.
I might be using back the old one sometime in the future?
I don't know.
But aww well.
In the meanwhile,just enjoy the current blogskin.

Anyways,today was the SOY 2010.
It's held at Ngee Ann Polytechnic.
And it's a long time since i went there the last time.
And to compare it with last year's EOY,
it was not as good as EOY.
Not that it's bad or anything,but you can say,there was too little space.
Everywhere,there is crowd and i kind of hate crowds.So there you have it.
But it was nice to have Haru there as well.
But it was more of selling anime merchandises than to apparels which interests me more.But aww well,it's still there afterall =)

I didn't really enjoy it.
Why?
I am having flu.And as i am typing here,it is getting worser =_=
Not good at all.
Hope it gets well soon, or i won't be able to work tomorrow =/

Oh yes,and
i didn't take much pictures today.
Wasn't feeling good.Seriously.
So these are the few of what i took just now....


And speaking of which,
there was this.
Went to a talk yesterday,and the view was quite nice.
Don't you agree? =)


Anyways,after SOY,
We went Iluma.
Played Jubeat,again.
Man... Finally,i passed my EXT.
Hahaha~
Such an achievement,sort of~
But yea,i've done it =)

And after that,we went to find Mom.
Seriously,i wonder,what's wrong with what i wore just now?
I find it fine,she thinks it's plain outlandish.
And told me to take reference from guys we see when going out on shopping.
Hey,but that's what others perceived as fashionable.
Blindly following them,will never make me fashionable.
So,why should i?
Seeesh.

But putting that aside,
Bugis Street is bustling with life.
Lively,but crowded >.<
But since it's themed so,it's a waste not to take any pictures yes? =)


Gah,the flu bug is killing me.
I hate flu.
And hate suffering because of flu..... =(
Resting early,resting soon.

Hey guys~
Man....
Why everytime when an event is nearing,i will fall sick?
It is sooo untimely.
Freakin' hate it...
Gah~~~~~

It feels like flu.
And i feel bad now.
Not nice at all.
And i am not typing normal.
Keep having typo.
So yes,i'll go have my rest as early as possible.

Good night people.
By the way,i'm good now.
Not bothered by them now.
'Cause they are not even worth my 'hate'.

Ah,after a bath.
Felt rather refreshed.
Mmmm.
Today,2 of them went to school.
The other two?
Didn't came.

When asked,
one replied "i didn't mean to do it"
and it seems nothing more was pursued.
While the other acted as if nothing happened.
I was really saddened about it.
Out of the four people and the the three 'buddies',
only one apologised.
It's really saddening.


But aww well,
i'm all better now.
After watching some parts of SAW.
I'm feeling better now.
Here's one of the part.

Ok,seriously,viewer descretion is advised.
I don't want you guys to suddenly be unable to take it and then puke and stuff.
Anyway this part is that,
the guy eventually gets killed by needles pumping Hydrofluoric Acid into his body.
It's kind of a scary way to die,if you ask me.
Well,but if you want to see the action,just skip to 6:11,where the needles falls down and....
you get the picture.

But seriously,
when i watch such things,i don't shudder like most of you guys.
If i were to,it's not that i am scared or anything like that (since i've been watch such kind of gore at a very young age),instead it would be that to see them suffer,it's kind of sad for them.
But then,just now,and even now,as i watch,
i don't feel sad anymore.
It seems,the 'empathy' is now gone.
Yea,high time i should let go of my 'empathy' towards others.
Always making me end up as the sad one,just because i 'put others in front of myself'.

Yea,no more of shielding others from being scolded.
No more of helping others in coming up with ideas.
No more of smiling to others so that they will feel motivated to smile.
Yes,i should be someone who lives for himself,like everyone.
This is a selfish world,sadly.

But how much i try,
i just can't do it.
I am really useless,yes?
Even being selfish seems so difficult to me.
What should i do?
Seriously.

Hey guys.
At last,two weights off my shoulder.
Hahaha~
Nice =D

Well,the first one.
Well,no point talking about it.
Pointless.
But seriously,it made me feel really as if i'm going crazy,holding on to so much resent.
But aww well,the air is much fresher now.
But you know,that's how karma works.
So in the end,i am one who has the last laugh.
I think.

The sceond one?
It's the business plan and its trade show.
Guess how i've done today?
I've survived.
After being forsakened,and played out,
I've survived from the long day of melancholy.
It's sad.
Why?
So let's say,if you treated a group of people as your friends,
giving your all,200%,giving more than you can.
Because you regard them as friends.
Doing your hardest,cracking your head for them,
Because you regard them as friends.
But on the big day,when everyone has to do their part as the last lap of the race,
everyone play you out.You are the only one there.
What a nice surprise yes?
Yea,then it only made me realise the importance of 'Don't trust anyone'.
I have been complacent.
Way fucking complacent.
Just because my first semester classmates are people who i can really put my 200% trust into, that doesn't mean everyone is the same.
Just because you think that you treat someone as a friend,doesn't mean the person will treat you the same way.
Think of this only makes me miss my last semester classmates even more.
By the way,thank you Ying Cong,Felicia and Nur.Thanks for consoling me (somehow) =D

But even after being forsaken by my 'buddies',
i find it a good thing.
Why?
'cause i see the ugly of human.
The side which i hated most.
That ugly of man.
Called 'Self'
You know?

