Hey people~
Ok.Today,i'll talk 'bout Kathy(who is sitting beside me now)
She's my first (and most probably my last) Blythe.
Big eye,and perhaps pretty small sized(err,from the way she wear[courtesy of me ^^]).
Pretty punky,cute with hint of mischieve.
Well,actually,it's funny how i bought her (which is like more than half a year already)
Ok,actually,i initially wanted a Pullip Rozen Maiden series.Perhaps Suigintou or Barasuishou (admit it,they're hot~)
Then,went to Dollz Inc.As per normal,i watched and looked.Think and think.Cannot decide whether to buy or not.
End up i didn't.Coz' mom said Blythe's nicer than Pullip.But i think they're like alright....
Anyways,we went to look at Blythe-s.And yes,what caught my eyes was Can Can Cat and Bow Wow Trad.
Ok,you guess Kathy is which? No prize for answerin' but ya,Kathy's Can Can Cat (which explains her mischief =3)
Anyways,i was in a dilema.I cannot decide which to get.I mean,both is cute.Both is my type.Both have bangs (that's why my type...My type of girls~~ XD).Yes,i like girls with bangs XDD
Anyways,Perhaps the difference between them would be: Hair color (imagine Kathy with black hair... That would be Bow Wow Trad),eye colors(special eye colors for Bow Wow Trad),make-up,clothes and accessories that comes with them (Bow Wow Trad got lots of clothes) and last but not least,the price~~(Main difference maker).
Kathy cost $220 at that time.Is counted very expensive already,you agree?But ya,Bow Wow Trad's more expensive(at a price of $399).So freakin' ex.I can't afford to customise her,can i?Ahahaha.
So ya,i got Kathy.But well,it's nice anyway.With her brilliant blue hair.So cute~
Ah,So as for the name,i was thinkin',how can i connect a name with 'cat'.So suddenly,i think of a girl.I think of Cathy (you know,the lady who works at Fishe....Bleh,you don't know anyways).Well,so i gave Kathy that name then(and cause' she's cute XD).As for the K in her name,i just wanna' make it special,that's all =_=

Anyways,if can,of course i wanna' get Bow Wow Trad also,if i can afford that is.Then also,a Cousin Olivia,the one with extreme white skin and yellow hair.If i have Cousin Olivia,the first thing i will do for customisation would be removing her make-up.Not that it's bad lookin',it's just wanna' make her more gothic.
Well,if you ask me which blythe i like,i would say any Blythe with long hair and bangs(man... It's as if fetish with girls with bangs...Hahaha..).If you ask which blythe the most,i would say Princess a la Mode,the 7th anniversary doll.Freakin' expensive,but freakin' lovely.Just like Kathy with bluish greeen(or was it turqoise) hair.Nice,the whole thing.She's on my wishlist~

Ah,today,was tiring~
Perhaps i didn't sleep well and early last night.So resulted me in being so so tired.
Work was,normal as per normal =__=
Except having customers not knowing their place,saying that they can do 3000++ puzzles or lesser number puzzles no kick.(as per normal)
Pretty annoyin' actually,to hear their ignorant boastings.Cause' you know they can't even do a 1000 pieces.Idiotic show offs... =__=
Anyways,was so sleepy,as per normal.And ya,don't i did perform well,as per normal.Perhaps a little grouchy.Haha~

Ah,i wanted this local movie called 'Gone Shopping'.And most probably,you've never heard of it before,ya?(correct correct?)
I like this show.Seriously.One of my favorites.To think i've watched it a year ago and only now then wanna' find it =_=
The meaning is there.It also have that feel,that very feel which reminds me of when i was young.Followin' mom around places and shops.And remind me of wanting to stay at malls,don't wanna' go home,that fear of going home.
Anyways,it's also perhaps the first local movie that i have seen having featuring lolita fashion(yes,lolita).Man... How cool is that? XDD
It's a good movie,provided you can find the feel and that very similar feeling as mine.Then it'll be nice.
It all leads back to nostalgia.I'm afterall,a very sentimental person,huh?

