Awakened,perhaps?

Hey guys.
It's been quite some time since i've blogged here eh?
It seems as if i had killed this blog or something.

Well,the past days,or rather,month....It has changed me quite a bit.
It made me realised alot of things,what i have and what i used to have.
That i used to have things that people envy.
That i have taken them for granted.
That i have lost them.
That i have regret losing them.
And finally,that "Past is a scenery that we can never return to".

After all this,it isn't bad at all.
Trying to hard to bring everything back,might even cause the adverse to happen.
I always repeat such phrases but yet not realising it happening all the while.
It moving away...It's like trying to catch a fish in the water.
The more you try to,the more it slips away,moving further and further from you.
Solutions? Try not to grab it,let it come to you?
Hahaha~

Anyways,i think,i should just learn how to let go.
Refusing to change doesn't mean everything will stop its pace with you.
I have to realised that...
Even how much i try not to change,people will change.
Even if i don't change,they will.
Those feelings,they will change.They will never stay the same.
I failed to realise,everyone is but a human afterall.

And you know,after all this,i realised.
Somewhere inside,i've changed gradually.That i have become more mature in a sense.
That i have realised so many things.
That i have learnt try to appreciate and treasure everything that i hold dear,for they will never last.
But as much as that,that childish side of me still remains.That childish me who wish to go back to the past.
But you know,we can never go back to the past,right?
I have to agree to that though i never want to.

Maybe i'm too sentimental,maybe i'm just too useless.
True,i find these feelings lacking in succesful people i have met.
Perhaps,i'm never gonna be successful in the future?
Haha~

But then again,perhaps,this is not that bad.
This is already good enough i guess.
I really have to appreciate what i have now and make the best out of it.
Hard,but i'll just have to try,right?

Maybe all this,is to harden me,to make me a better person in life.
You think?

And....

Hey guys.
Time flies doesn't it?
I don't know but,to me,time really flies.
So much,that i have realised,i haven't have much time left.
Life's gonna be busy.
Very busy.

But,after all this episodes.
I realised alot of things.
You could say,i have matured from this,i hope.
Now after all this,i have decided,or realised what i want.
What i want,how i want,and what i need to do.

I realised,all the while,i have been trying to do something.
Without really realising what i want and all.
And also,why i want.
But now that i know.

I realised,i have always been scared of making decisions.
Perhaps,that's why i have always been so immature.
Or rather,the other way round.
I always wanted things to not change.
So i tried to make things stay how it is,trying not to touch it.
But eventually,things will change.Everything will.
But i fail to realise,present is future's past.
The more i try to turn things back to the past,i didn't actually enjoy the present.

And also,i know what i want now.
I realised that the someone that is so important to me,is all the while in front of me.
That,i have always been neglecting her.
Now that i realised,everything that i wished for,actually revolves around her.
Thus,instead using the 'effort' to find that 'some other people',i'd rather put that and spend that on this someone special.
I can't live my life under influences of others,so afraid of what they think and all.
I know,i will never be happy this way.

So,from now on,i want to be the man who will my own decision.
And...

I'm back.And i guess i've sorted out some of my feelings.

Hey guys~
I'm back from Outer Space.Haha~
Just kiddin'.
But you know what?
It was a roller coaster ride for me.
And even now,i'm not sure if i'm out of it or not.
But now...
I just wanna express my feelings as an expression.
A prose perhaps,like what i have learnt from Literature classes when i was in Secondary.
So here we go,ok?



Not long ago,Dad left me with a caterpillar,before he left the family.
It was a very rare one,with magnificent colours.
He told me to take good care of it,for it will turn into something magnificent in the future.
In my opinion,it was because he held it very dear.
Naturally,i promised him.Yet,i resented it.
Why? It is just a caterpillar,i cannot understand why someone could hold it so dear.
Even if i tried to,the hair on it would irritate me.
I didn't like it one single bit.

Ok,perhaps it's true,i might be jealous of it.
It stole everyone's affection from me,the supposed owner of the affections.
But then again,it's proposterous.How can a person like me be possibly jealous of something so small? It doesn't make sense.

I was told to take care of it.I was told to give it the attention it needed.
It was a hassle,to bring a caterpillar out.
Don't you find it silly? No one does it nowadays.
But aww well,i will do it.Since i've promised that someone i resented so much,yet deeply respect.

