Just another emo post.

Hey guys~
Ah,so how did you guys spend your National Day this noon?
Hope it went well.
Hahaha~

And me?
No no, i didn't go to watch the fireworks like i thought i would.
In short,i didn't enjoy it like how i planned it to be.
Such a disappointment =(

As you can see,i love fireworks very much.
The feeling you get.... is totally breath-taking.
You get what i mean?
I know you guys have experienced it before.
But it's from my point of view.
You get me?

Ah~
There's alot of things which makes me ponder,makes me feel troubled somehow.
Just alot of 'if' and 'why?'.
You get what i mean? You never know what will happen,you never know why it happen.
Maybe i'm just worrying things out of nothing.
But,it just kept me thinking.

And not just this,the things i do these days... I makes me feel
'Why am i doing this? Am i doing what i want?'
Now,you must be thinking 'So what are the things?' right?
Well,the life that i have been leading so far.
No,not that i have not enjoyed it.But rather,it didn't seemed as planned as what i like it to be.
The things that i do,the things that is happening around me,doesn't seem to come in sync with what i initially thought it'd be,or be at least what i can get used to.
Things just happened.
Pretty much of a 'whether you like it or not'.

And also,i do or say things when i don't even mean it.
And only to regret it after what i have done.
Come to think of it,i'm not as good as what people thought i am.
'cause i think i am rash,and somehow reckless like other guys is.

No,seriously....
I think,i'm not living my life like what i thought i would like.
Really,i just wanna live my life simple.
Live my life happy,live my life enjoyable.
Do things i wanna do,make people all around me smile,happy and all.
But my reckless and rashness,usually result otherwise.

Ah...
I have to go now,guys.
Good night.