Anyways,goin' play games now.
Ciao~

Haha~
Um,this isn't a good morning guys.
I can't say it's a good morning,'cause i was shouted by this fucking old man early in the morning.Wow!

Ok,bringing sis to school at before 7.Bring her to school so that she can take her oral exams.
Ok,i want to see the HOD and discuss about her case.So yes,approach the gate's security guard.
Before i can ask,i was shouted in the face asking me to get out.Wow,nice ya?Early in the fucking morning and fucking shouted in the fucking face.Mother fucker.....
I wasn't even given the chance to explain myself.The security outside told me to approach the ones inside.And ya,i did.
And this is what happens.Ok,maybe i'm impulsive,rash,or not even half as level-headed at all.But hello,it's fucking early in the morning,7 o' fuckin' clock.And i got shouted in the face.Happy?
What makes me disappointed and crossed is,he's not even a security.And ya,even the security guard i know for years also support that fucking old man.Wow,fuck.

Gah...Phew,hey,first time postin' with so many 'fuck' huh?Hehehehe.But man...i'm freakin' pissed.Hehehehe.
Seesh,i'm so furious huh?Furiouso~~ XP
Ah,forget it,let's study for today's UT3,i'm a good boy~
Ah,maybe i should post this up on SGClub's complain zone eh?Then make the guy lose face.Heehee,i'm so bad XP
Stupid old man,spoil my morning....

Ok,how long is this 'blogger post page is so white' thing gonna' end? Geez......
Mmm,second day of UT3.
Today's test was a pretty tough one,but still barely manageable.But silly thing i didn't bring my liquid paper =(
But that's also good,i won't disturb my classmates.It isn't very nice to disturb my classmates just for the sake of me focus better.I must learn and get used to not using my liquid paper.....

Ok,sis's fever still fluctuates.High and higher.Keep remaining at high temperatures of around 38 degrees ++.
A lil' scary.And she's like the whole day so blur blur.Staying on bed for almost the whole day.
Isn't something that sounds good =/
And to make matters worse,today and tomorrow is her PSLE oral exam.And it's a must for her to attend.But i mean,how to?How can she peform well for the exam when she's so sick?Correct correct?
In anyways,she'll have to take the exam tomorrow.Even if she is sick.That's unfair.That's really unfair.I don't like saying 'unfair' but this is really it.Shit...

And all this,i feel that i'm really hopelessly useless.Seriously useless.
I can't do anything well.I can't express my emotion well.I can't do alot of things which others at my age can.I can't make the people around me happy when they are sad.I can't tell proper jokes at proper occasion,and make people sad because of my thoughtless stupid 'jokes',when i don't mean malice.SO all these,i'm really useless,yea?
I can feel sis feeling sick,suffering from the cold cold feeling from her fever,and i can't do it anything to help it.
I can feel mom's feeling somehow anguish deep inside for the fact that she is going for chemotherapy next week,yet i can't do anything.
I am not a good son,not a good brother,not a good friend,not a good owner,and perhaps in the future,might not be a good boyfriend or husband.I will do my best for it.But i scared,i will not make the mark.I can't do anything well.Seriously,how can i?I can't make promises,i don't want to make empty promises only to make the other party of my promise upset.
I don't want to end up like a fucking jerk like my fuck-ass dad,yet i feel that more and more things that happens around make me feel more and more lke him.The more i don't want it,the more i'm nearing it,i'm afraid.
I make people around me feel so disappointed.I've become the person i might actually hate the most.
I try not to make people upset,or break hearts and in the end,i still end up doing so.I say i don't want to make others feel the same pain as myself,always waiting for the person,only to find that the whole thing is just an unrequitted love.And yet,i cause someone feel so,and might probably even worse,worser than the person who had inflicted that pain on me.
I try to make people happy,even at the expense of my own happiness,thinking that,as long as they are happy,i would be happy.
But reality is bitch.Things don't go that way.They still don't feel happy.