But as time goes by,perhaps it wasn't much of an hassle.
I mean,it is still something magnificent.Everyone likes it wherever i bring it around.
And slowly,even i myself start to like it.
I mean,it isn't that bad as what i thought it would be,what i used to think it to be.
And somehow,i started to understand the 'potential' of the caterpillar which Dad told me about.
"It would eventually turn into a very beautiful butterfly"

And you know what? I am chasing butterflies now.I like it.
They are so magnificent.So beautiful.Even beautiful isn't the word to describe it.
Well,i still bring the caterpillar around with me.
And i know letting that caterpillar mingle with the butterflies,it would be something great.

And gradually,i start to realise,the effects of letting the caterpillar mingle with the butterflies.
It is starting act like one.
Well,somehow,i didn't really like it.I don't know why.
But i told myself,maybe such changes isn't bad.

Now,i have learnt how to catch butterflies.
Trying so hard,but i can catch none.
It is so difficult.
But i still bring my caterpillar along...
Wait,the caterpillar,it doesn't seem as like how it used to be.
There is a change.But i didn't really think it will affect much.
So,i ignore it.

I caught a few butterflies,but it didn't feel as great as how i thought it would be.
The butterflies eventually flew away,which makes me sad.
But the caterpillar,is still with me.

So,one fine day,while trying to catch a great butterfly,i fell.
Hurting myself very badly.It hurts.
And as i turn to look at the caterpillar that is with me,i realised,that caterpillar,is starting to turn into a butterfly.
And i start to realise,all the changes that i have seen in the caterpillar,is for that moment.
I was estatic.
The moment,it's near now,isn't it? The moment to own a butterfly.

Thus,i try to catch the butterfly with my own hands.
As i try to catch it,it flew further away from me.
I tried again,the results repeats.
And i start to see that,the 'caterpillar' is flying high,magnificently with other butterflies.
It is a great sight.
But somehow,i feel kind of weird,seeing the 'caterpillar' fly so high.
And i start to see the distance.
That as much as the 'caterpillar' is flying higher,i can't seem to reach it.
Because,i can't fly like the 'caterpillar'.

Now that i want it back,i tried the old ways of bringing it back.
Since i know how much the 'caterpillar' used to love leaves.
The 'caterpillar' did perch on the leaf,but that's not what i wanted.
Then i realised,the 'caterpillar' has changed.
It doesn't like the leaves anymore.
I feel sad somehow.It isn't like how it used to be.

And from time to time,the 'caterpillar' would come back to me.
But as i try to hold it,yet i fear of holding it.
I'm so afraid that holding it like how i used to would break it due to its fragility.
As much as i want to,my fears is bringing me away from it.

Slowly slowly,i then realised.
As much as i wanted a butterfly,it's in front of me all along.
And when it turned into a butterfly,perhaps,it didn't turned out as what i have expected it to be.
And that,it is truly the classic example of 'Be careful what you wished for'.

Now that i realised this,i know what i all along wanted now.
I didn't really want a magnificent butterfly.
All i want,is actually that caterpillar.
And how it used to be.
But you know,a butterfly,can never be a caterpillar again.

But since i know now what i want.I know i won't be hunting for butterflies like how i used to.
But instead,i will take my time to search for something that would remind me the times when i am with the caterpillar.
Now,i can only look up to the 'caterpillar',for it is flying up high in the sky.
But i will not try to catch it now.
At the very least,it is by my side.
That and the memories we used to have is more than enough.
But of course,if it is possible...
All i wish for is for the 'caterpillar' to be like the caterpillar it used to be again.
But,time will never return to how it used to be....



Ok,with this,i end it here.
How you guys think of it?
It didn't went as well as expected.
But it conveys the feelings that i have.
Yes,i really wanted the 'caterpillar' to read this.
But of course,i don't think it have learnt how to do it yet nor it will come and read it.
And perhaps,someday when the 'caterpillar' come here,read this and understand...
I wonder if we could ever return to where we were....

Sorry if i have sounded silly or nonsensical.
I am sorry.

Ah,i think i feel much better now...For now?

It's about 1 plus.I should sleep,yet i can't....

Hey guys....
It's me here,in hikkikomori mode.
Hahaha~

I can't sleep.
I can't fall asleep.
I'm thinking about alot of things.
Alot of things i shouldn't be thinking about.
Yes,i am tired,but i just can't sleep.

There's alot of things.
I want to say here.But don't dare.
It's too deep inside me.
But it pains me not to.
Yet,i can't.Not here.

I feel somewhat sad.No,that's not the word.
Lonely,perhaps? In a dilema,perhaps? Cold,perhaps?
Cold,as in,it's really cold now,the weather.But it's good for sleep.

