Hmmm... It's summer already?

Ok, so Klapsons called me.

If Tricove (Or Empire States@iluma, if you preferred it that way) calls and confirm,

I will have to make a decision between both.

Just like the classic scene where the guy choose between two girls.

My my, how can i choose? Both are good deal, with their not-so-good points.

It's either shifts which favors me very well, but ended up in hotel industry still.

Or working in another industry, but having not being able to have free weekends.

You see, this is the dilema i'm having now.

I have to think thoroughly.

It is a five-month period i have to go through smoothly.

If i want to get my diploma, that is.

But then again, no matter where i go, i think it is a good thing.

A fresh start. A breakaway from the mundane life of going to school.

It is like an escape to it, especially when you're tired of it.

When you are practically tired of not the problems and questions that are given to you by school, but the fucked-up antics by some of your peers there.

I still can't get it.

Why so competitive?

You can't carry grades to hell. (I wonder how many times i have emphasise on this)

Come on, life is not just about grades and test results.

Life's much more than that.

And also, having the facilitator's slides doesn't mean you gained the holy grail of the problems.

That's not the 'correct' answers. They are just 'best suggested' answer.

Come on, you can't be that daft,right? Especially when you guys are supposed to be smarter than people like me.

Pfft, aww well, shall not be too bothered by such people.

Should never waste my Summer, being bothered by the likes of them.

Ah~~

Summer. Lovely summer.

The season of love~

Ah, two year since my last relationship.

It wasn't particularly a good one. Worst one, if i were to say.

I really wanna fall in love.

But i'm scared. I'm scared of the sad feeling that love entails.

Well... That's why i always say,

"Love is like a fire, and we are just mere moths attracted to it."

But honestly, i just want someone who i can love, and love me back.

Someone who can love me for who i am.

Understands me, even when the whole world misunderstood me.

Someone who can appreciates me, for the things that i do and all.

But aww well....

I guess, no one will want me.

Who would like someone like me? Who has no looks, neither talents.

Don't you agree?

Mmmm... It's ok if it's another lonely summer.

But well, it'd be real nice if i can spend my summer with the one i love.

Though for now, i have not seen that very one yet.

But all these... It's all fate.

Who knows, i might meet my fated one tomorrow?

Who knows, i might just die tomorrow?

No one knows the future.

So....

Aww well~~