Hey guys.
At last,two weights off my shoulder.
Hahaha~
Nice =D

Well,the first one.
Well,no point talking about it.
Pointless.
But seriously,it made me feel really as if i'm going crazy,holding on to so much resent.
But aww well,the air is much fresher now.
But you know,that's how karma works.
So in the end,i am one who has the last laugh.
I think.

The sceond one?
It's the business plan and its trade show.
Guess how i've done today?
I've survived.
After being forsakened,and played out,
I've survived from the long day of melancholy.
It's sad.
Why?
So let's say,if you treated a group of people as your friends,
giving your all,200%,giving more than you can.
Because you regard them as friends.
Doing your hardest,cracking your head for them,
Because you regard them as friends.
But on the big day,when everyone has to do their part as the last lap of the race,
everyone play you out.You are the only one there.
What a nice surprise yes?
Yea,then it only made me realise the importance of 'Don't trust anyone'.
I have been complacent.
Way fucking complacent.
Just because my first semester classmates are people who i can really put my 200% trust into, that doesn't mean everyone is the same.
Just because you think that you treat someone as a friend,doesn't mean the person will treat you the same way.
Think of this only makes me miss my last semester classmates even more.
By the way,thank you Ying Cong,Felicia and Nur.Thanks for consoling me (somehow) =D

But even after being forsaken by my 'buddies',
i find it a good thing.
Why?
'cause i see the ugly of human.
The side which i hated most.
That ugly of man.
Called 'Self'
You know?

But at the same time,
i see the beauty of man,
called 'compassion'.
While i left to 'die' by myself,
my classmates from other groups came to help me.
And i must say,
without them,
i would not have survived today.
Really,
i must thank those who helped me.
Everyone.
Soh Yi,Jie Ying and Woan Ting for the poster/banner.
Aqi and Maddie for the sandwitch.
Gibby for the slides and the color in the 'For'
Sufi, Jun Jie, Samantha,Min Qi and Hazwani for checking my side out.
Daren for informing about 'the judges are going around'.
And other who i might have missed out,
I will still remember you guys.
And yes,facilitator as well.
He helped me alot as well.
Oh yes,and my 'buddies' as well.
Thank you for letting me see the 'ugly'
Thank you =)


Oh yes,the boothIt's pretty plain.
But then again,
it's still nice to me.
'cause everyone's work is there.
And i really appreciate that.

But seriously,
after being in a relationship which seems like a game for the other party,
and being played out by my 'buddies',
i can say,
"I've been too nice to people.I'm regretting it."
Can i say "Can i quit being a nice guy?"
Seriously.
Man.....
Fuck that.

Aww well,
putting that aside.
Sis Shirin,is gonna be in Republic.
How cool is that?
Hahaha~
At last,after 5 years,we're gonna be in the same school again.
Hahaha.
(^_^) V
Congrats to Shirin by the way.


Ah yes,hope i'll stop thinking about depressing stuff by tomorrow.
And be normal by tomorrow.
But,is it normal for me to be angry about it?
Really.