I'm really an idiot huh?Accepting someone who i know barely even less than a month then,perhaps out of pity,hoping that love may blossom as time goes by.
But then,how can that happen?There's no communication at all,no nothing.
I don't know.Perhaps i didn't do my part on that relationship.Maybe i didn't do a good job.Tryin' hard to make her smile,wanting to see her again,those feelings,weren't enough.That was never good enough,right?
Things goes to a point when i feel that i've been neglected or even taken for granted,and at that point,still no connection.
And finally,she breaks.Ok,it's fair,she started,she ends it.I'm really fine with that.
Then i wonder,why does she even want to ask me to be then?Until now,i don't have that answer.But it's alright.It's just that i don't understand,that's all.
But then,now i bet you'll think that i am still thinking bout' her,right?Answer is,no.Not at all.
Why?I don't know.Perhaps the way she treats me,remind me of the one,the very girl who made me feel cold about relationship.There you have it.
And i think,why the hell did i even accept her?Is it because she was cryin' over the phone?That it had made me feel bad?
And i wonder,had i expected things turned out this way?That all the things will create so many things,so many upsets,and last but not least,so many regrets??
Hahaha~ And all this happened one month ago.I don't even know why i blog about it now.Haha~
Guess lettin' it out here,can help.Can it?
Ah,and so,moral of the story,if you want to accept someone,know him or her real real real well first.I speak from experience,learnt it the hard way.AND,also also,don't accept out of pity,things won't work that way,seriously =)

But honestly,i'm worried bout' Mom and sis very much.Actually,UT3 don't come close as my worries,honestly speaking.
But yes,they are more important.My family is more important to me.
Hope things goes well~~

Aha~ I'll stop my silly o' rants now~ Study time~
Nite nite,people~

Ok~ Blogger givin' me probbies again.Not fun~ =(
Anyways,today was the start of UT3.
And how was it?I can only say 'okok'.Nothing more nothing less,just that.
I cannot say it's easy,neither i can say it's hard.
It's like,at the back of the head yet don't know how to express.
Well,except for those which have those aw-so-hard definition.
It's like i try to think and not knowing how to do it.Hard.... =(
Ok,i admitt it,it's not that easy.Ahahaha.

Just studied just now.It seems,those which i am confident with are those i have already learnt in secondary school days.
And those i don't know,are those which are like so damn bloody hard.As in,i can't absorb at all. =(
Awww well,hope they give those that's aww easier to do.

Man...There's an ulcer on my tongue.And it HURTS!!! Pain pain~
I don't like it...It hurts when i eat,hurts sometimes when i'm talkin'.
Hope it goes away soon~ =/

Ah,then i remembered.I was asked."If given the chance,don't you wanna be born as a girl?" was the question. (Can't remember the exact question,but the idea is there =D)
Honestly,i thought of it before.And i find it nice.Seriously,livin' as a dolly dolly...isn't that bad at all.Don't you think?
But of course,i don't have any one-sided preference.SO to say,i like being born as a guy (which i am now =D).But i were to be born a girl,it's also good =D
Coz' i like girls lots,especially super cutes one (dolly dolly~).As in,if i am born as a girl,i can't fall in love with girls,can i? And i can tell you,that would be a real big bummer.
So to say,don't worry,i'm no homo,people.I'm super straight~ XD
Anyways,why the hell i suddenly say all this? .... Geez =_="

And now... I'm so bloody tempted to play games.But i have to study >.<
What should i do?? ~_~
Ah,nevermind that.AN hour of game can't kill,can it? XD
Ok,good,decided.
*Poof*

Good evening guys.
I am very sleepy.Tired after having so much fun in the noon.
But i still have test to study =/
And Sis's having fever and it's running pretty high.Hope she gets well soon....

Ok,just now was fun.Really fun.Photoshoot and we really really enjoyed it.It's as if camwhoring can be considered now my new hobby XD
The class went and yes,we took and took and took.So fun~
I brought Kathy there as well.And i'm positive that Kathy enjoyed herself there as well.
I brought her to school today and guess what,she didn't drop as much hair as the previous time.
This means that she doesn't feel as stressed as the last time,that's why? Hahahaha....

