Even the sweetest chocolate expires....

Hey guys.
Ah,had my practical test for Rooms Operation this morning.Hahaha~
Well,it's bad.Totally bad.
Sorry for the pessimism,but yea.
Hahaha~

I think i screwed up big time.
Totally.
Hahahaha~
But aww well,gotta' do my best for the written test two weeks later huh?
Hahahaha~

Ah,so thanks to Kiwi blog-hopping this morning in class,i was able to learn something new today.
It is a quote which i can't help but to agree with.

"When someone is sweet to you, don't expect that he/she will be like that
all the time because even the sweetest chocolate expires"

Don't you agree with it?
Hahahaha~

And after the depressing 'analysis' made by Kiwi and Chanel,i was kinda demoralise.
Um,it seems as if,i am not heading anywhere.
It's also as if,the only direction headed to is disappointment.
Maybe,deep down inside,i might agree with them.

I know all this...But i just want to wait for it.
Why? 'cause i believe.
Maybe it might be totally different from what they think it is.

I really want to wait for everything to be ok.
Only then,will i do what i planned to do.
For her (Doubt she'll know it's her),i think i'm willing to wait.
For her,I'm willing to be the sweetest chocolate that doesn't expire.

Ok,maybe i am being childish,holding on to the 'if i believe,everything will be okay' idea.
But,i really wish this will work.
I'm tired.I'm tired of being lonely.
Wishing someone to understand what i do and appreciate it.
It hurts sometimes,knowing no one will appreciate what you do.
It hurts being lonely.