Ok, a quick one before i sleep.

So today's my UT2 for Human Resource.

Hmmm. I doubt i'll be doing well for it.

After all, miracles don't happen twice.

I mean, things work whereby you would get a grade A for test, by not studying and playing games.

It is either that you are just plain lucky, or you are a genius.

I'm daft, so i'll rule out the latter.

Thus, i guess i'm just so lucky.

Anyways, i'll keep this short.

I'm sleepy, and it's already 1 in the morning.

Watch this.

Familiar?

I posted this 2 years ago.

It took me only now to look up its meaning.

And guess what?

It just reminds me of her.

What a joke.

I was listening to this when i first met her, and was with her.

And to now realise that, this song just describe how she could have possibly felt at the moment she was with me.

But hey, now that i think back, i couldn't hate her now.

I lost all the reasons to.

Thinking back, there's no point in that.

It's all the past.

And come to think of it, i feel like chatting up with her.

I don't know.

Anyways, you guys must be guessing that i am emo.

For some reasons.

Like thinking back about my relationship with her, or being ditch, or blah blah blah.

I don't know.

But i am not.

I'm not the least emo.

I'm just stating facts, and probably wondering why things are happening.

Like you see.

"But if that 'he' could be me, how happy will i be. But, i doubt she'll ever lay her eyes on me"

It's just merely relaying the feelings i had the other time. And perhaps when i read her tweets or FB status (This is from another person now, in case you are guessing)

I'm rather curious.

Aren't you curious too?

Why people say things like "All good guys are dead" when there's someone so good standing right in front of them?

Or like "I want to fall in love" when they are not doing anything for it.

I must admit i am guilty of committing the latter.

But, now that i realised it, i didn't see having a relationship as a 'i must have it, otherwise i will die...' now, as opposed to what i used to think.... I guess?

For now, i guess my stance for it would be just 'If it's there, it's there. Otherwise, either i work hard for it, or i shut up about it.'

Aww well...

I guess that's me for ya.