Ah,this morning,Mandy helped me put on the eyeliner.And i think my eyes look bigger when it's on.Kinda' nice,and i like it XD
But then,just now come back home,i wanna wash it off and it's pretty hard to remove it.
It's fun having it....And maybe i'm thinking of getting an eyeliner pencil.How do you think bout' that? XD

Ok then,maybe i'll add in more stuff tomorrow,maybe i wont? Ok.
I've gotta study for my test tomorrow,you know? Ahahaha.
Buh byes people... Wish me good luck~~

Oh yes~~
I can post up pics from blogger now.Oh yea baby~

Man....Blogger and Facebook was givin' me probbies last night,i couldn't post pictures on them.So bloody irritating.And yes,at last i can now.And i'm in school XP

Anyways,yesterday's blast.So freakin' fun.Went to Toys and Comic Convention.
Went with Ray,Ah Xian and Wayne.It's like fun.
Then after they went Iluma,i meet up with sis.
And we went find Mandy with her brother.
Her bro's so cute~ And she's so cute as well~
Ahaha.Anyways,i brought out Kathy.
And she did some touring around XD

Kathy looks lil' scary~

The result show of the Coscon.

Another pic of her showing.

Supposedly,i wanna' make her look lik petting the 'wolf' but ya,i kinda' failed huh?


Another one with Kathy~

Ok,this is one of the girls that took part in the competition i suppose.Sooo preetty~~ *_*

Another girl who went to the competition,i guess.

And another pic of this girl.Really so cute~ I like~

So after all the touring,it's tea-time.Went buyin' tea at the jia jia liang teh vending machine.

Ah,and at last,Kathy's enjoyin' tea with Piccadilly (yes,she went as well)

And after the laeving there,we went Marina Square for dinner.
We went the food court and man.... the baked rice there's like so nice.Worth tryin'
If you like creamy baked rice,that's really the thing for ya.
But man... i forgot to take the pic of the rice T_T
Hai.....But anyways,it's real good.You guys must try.
Kathy almost lost one side of her boots in the food court.Luckily i found it back.It's at the floor.

Ah yes,and finally,Sis is going to get a doll for custom.Isn't that nice?
She's getting a Punkaholic People for that.That one a a good one.Freakin' punk.
But i don't know,i don't really like the hair.Perhaps it's coz' it's not the long ones,like Kathy's. XD

Ok,i've gotta do work now.Perhaps i'll be postin' later on again =D

Evening guys~
Ahahaha.I'm pretty much alive today~
I took my noon naps beforee dinner,and in class as well.
SO NOW A LIL HYPER~
Well,actually not a good sign,tomorrow got work T_T
So must later faster sleep.Or else,my shop will have a zombie workin' in there XP

Mmmm.Today's quite okay.I'm not as sleepy.
Ok,in school a little.But aww well.
Mmmm,today's last third day of school before UT3.
Come to think of it,it's kinda' sad.I don't know.
No,i'm not being emo.Now feel too high for emo-ism.

Ah,just now played with the black cat siblings.
So cute,i fed em'.And big one went to sleep straight after eating.(Lazy guy,but still cute~ >.<)
While small one,after cleaning up,went up my lap and slept.So cute lo~~
Luckily got take pics.But now Blogger's still all so white and i can't post any pics.Bloody~ X(
But ya,they're aww so cute~~~ X3

Ah yes,my hair now....isn't that bad i think.
Isn't really bad,as long as i know how to style it well.
But i now kinda wanna' take Zoro's lead vocalist's hairtyle in their song 'Kitsune' as reference.
Pretty special.Of course not so colorful.I can't stand to be so colorful also.
Something like that.Or actually,it's near to Kyo's hairstyle in the PV of 'Kodou'.Somehow,you think?
That's one which might look nice also.Enough of spectaculations,must try then can know if it is really nice or not.
Afterall,not all hairstyles fit all,like a free-size tee-shirt.

Mmmm.Ok,i guess,i'll sign off now.Or i'll be sleeping past 12,again~
Not very good.I can sense another wave of outbreak coming soon.
So i must
REST REST REST~~~!!!!
I'll go now.
Right now.
*Poof* Gone XD

Good evening people.
Here to blog,but first...
What is happening to blogger? It's all so white!!!Seeesh....
So many probbies...So un-fun.... =/

Anyways,it's the last week of school before UT3 starts now.
Come to think of it,15 weeks had past since day 1 when everyone is stranger to each other(well,except YC.He's from 1/2-6)
Anyways,thing is,we had fun.Lots of fun.Happy.Looking back,we bonded really fast compared to my previous (and super good =D)classes.Maybe the number of people plays a part?I wonder....
I will miss em' after this semester as a class,like i've miss my previous class/group peoples.