Bah,somehow,some thoughts,just stayed in my head for days and days.
It's agonising me.
Somehow.
I'm really troubled.This time....

How?

A short post....Gosh,i'm sick~ (0A0)

Hey guys~
Mmmm...I've fall ill =/
It seems like a heaty flu. (Is it the way to describe it?)
Hahaha~
Bah... I hate being sick.
I can't enjoy the stuff i like...Food especially.

But yet,i can't sleep now.
I can't fall asleep.
Feeling so uncomfortable.
And i can't fall asleep,'cause i think i'm thinking about alot of stuff.
Too much stuff.

I'm reading a manga too.
But i ain't gonna tell you the name.
Hahaha~
Well,you wouldn't wanna know too,actually...Right?
Hahaha~
But safe to say,it's a shoujo manga.
Never fail to make me go 'awwwwwww~'
Shoujo manga always have this fuzzy factor.
Don't you agree?

Ok guys,back to my manga reading.
Nite~

I cooked Fried Rice yesterday.Haha~

Hey guys.
Haha~
Ah,i wanna blog about something i did yesterday.
Well,i did wanna post about it last night.
But i was told to off the computer before i could blog about it.

Ah,i prepared Fried Rice yesterday.
I know it's not much of an accomplishment,but yea,it's pretty much of a big step.

I perpared mixed vegetables, egg mixture, and karaage (Yes,that was an extra,somehow =D)
For the egg mixture,i've added
- 2 eggs
- 2 teaspoon of light soy sauce
- small amount of sesame oil
And i kinda whisked it with a fork till it's well-mixed.

Anyways,i have also prepared rice of course.
The left over rice since the night before.
So yes,i mixed it into a hot wok of oil. (Well,not too much,just a little)
Then i added in the mixture, mixed vegetables and the karaage.
After a while,i've added in some thai fish sauce.

After all the cooking,this is the result
Doesn't appetising eh?
But well,i think it taste edible.Hahaha~
Well,even Granny,who is pretty much of a pick eater,says it's good.
So i shan't doubt myself eh?
But,i'll try it again.Making sure it's not a fluke.
Haha~

OK guys,actually,i have not yet brush my teeth nor taken my morning bath.
Haha~
Off to do it.Feeling pretty uneasy.Haha~ =S
Oh yes,i think i caught the flu bug =/

The post where i talk about NatsuMatsuri

Hey guys~
After for so long,i'm back~
Well,for a while.Hahahaa~
For these while,i'm actually enjoying life to its fullest...
Well,sorta~

Actually,i was gaming.
I was playing maple.
Hahaha~
Reliving the nostalgia of playing maple.So ya,back to mapling.
And the more i play,the more i think that i am a hikkikomori.
I'm not going out of the house unless for work or school.
Well,or some groccery shopping.
Well,this is good,i'm not spending more than what i should.Haha~

Ah,and last week,we went to Natsu Matsuri, or Summer Festival at Japanese Primary School Changi Campus.
I must say,it's a blast.Totally~
Well,except for some minor hiccups,everything was cool =)

We went to the Festival by school bus. (Well,since i'm performing there for the storytelling/play)
We went to school early to practice. And also,we learnt how to dance bon odori.
Well,a few songs...And suprisingly,there's songs like Chan Mali Chan. Cute yes?

Reaching the campus... Well,we were 'greeted' by crowds.
Well,it was crowded everywhere,everyone was queue-ing.
See? Isn't it crowded?
I was so relieved we had 'booked' tickets prior to the event.
Thus,we can enter at ease.
Tadaa~ The ticket~♪ XD

Entering the event space,it's more crowds.
It's seriously crowded... Though the crowd wasn't what i had expected.
Supposedly,i thought it was crowded with Japanese,local or otherwise.
But instead,it was crowded with locals,well,and a minority of Japanese.
But aww well,at least there is.
Hahha~

But i must say,Japanese are very very shy,from what i have observed from the event.
I have spoken to a few (well,i was passing out the brochures)
And yea,they're very reserved.Well,perhaps too reserved.

Ah,and while 'patrolling' around,i saw this
Traditional tea sets and pottery~
Nice,don't you think?
Man... But it's expensive.
The event showcased a big number of awesome stuffs...
And tagged with 'awesome' prices T^T
So people like me,who is full at heart and empty at the pocket,were pretty disheartened by it.

