Perhaps the last post of 2012

Ah, so in the end, the world didn't end on 21 December 2012.
Told you the world won't end on such a nice number.
You see, paranoia.

Time flies...
So fast that 2011 seems so yesterday.

Working as an intern in Jewel Box,
Being single for the Valentines,
Graduating from RP,
Back working at Jewel Box as a part-timer,
Being in a relationship (though not a formal one),
Spending my time aimlessly,
Having my first maple character to reach 4th job,
Being enlisted to the army,
Having my favorite hairstyle being shaved off,
Donning smart 4 for the first time,
Doing my IPPT for the first time,
Holding a rifle given to me for the first time,
Picking up a girl outside for the first time,
Did my first Standard Obstacle Course,
Had my first Silver for IPPT (straight from fail, skipping the pass phase),
Had and survived 5th Company field camp,
Shot with my rifle for the first time,
Threw my first grenade,
And so many many things that happened along the way.

I could tell you, i did so many things i didn't imagine i would do years ago.
I could say that, all are fun memories, though bitter medicine.

If i were to compare myself, the me at the start of the year and the me now,
I could say many things have changed.
I have became more confident,
More physically fitter,
And other things, good or bad.
But definitely a changed me.

I do have wishes, but somehow, they came falling down.
Sometimes, life feels like it's always going against you, like a current.
But i am positive that i am blessed, that i am lucky in alot of aspect.
I am contented somehow.

But if i were to wish for something, i would say that i want to find someone.
That someone who would really understand me.
That someone who i would really want to be a part of my treasured family.
That someone who would be willing to be a wife to such a weird man like me.
That someone who is like a diamond, beautiful but tough.
That someone who is willing to be my partner-in-crime, doing nonsense with me.
I really hope i can find someone like that.

Wishes........
I really wish to be in the provost, the military police.
I really wish to be in the k9 unit, fulfilling my dream of taking care of German Shepherds.
I hope i can learn how to play the guitar, learn how to mix well (Both music and drinks).
I hope i can pick up Kapap as well, something i want to learn for sometime now.
And yes, i hope i can find my fated one soon. Like real soon.
But sadly, i don't think time is at my side.

It's sad but true.