But,i don't know.Is it me,or my classmates.Some seems to be unhapy with another?
I don't like it when people starts to dislike another.All this politics,i hate.
Like my previous workplace,previous classes,politics happens around.
I don't like it.
I hope it's my imagination that's playin' trick.Hope thing is fine.

Anyways,i cut my fringe just now.And it looks so kuku =_=
Well,hope it grows out well.Perhaps,i might sound crazy but i might wanna' go for Mika Nakashima's hairstyle.
Might look nice coz' i have long face shaped,pretty similar to Mika's as well,somehow.
Thus,kinda' think it may suit.But then again,i'm afraid it might not work...
But aww well,wait till it's longer,then i can say anything.Too early to say anything now,not long enough....

Ah,gotta' go sleep.SO tired.
Nite nite,people.....

Hey all~ Good evening all~
Ah,today,i've done something i've wanted,quite sometime ago.
But,i didn't felt happy.Why?I don't understand.

Mmmm.'Ve bought the knee-length socks i've wanted quite some time just now.
But somehow,it doesn't work the way i've wanted it.
End up,i didn't do what i have initially planned.
So somehow,a lil' disappointed am i.
But at least,now i know what i want,i guess.

Oh ya,'ve been reading Koizora's manga on Friday night.
It's really really nice.Very touching.
Make me feel like watching the movie even more.Really....

And now i'm watching 300.It's really a good movie.
Sadly,TV cuts out lots of parts huh?
Well,at least it does show some small parts of gore,so it's kinda' nice =D

Hahaha.Gotta go now.Buh Byes people.
Nite nite~

Good evening all~~~~~~

Ahahaha.So yes,it's like so silly.

Yesterday noon,was so eager to blog yet forgets it when night falls =_=

Ah,so yesterday,Kathy went to school with me.

Yes,Kathy INVADES RP~

And,everyone likes her.Very nice actually.

And as you can see,there's alot of DP that features her.

Kathy's a celebrity now X3

Ah,after that we went basketball-ing with Ram,Felicia,Alicia,Janice,Nur,YC,Jun and Lina.

Fun,really really fun.It's a long time since i've actually say a sports game fun.Very rare actually.
So as you can see,it's really really fun and i've enjoyed myself.

And today,is another fun fun day.

We played riddle games.Danial started it actually.And everything's so fun.

So everyone tried playing and yes,had a hard time guessin' the answers to them.

And as expected,the solutions are usually those which will make you feel like plucking your hair out =X

Ahaha.And,they say,tomorrow they'll be playing riddle games again.

So nice~ So lookin' forward to tomorrow~

Tomorrow,faster come~~~!!!!

Ok guys,so i'll be resting soon.Buh byess people~~~~

Good evening guys.
SO ya,another night now huh?(huh? 0.o)
Ah,don't mind me,i'm being like very the weird these days >.<
Anyways,so yesterday,had this splitting headache.Hurt hell lots.
SO yes,slept early last night.I was like sleeping so early.

And this morning i woke up,and pretty awake was i.A good news actually.
It's like,
At last~ I'm feeling awake! Yay~~~!!!!
ANd yes,wasn't sleeping in class actually,and that's double goodies.

Went EMP afterschool.Was not bad actually.
Well, only bad thing was this group of fags behind us yakking like nobody's business.
Reminds me of Pierre yapping for food actually.But of course,Pierre's way cuter ;)

Ok,i'm not going to stay long now.
Buh byes~

Gee,what's happenin' with blogger,yesterday have the option to post pics.
And now it's lost again =/
Ah,so today's another off day,can relax~
Ah,and feel much rejuvenated.Yosh,can go school tomorrow with energy high XD

Ok,today was more of a normal Sunday,something i didn't had since i've started working.
Bath for the girls.And ya,they were all so dusty.Eepecially Kathy.
I wonder how she get so dusty at her hair.Like my dandruff.So silly >.<
And after that,we went out.I wanted to go Lot 1.I wanna see the Japanese Idol that is going on there =/
How i wish i can go in such competitions again.Sing my heart out.Well,winning or losing,it doesn't matter.
Cos' as long as i can sing,without restrictions,i'm contented.