But at the same time,
i see the beauty of man,
called 'compassion'.
While i left to 'die' by myself,
my classmates from other groups came to help me.
And i must say,
without them,
i would not have survived today.
Really,
i must thank those who helped me.
Everyone.
Soh Yi,Jie Ying and Woan Ting for the poster/banner.
Aqi and Maddie for the sandwitch.
Gibby for the slides and the color in the 'For'
Sufi, Jun Jie, Samantha,Min Qi and Hazwani for checking my side out.
Daren for informing about 'the judges are going around'.
And other who i might have missed out,
I will still remember you guys.
And yes,facilitator as well.
He helped me alot as well.
Oh yes,and my 'buddies' as well.
Thank you for letting me see the 'ugly'
Thank you =)


Oh yes,the boothIt's pretty plain.
But then again,
it's still nice to me.
'cause everyone's work is there.
And i really appreciate that.

But seriously,
after being in a relationship which seems like a game for the other party,
and being played out by my 'buddies',
i can say,
"I've been too nice to people.I'm regretting it."
Can i say "Can i quit being a nice guy?"
Seriously.
Man.....
Fuck that.

Aww well,
putting that aside.
Sis Shirin,is gonna be in Republic.
How cool is that?
Hahaha~
At last,after 5 years,we're gonna be in the same school again.
Hahaha.
(^_^) V
Congrats to Shirin by the way.


Ah yes,hope i'll stop thinking about depressing stuff by tomorrow.
And be normal by tomorrow.
But,is it normal for me to be angry about it?
Really.

Hey guys.
i'm awake early.
Couldn't really sleep.
Hahaha~
Was thinking about some stuff.
So and that stupid thing kinda kept me from sleeping.
I was like,aww well,might as well be awake.

And so,i'm studying finance... while listening to Marilyn Manson's.
Hahaha~


This is the new shit - Marilyn Manson
Thanks to Jun Jie via his share in Facebook,i was back into listening to Marilyn Manson's again.
Hahaha~ It was quite some time already,since i've been listening to his,no,the whole genre of Goth.But actually,he isn't really of goth metal and stuff.He's actually shock rock.
Anyways,i remembered when i was pretty into goth and metal when i was about Secondary 2,around there.Hahaha~
Marilyn Manson and Slipknot was amongst my fave.And i kept listening and listening and listening.Hahaha~

Ok guys,no more studying,Wonderking time~
Haha~

Hey guys~
Ah,today was off-day.
And a slack rest day.
And it is very nice.
A relaxing day =)

Ah,so didn't really done anything.
Perhaps just bathing for Pierre,washing toilet.
And that is just most of the stuff done.

And WonderKing =)
Hahaha~


Went to Sakae for dinner.
Japanese cuisine,still my favourite =D
And ordered usual stuff.
Had Salmon Don in the end.It's my favourite,no doubt i'd get that right?
Hahaha~
Some random stuff i took in the restaurant.


And i went to the arcade after that.
And no prize for guessing correctly,i played Jubeat.
Trying to score for extreme mode.
Aww well,i only manage to play some advance tunes.
Perhaps next time.
And yay~
I played both 'True Love' and the flower song (It's in Japanese,forgot the name completely >.<) So i took some pictures while i was playing =)


And really,i like to take random pictures nowadays.
Hahaha~
Really,i'd really like to get a camera.
And want it badly.
Man.......
Here's a random stuff i took.



Anyway,i was thinking.
There are really some stuffs i wanna buy.
But having funds trouble.
So won't be getting them any sooner =/
And really,i was thinking,
Should i get Lady Gaga's The Fame Monster?
Or should i get Alison her Alice dress?
I need suggestions badly~


Oh yes,there's a Blythe set due in April.
They are 'Simply Mango' and 'Simply Guava'
Cute eh?
Their suggested retail price is about 10,290 yen each.
And since Alison's suggested retail price was 15,540 yen,
they would be priced cheaper than Alison each.
And the price for both of them would most probably be around s$300++?
Hope it's around there.
Wanna save up.
And buy them.
And go on with my 'investment' plan.
Hahaha~
But if i really get them,i fear that i might grow too attached to them and not willing to sell them =/
That's my fear.
Hahaha~

Ok guys.
WonderKing time.
Buh byes~

Hey guys~
Ah.....
Today,i am happy.
Really really happy~
Why?
You wanna know?
Hahahaha.


Ok,today started a cold rainy morning.
And you might think it's good day 'cause rainy days are the best days to sleep and lie over.
Thing is,it does not work that way.
I have to go tho school.
And man...
It makes it all the more excrutiating to go to school.
Since it's so nice to sleep...
And the fact that it's raining cats and dogs at that point of time.
It is hard,and tedious to go to school,since i have to bring an umbrella to school. (Yes,it's a long time since i go to school with an umbrella)
Oh man.....
I went to school with jeans.And went to meet Ray at the train station,
And guess what,i forgot about Shou Xian's Yui.
And yes,i walk all the way back home.
Hahaha~ My jeans was wet,all the way.
So,i changed to a Bermudas instead =_=
Y'know,by then,i really thought it was the start of a bad day.

