Weird weird inside.

Evening people~

I'm not so emo, i guess.
Guess i really thought it through, for now.

So you must be wondering, what is it that causes me to feel 'weird weird inside', as stated by the title right?
Well, i'm really doubting myself.
After seeing the semi-finalists for Live Mix Maestro (Yep, Ray, Shai, Fadd and Areen in it =D ), i'm really inspired by them.
But at the same time, i'm really wondering, is the way i normally play bad/good?
How is it?
I mean, i don't see anyone playing the same way like me, except for radio channels, which has really different agenda from me.

But i feel really weird changing my style.
I mean i want others to feel the song, feel the whole of the song.
But.... I don't know.... It just feels weird, to change and not to change.

But i think i will go back to play Beach House.
Something that i really enjoy playing.
After all, i remember the reasons why i play those tunes.
I want to play something that everyone will know how to appreciate.
Something that will appeal to a different crowd =)
And reflect my personality~
It guess it's really hard to find something that you love and describes you at the same time =)

Guess i wanna share something with you guys.

Feeling The Night - Kaskade
I love this kind of music. Something that you can chill out, relax listening to it. I mean, it's pleasant. Don't you think so?

Anyways~
Just now, i had my lunch at Faber Bistro.
I think it's the first time i had my staff lunch in Jewel Box.
My gosh, it's really good, both the food and scenery.

I first had my Carbonara Penne with Ham or Bacon (I can't tell their difference =X )

Then i called for Cream of Tomato after that.

I guess it's ok to splurge and dote on myself with food from time to time.
For being a good boy =)

Yea, It's totally good.
And totally enjoyed my company with Haiqal and Tiger.
Otherwise, it's just boring 'staring at the sky' session while thinking about life, while waiting for the
food to come.

And...
After reading a magazine while waiting for my hair cut, i read this interesting article.
It was about dating and dating agencies.
Come to think of it, i find it quite a novel idea to go for such stuff.
I don't know.
I mean, it's a way to look for partner right?
Besides, i don't know, who knows, maybe i can find someone there?

But then again, i think i should just drop this silly idea of mine.
It's just a waste of money.
Haha~
But it's kinda funny thinking about it.
Aww well~