Ah,and we threw away some old stuff.
As normal,i feel kinda sad for it.Maybe it has become some part of my house,some small part of my life.
Brings back memories,brings back nostalgic memories that i long for.
Then something came up into my head.Old things thrown to get new things in.
But don't anyone feel sad the old things that is being thrown away? Maybe i'm just being sentimental....
I really like the good things in the past.That plain happiness.No,not the sad past.But the happy ones.
I want to return to the past where everyone is carefree.Not thinkin' bout' studies,not worrying bout' this and that.
Impossible,i know.Maybe that's why,past is the something that you can always see,but can never touch again.
Like the flower in the mirror,the moon in the water.

Ah,i haven't bath.And started feeling itchy.No good.I'll go bath.
Buh byes people~

Ah,so at this time,i'm still blogging.
Tired,and should be sleeping,and yet....
Nah,just a short one though.
Um,so we went Causeway Point.
We went Cold Storage,and ya,bought my fave fave,Onigiri~
Wahahaha.Tasty.Lovely and tasty.I love it.
Onigiri~ onigiri~
Ah well,i went back to playing maple.
It's kinda' fun.Nostalgic somehow,yet so many things have changed.
I wonder,is it good if everything stayed the same as it was in the past?
Would this be nicer somehow? Would things turned out like now? Whether liking it or not?
Mmmmm.It's the kind of 'if' question ya?
Then again,i like talkin' bout' 'if' questions.You never know what will happen.No one can predict well bout' the future,ya?No,not fortune tellers.
Ok then,gotta' go.I'm tired.SleepY~
Good nite people....

Ok,today is another day.Started normal.But i went more negative after i left school.
Shit,is it me or i'm becoming more of an emo?Man....
But in anyways,after my bath just now,i've just realize something.
No use,totally no use.No use being upset.No use being unhappy.No use having a sulky face that spoils the day of people around me.No use being sad to the point of feeling like crying(but of course you know i can't cry at all).No use being so fucked up.
This,isn't a bad thing at all.To me,this is an answer.Something i wanted to find.And this,is like a answer to the problem that is stuck in my head for the past few days.
And a solution came.I've decided.I don't want to care.I wanna be the Daryl people know of.The Daryl that is always smilin'.The Daryl who is so hyper.The Daryl that has neverending happy energy.Impossible to be always that,i'll keep that.That smile,for the people around me.
So yes,hopefully,i don't go all emo again.Stupid melancholy.

Good evening guys~~~ It's been like um,how long since i've blogged? I wonder.
Dead for quite some time eh? Sorry ya?

Bah,first thing first.This blogger thing... Changed that layout thing,don't know how to post pics T_T
SO silly...Aww well,ask Ah Man tomorrow i guess.I prefer the old one.I think can change back to the old one...Hopefully it does.

Bah,these days,it seems,i've suddenly lost the interest in alot of things.Things that i've once so interested in the past.As in,for example,even now,i don't feel so like listening to music.Any upbeat musics that perks me up well.Ok,i admit,i'm feeling down.
As to why,well,i'm not really comfortable to say it here.Gah...In anyways,i'm an idiot.Always the idiot who makes the wrong choice,the wrong move,and regrets in the end.It's man to err,true.But i hate it,i hate regretting.Hate looking forward to something only to regret it.
Things like this,isn't the first time.And still,it happens.And the same results,regrets.
Guess that's the reason i'm pretty fucked up these days.Emotionally or otherwise.Not in mood,you could say.

Oh ya,i was working yesterday.So being tired,,even before working,i wasn't in,you could say, working-mood.And yes,there's this customer(s ,since it's a couple) was looking at the things.So they stared long enough.And i approached them,offering my service to them (well,a must for sales staff,right?).Guess what? They give me some snobbish attitude.I freaking hate them.Idiots.Like hell i would even want to approach them if i wasn't working.Idiotic fucks.

