How awesome.... How dreadful.....

Have you ever been in a situation whereby you feel happy and dreadful at the same time, on the same subject matter?

If you grant that, you could actually call it a 'love-hate' situation.

I guess that happens to me from time to time.

But for now, i have three.

Well, i'm happy i'm in it. Ecstatic, to be honest.

While i got what i wanted, i feel kinda nervous about it.

I don't really dread it, but rather, just have a deep fear about messing up.

After all, you know me, i'm prone to messing up.

So you see, first was my application for the upcoming Haru event.

I sent in my cover of Makka Na Ito by Plastic Tree.

And i got in.

Gee, i sent in my 'suicide song', noting how difficult it is for me to sing this song.

So far, response was good, just that i need to work on my falsetto (which is what killed me).

So it's a make-or-break thing on that day itself.

Next, Mount Faber called me.

I'm accepted there.

But yet to know whether i'm in GRO or F&B.

But i really wanna be in the GRO. I wanna interact with guests.

The job scope is great, just that the distance there.

Hai.....

Will 'love overcome all distances' this time? =/

Last but not least, i finally got my spot for Spin City.

It's my first one, and sadly my last one too.

Though it's just a warm-up set, it's good enough for me.

But the problem is, i'm the most prone to mess up when i'm on the decks.

Tsk...

But it's gonna be so so cool.

I'm gonna give it my all, my best.

After all, it's my last. Hahaha~

Ok guys.

Gotta go~~