Reality comes knock, knock, knocking on my door.

Before i come in with the colorful events that has happened recently.

Before i post posts about interesting things that has happened.

I have a grave news.

I received the list for my attachment next semester.

After reading, i conclude only one thing.

"I'm screwed. Totally screwed, from head to toe"

Why?

None of the choices are what i have pictured, and majority don't pique my interest.

And those which barely does, are limited in terms of vacancies.

And like myself, many are eye-ing on those as well, each with supposingly better qualifications than me.

Honestly, reality is really biting me hard. And, i really don't know what to do.

But there's a deadline to it.

I really have to think how i should face it.

And in general, how i should face 'Life' as it is now.