So as night came,the festival hits somewhat of a higher note.
With a stage at the middle of the field,there was performances,and there were crowds gathering at sides.
Well,but our performance wasn't on the stage.Haha~
Aww well,it'd be too scary actually.Hahaha~

And without saying,the highlight of it was the Bon Odori.
Hahaha~
It's great,the atmosphere and all.
I didn't join it though.I'm pretty bad at it.
Besides,i'd only learnt it earlier that day.Haha~
But trust me,if i were to have a chance next year,i'd most probably join in the dance.
It seems so fun,everyone was enjoying it.
Haha~

And also,there were games....
And the prizes were pretty cool.Well,that's the lure of the games.
Hahah~
Sis played,i didn't.
I had to prepare for the storytelling/play.
So yes.

And we met up with Uncle Alex and his family.
Ah,Tessa and Hannah are growing up to become fine ladies.
Hahaha~
They are so cute.
And the last time i saw them was two years ago.Haha~
And now they were...well,still small,but they are more grown up.
Haha~
But they are cute.
Should've took pictures of them.Haha~

Ah,but i must say,everything that day,was great.
You know what?
I should rent a yukata next year.Or perhaps,i should get one myself.
Hahaha~
It looks nice.
And Sis... She looks great in it.Hahaha~

Ah,gotta go back training my maple character...
And bath for Pierre =_=
So ya.
Adios~

Even the sweetest chocolate expires....

Hey guys.
Ah,had my practical test for Rooms Operation this morning.Hahaha~
Well,it's bad.Totally bad.
Sorry for the pessimism,but yea.
Hahaha~

I think i screwed up big time.
Totally.
Hahahaha~
But aww well,gotta' do my best for the written test two weeks later huh?
Hahahaha~

Ah,so thanks to Kiwi blog-hopping this morning in class,i was able to learn something new today.
It is a quote which i can't help but to agree with.

"When someone is sweet to you, don't expect that he/she will be like that
all the time because even the sweetest chocolate expires"

Don't you agree with it?
Hahahaha~

And after the depressing 'analysis' made by Kiwi and Chanel,i was kinda demoralise.
Um,it seems as if,i am not heading anywhere.
It's also as if,the only direction headed to is disappointment.
Maybe,deep down inside,i might agree with them.

I know all this...But i just want to wait for it.
Why? 'cause i believe.
Maybe it might be totally different from what they think it is.

I really want to wait for everything to be ok.
Only then,will i do what i planned to do.
For her (Doubt she'll know it's her),i think i'm willing to wait.
For her,I'm willing to be the sweetest chocolate that doesn't expire.

Ok,maybe i am being childish,holding on to the 'if i believe,everything will be okay' idea.
But,i really wish this will work.
I'm tired.I'm tired of being lonely.
Wishing someone to understand what i do and appreciate it.
It hurts sometimes,knowing no one will appreciate what you do.
It hurts being lonely.

Just another emo post.

Hey guys~
Ah,so how did you guys spend your National Day this noon?
Hope it went well.
Hahaha~

And me?
No no, i didn't go to watch the fireworks like i thought i would.
In short,i didn't enjoy it like how i planned it to be.
Such a disappointment =(

As you can see,i love fireworks very much.
The feeling you get.... is totally breath-taking.
You get what i mean?
I know you guys have experienced it before.
But it's from my point of view.
You get me?

Ah~
There's alot of things which makes me ponder,makes me feel troubled somehow.
Just alot of 'if' and 'why?'.
You get what i mean? You never know what will happen,you never know why it happen.
Maybe i'm just worrying things out of nothing.
But,it just kept me thinking.

And not just this,the things i do these days... I makes me feel
'Why am i doing this? Am i doing what i want?'
Now,you must be thinking 'So what are the things?' right?
Well,the life that i have been leading so far.
No,not that i have not enjoyed it.But rather,it didn't seemed as planned as what i like it to be.
The things that i do,the things that is happening around me,doesn't seem to come in sync with what i initially thought it'd be,or be at least what i can get used to.
Things just happened.
Pretty much of a 'whether you like it or not'.

And also,i do or say things when i don't even mean it.
And only to regret it after what i have done.
Come to think of it,i'm not as good as what people thought i am.
'cause i think i am rash,and somehow reckless like other guys is.

No,seriously....
I think,i'm not living my life like what i thought i would like.
Really,i just wanna live my life simple.
Live my life happy,live my life enjoyable.
Do things i wanna do,make people all around me smile,happy and all.
But my reckless and rashness,usually result otherwise.