In anyways,i just feel terrible these days.Down,damn bloody down.I wasn't even myself now huh? Or am i too being myself? Actually,i don't really care in anyways.It doesn't matter now.

Ah,even the wonder food,ice cream doesn't work on me now huh? ............

Hey all~ I'm back.I think.Ahaha.
Ah,so i was not blogging for the past week yea?I was thinking over things.Deciding some things.So you can see,i was deep into thoughts for the past week.So it was pretty evident huh?Always blur blur de and always spacing out,according to Kyori.
Thing is,i'm not sure.Guess i was too caught up ba.Maybe i really have to relax myself,tell myself it's ok,everything is fine.Guess,i'm really frettin' over something that wasn't that bad after all.
So,on monday,sis and i went to orchard to meet Mom after her checkup.Coz we reached earlier,we went to Far East for a walk while waiting.We chanced upon Haru.Ok,we went there,i guess bout' a year ago.But then we saw Haru Goth,i think a shop or two away from it.So nice la~ It's Haru,but instead of sweet sweet loli stuff,it's goth loli's.I was so happy.Sis as well.She saw this wrist-let.It's nice.We were about to buy it.Silly thing is,I'm short of 3 bucks.It's so silly.So close yet so far la~,i can say.Well,i'm gooing to go back back there next week anyways.I'm gonna get it.Hope it's still there,that is.
Mmmm.I also saw,there do sells sex pot revenge.It's so nice.Nice nice.I wanna buy~ It's so nice.Really.It's so nice.But i wonder how much would they be.....
And i'm wondering.Is there Oshare yet black?I mean,you know,Oshare is always colorful.It has to colorful and cheerful.And i don't think black is anything from cheerful,ya?Curious ya?
Oh ya,another thing,should i leave spacing here and there?I mean,it kinda looks wordy.U know what i mean?Ahahha.Should i? =/
Mmmmm,guess i'm going now.Buh Byes~

Hey all~
So,i'm here again.Bah,this isn't a way to start.But i'm tired.And sleepy.And lacking sleep.And outbreaks due to that.And it sucks.
Ah,yesterday go study in library with Yiwen.Kinda' nice.You know.Bah,but then hor,silly thing is,i spent half hour plus plus creating the account for the wireless connection in the library.Cannot work,cannot create.Why?The validation codes was incorrect.SO it took me 30 minutes to realise,i was suppose to type in the validation code in a box which i initially thought suppose to be the confirmation for the account.Silly me =_="
So,she was laughing at me,i was laughing at myself...Ah yes,we took some pics in there as well.But she haven't sent me.Buh...So i've gotta' 'gop' from facebook.Buh.... But nevermind.We had fun XD
Anyways,holiday's coming soon.I can rest now.And it's summer.Woo~ But then i don't know,the things i planned.I'm not sure how i'm gonna' carry out.But then,i really wanna' still go on doing it.Efforts,efforts.
Bah,i don't know is it me or...I've been thinking bout' this kinda' stuffs.Like date or something like that.Maybe cause that's the effects of single adolescent-hood.Then,i've been thinking,what's the coolest pick-up lines...and also nice places for such occasions....and,and also how to 'shoot electric' from the eyes.Silly yea?
So there you have it,silly dummy boy is thinking bout' such things,having daydreams XD
Ahaha.So that's it,i think.I'm going to sleep soon.ANd so do you.Why?I don't know.But i don't care.Cool?Cool. Ahahaha XD
Buh byes~ Nite nite~ Nite~Nit~ Ni~ N~ =_=zzZZZ

