Monday, August 02, 2010

Hey guys~
Ah~
Didn't post anything yesterday 'cause i was so tired.
Imagine,having to reach home at 11 after a long day of work.
Hahaha~
Ok,perhaps i'm complaining too much >.< Izwan told me about it some time ago.
But yeaa,this is the real deal.Hahaha~
Cool isn't it?
Hahahaha~ XDD

And on my way to buy dinner,guess what i saw?
Yes~ Moon cakes.
So now you have to wonder.
Why is there mooncake when the 7th month isn't here yet?
Hahahaha~ Man....
But awww well...
AWWW WEEEEE~ THERE'S MOONCAKES AVAILABLE !!!
And it seems pretty yummy ^_^
Hahahaha~
It's by Bakerzin by the way. (Wonder if i got the name correctly)

Hahahaha~
And for today? I got myself this.
Finally,after a year.
Man.... The mangaka is really taking his time huh?
But it's good,so worth the wait.
Man.... Watching Shiki and Arcuied so loving,i feel so 'doki doki'.
It just makes you feel like saying "Awwww,so sweeet~" with that fuzzy feeling.
Seriously... Maybe i'm just being too exaggerated.But....
Hahahaha~
Anyways,it seems like it's gonna end =/
It's my most favourite title out of all my collections.
Well,with Rozen Maiden in the second place.Hahaha~

Man....
Come to think of it,i'm in financial deepshit,again =_=
Having to owe money to Ray (Due the the club tickets) and having to pay for the chalet for EMP.
And also to feed the blackhole called my stomach.
It's so scary~~~
But aww well,this means i have to cut down on buying songs,eating cheaper foods and stop buying junk food X_X
Hahahaha~
Set~
Until i get my pay on September,not August's.Hahahah~
Hahaha~

And you know what?
There's been something that has been bugging me.
Am i being a good grandson and a good brother?
I mean,i acted so hostile to my grandmother.
Ok,before you guys start to judge me on that,i must say that,i'm just letting out what i feel.
Not for you guys to judge.
Ok,anyways.
I was saying that,sometimes,she accuses Sis of some stuff which she didn't do and make a big hooha over it.
I hated that.And i don't like her on that.
I mean,how could you question the integrity of anyone in this house? Where is the trust we have as a family?
With that in mind,it kinda cause me to feel hostile somehow.
But how i wish,we could go back to the old days,where we were so happy.
When things are so simple,where we would have Roti Prata for breakfast on every sunday morning.
I want to return to that time.

And now you ask,what has it gotta do with being a good brother,right?
Now this is the thing.
It seems that Sis is feeling irritated by me or something.
Perhaps i might be too sensitive or anything,but that's how i feel.
It seems like the duration of our conversation is getting lesser and lesser.
Mmmmm.
Is this part of growing up as well?
Somehow,it just makes me sad in a way.
'cause it feels as if we weren't that close anymore.
It pains me to think that way =/

Hope things will go well,return to normal,everyone being happy.
How i wish everything could be like the past...
So simple....

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