Hahaha~
And nevermind this.
When reached the class,i was late for school.
Well,since i was going to and fro between the train station and my house,it's of no wonder why.

While presentation time,i was playing games. (Yes~ WonderKing)
And ya,while scrolling my level 30 blade,it failed.
Results? The weapon was destroyed.
Man.....
That really made me think that today was the worst yet.


But then all that,was about to change.

I went to Regent,my secondary school.
It was Orientation Day there.So yes.
It was pretty nice to see that it is still the school i used to go.
And guess what? The juniors are nice-looking =)
Hahaha~ Man.... Uncle Neo is acting up again =_=

Hahaha~ Anyways,these are some interesting things that i had encountered just now.


Well,but these aren't the only thing that i saw that made my day.
It was this.
I was boarding the bus,when i saw a junior.
She's a junior that i knew since before leaving the school.
And it was nice,to know that people remembers you.
And yes,we kinda had a conversation.
And that really made my day =)

And there you go,
The reasons why i am really really happy =D

Ok guys,WonderKing time~♪ =)

Hey guys~
I didn't pin up any post yesterday night.
Hahaha.
Why,you asked?
Well.....
I was playing this game called WonderKing.
It's like Maple Story plus Trickster plus Ghost Online.
It is a lovely game.


Anyways~
Sufi was having his performance yesterday.
And man.....
It was quite okay actually.
But perhaps the vocalist was feeling unwell,he doesn't sound ok.
But the music was great.
Hahaha~
So these are the pictures i took.




Hahaha~
And while on my way to dinner-buying,i saw a group of children playing.
With a baby Calico.
She aww so adorable.
Seriously.
But,she seems scared.
And while i was holding her,she was trembling.
Mmmm.Poor child =/
But then again,
She's cute,don't you agree? =)


Ok guys,i'm going to play games now.
Adios~

Hey guys.
Hahaha~
Was suffering from some craziness in the head.

It's really crazy.
You see,got fever on Saturday night.
And i still went to work on Sunday.
So as a result,got a crazy headache last night.
It feels extremely crazy.
I think it's migraine.
I think....
Aww well,it's all over now.So,hope it'll never be back.
Not anytime soon =)

Ok,today's problem is about supernatural happenings.
And guess what,it caught my interest.
And yes yes,i think i did better than other days.
Good yea?
Hahahaha~




Ah yes,saw this on Saturday.
Cute eh?
It's a reminder that Chinese New Year's creepin' up in no time.
And soon,you guys will be singin' happy new year songs.
Well...
So yes.Um,about 3 weeks more? I don't know.Hahaha~



Ok~
So just this evening,i bought a magazine with Lady Gaga on the cover while i was returning from dinner-buying,
So it kinda' talk about Lady Gaga's change of fashion.And the style.And stuff.
So there's quite a lot of changes.
But i still prefer her in her 'Pokerface' and 'Just Dance' time.
Why,you may ask?
'Cause she has a bang.Wahahaha.Really,i'm pretty attracted to people with bangs.Hahaha~
And did you know that,Kathy is pretty much a fan of Lady Gaga?
Bet you didn't know.
Hahahaha~
Aww well.
Ah,the lighting wasn't good.And i don't like having flash at all.
Buh buh,really,i need a camera.Hahaha~

Then i saw the album of hers.
'The Fame Monster'
Really,i really want it.
It has both the new songs.As well as another disc that contains tracks from the previous album,making that two disc in one album.Nice yea? XD
I'm gonna' get it once i have enough money.Hahaha~
Seriously.

Ok guys.
Gotta' go soon.
It's not very nice,to doze in class like a dead yea?
Hahahaha~
Buh byes.

Hey guys.
Finally! It's the weekend.
Bah,it's gonna be working so i can't really i'm gonna relax or enjoy as much huh?
Awww well,just make it as eventful as possible,i guess....


Ok~
So we went to this conference room inside my school just now.
And man....
It's an expensive room.Filled with gadgets that cost more than $3000 each.
Scary.Imagine if there's a fire there... I would really cry if i'm the in-charge there.Hahaha.
But anyways,it's a really nice place,a fun place i would say.
There is one-way mirrors,high sensivity microphones,eye-movement tracker....
I start to wonder whether i'm in a conference room or some spy-gadget stuff thing?
Hahaha~



Ah yes,so when i return home,i saw this interesting thing.It was a container used by people in the olden time to carry their food around.
Pretty retro huh?
Anyways,Kathy and Alison took some pictures with it.
The light was good,but um,as for the position of the girls.... wasn't too good =/
But aww well,it didn't turn out that bad actually,don;t you think?




Ahahaha.Saw this ad on the newpaper.
Cute isn't it?
Bah,all animals looks so cute when they're at baby stage.
Man.....
How adorable,baby leopards and cheetahs~~~♥

Ok guys.
I'm gonna have my sleep now.
Workin' tomorrow.
So ya,good night people~♪