Hey yo~.I know.Why am i here?Since tomorrow got test.
Well cause' i'm here?Ahaha.(I'm not answering i know.)
Say,actually it's yesterday's job.But didn't feel like it.Well,cause' i was feeling bad,and disappointed as well.By two occasions,which fell on yesterday night.
On my way after work,i saw Sis Jill with her bf.It was late at night,so i decided to accompany her back to her block downstair cause' since her bf wasn't with her.Bah,then he came running over our direction when near her house.I don't know,maybe i'm over sensitive,but i kinda' felt him a lil' unhappy.Did i do the wrong thing?But then maybe other things la.Cause' i know him,he'll make a good brother-in-law.I respect that XD
Second thing was this.I was planning for an outing for this vacation for um,a friend.If you realise,i had already do much prep' on the outing,like place to go,way to go,what to see,etc.Lots of efforts have been put in.I've even asked bout' places that may seem nice or not.But don't you feel disappointed when all the shit you do,people who you care just don't seem to care?They don't give a shit.You are serious,they aren't.You tried hard,they don't care.It's like in the past,don't care.It's like as if i'm doing for fuck's sake.Ok,at least i felt a lil' not so disappointed now.I'm not that sad.Rather to say,i'm happy.At least i know,i'm not appreciated.Or maybe i'm just too oversensitive?I don't know la.But then,maybe it's cause' i cared to much.Seriously.
Whatever,i'm gonna' cut on my stupid rants.So ya,let's concentrate on UT this week.Hope can do well.Stress ah,stress.For test tomorrow and the day after.No time to be disappointed now,huh? XD
Ok,i go sleep now.Buh byes~

Hey all~~~
Bah,now so tireed.Sleepy as usual.But so the very the tired,i tell you.
Okay,tommorrow i am working.And yet now so late still haven't sleep.
Why?Well,cause' i'm playin my PSP.Playing with the new game Patapon 2.Fun,addictive as always.

Bah....Suddenly,i fell in love.I feel in love with E-an.Tender E-an.Somehow,i really really really wanna' get here.Thing is,she's ex.How ex you might ask.Well,here's your answer.1000++ bucks.I don't have that kind of money to spent.So,only way is to work.Hardcore work.Cheong work.Work non-stop,with no rest.Just to get that money.I really wanna' do that though.I really like her.Man....
You would think what's so special bout' her huh?Here's the reason....

Well,i know,some of you guys will say she dao.I know.I feel that also actually.But say,that's what attract me.She's the cool type which i like.Well,cute is another.But hey,she kinda' reminds me of Mika Nakashima (don't ask me why though).Thing is,by calculation,after six months then would i get this much money.Here's the biggie.Will my love for her still stay after then?Well,this question.Not only me asking myself.Wen Lin would be asking herself as well.Cause' she wanna' get E-an as well,but just E-an,not tender.Okay,kinda' have a promise.We save together,we buy together at the same time.But i scared i cannot fulfill that promise.

Mmmmm.So,i don't know is it me or what.But i nowadays feel.I feel that i am not doing much things.I've really become a slacker.I hate that.I don't want that.But,i don't know what i can do,or what should i do.I really don't know....

Bah....I really want my hair to grow out fast.Nice,and silky(which is quite near to impossible).But i really really want Ryuutaro's hairstyle.I like his hairstyle.Really nice.Or perhaps,if i really have that really silky hair and a face that could match,i want Tender E-an's hairstyle...Bah..Don't mind me,i'm nonsensical.Tired,starting to speaking gibberish.
I shall leave before more nonsense is spewed...Nites~

Hey all~ A week has past.So fast right?
Ok,not bad,the way things gone.I like how things are progressing.Everyone is cooperating.So happy.Except for the fact neighbouring classes wanted to start war with mine.Childish nonsense right?Haiz.....What i call immature....
Bah...I don't know.It seems,i'm now always searching..Searching for something.Something i've wanted a long time.Something i've always wanted but didn't have.It's all around me.From what i can see,it felt nice.Like a dream come true.Sad sometimes perhaps.Afterall,i have it before.It's happy and sad at the same time.Ironic isn't it?But still it felt nice.But i've lost it.Some stupid reasons.Stupid moves i've made.Oh,but that's so long ago.Bah....Stupid me.Stupidly talking bout' such nonsense.Nevermind me.
Anyways,so sad right?My weekend.Workin' hard.Both days.Ok la,bright side is,can earn money.So,good la.
Ok la,i go bath liao.So warm.SO dirty.Not nice to sleep in.Anyways,i go bath and sleep le.Tommorow's a long long day.Buh byes~