Ah...
I have to go now,guys.
Good night.

It's a Wednesday,Thursday then Friday... No,there's no Wednesday XD

Hey guys~
I'm so sorry i kinda went MIA for these few days.
Terribly sorry.
Was so tired.
Dead fatigue i'd say.
Sleeping early these days as well.
I guess i'm sleeping early too.Hahahaha~

Ah,but for the past days,it's great.
Totally great.
Hahahah~
Alot of things has happened.
Guess it's 'cause it's the last second week of school.
Hahaha~

So you see,we had our last practical class for Kitchen Practicum.
So we prepared buffet.
And somehow,it was one of the most relaxed lessons for the module.
Hahaha~
I went in and out of the kitchen freely,since there's nothing much to do~ ^_^"
So i was hanging out at the bartender's section.
And they were trying out the cappucino.
I took a sip.There was no taste to it,and pretty bitter due to the cocoa.
Hahaha~
And guess what? It wasn't cappucino to be served,it's just for demo purpose =_=

Hahaha~
But seriously,i was somehow bored before the start of operations.
So i went around taking pictures.
Hahahaha~ Guess what's in the pot?
It's butter reduction.Hahahaha~ Pretty buttery in smell.Hahaha~

And for the long awaited buffet chef's table~
There was alot of food served~
There's tiramisu (Yes,a big bowl of Tiramisu.My love..... XD )
And it was gone before my second serving =_=

Hahaha~ And on the main course/side dish/starters side,there's pretty much awesome food as well.
There's mussels, fried rice, pastas and many more.
Isn't it awesome?

hahahaha~
Let's take a look at the table in sections.

Starter/main course/side dish

Desserts

Hahahaha~
Lovin' it? XDD

For today?
We had a blast tooo.
It's our last Microeconomics lesson.
It's kinda sad... Since the facilitator for this module is one of my favourite facilitators.
Ah....
It was nice of her to treat us pizza~

Nothing appeals a glutton more than pizza,right? Or is there.....
hahahaha~
Aww well~
But it's kinda sad somehow.
Ah.....

After school...... We went to practice for the test that's coming up on next Tuesday.
I'm not prepared yet i guess.
I'm not good enough.
But while waiting for my turn,i was just slacking around,goofing around.

Hahaha~
It's fun,to see Chanel being high with a camera,and taking alot of pictures.
It's really fun.
You can say,out of the whole class this semester,they are my best friends in this class.Hahaha~

Oh yes,i got my iPhone ^_^
Well,but i'm still hesistating.
Whether should i use it now as a phone?
'Cause i'm pretty comfortable with the phone i'm using now.Hahaha~

Ah....
I'm so tired.
Physically and mentally....
Though i seem so happy and filled with eventful stuff,
i feel somehow lonely somehow.
As if something is missing.
If only... i can find that 'something'.

Ah....
Gotta go sleep.
Guess tomorrow's another long day huh?
Haha~

Yahooo~ A new change at last =)

Hey guys~
As you can see,i've changed the skin of this blog.
So tired of older post being obscured.
I mean,they're good,but being obscured by newer ones.
You get what i mean?
Anyways,how you guys like this skin? Good? =)

Ah,for today,it's pretty much eventful i guess.
Took alot of pictures.Hahaha~

This morning in the market,i saw this
Little parrots.Hahahaha~
They're all so cute.Definitely adorable =)
Their owner brought them here as a mode of telling fortune.
There's quite a number of people.
Well,guess it's the novelty which draws the crowd.Haha~

Ah,i have also tried the candy Mom got yesterday.
I think she got it from some korean shop or fair.
It's awwfully nice XDD (If that's a way to describe how nice is a candy XDD )
The taste of the peach candy reminds me so much of a beverage i had when i was young.
Was it Pink Dolphin? I can't remember.
Hahaha~
As for the strawberry flavoured candy,it was rather common.
It taste like common strawberry flavour.
But nonetheless,i still prefer it over the peach one.
Hahaha~

And on my way back,guess what i saw?
Hahaha~
Man... Seriously,kudos to the guy who did this.
It's epic awesomeness with hint of epic funny-ness.
Hahaha~

Ah,and the sky was pretty great this noon too ^_^

Headed to Ray's place after school.
Tried his mixdeck.
One word. AWESOME.
Hahaha~I mean it looks so cool.
Don't you agree?
Although it made me feel like a fish out of water,i feel so much fun playing it.
Well,i get this feeling all the time when i play with a mixdeck =D

Ray also teached Sis how to beatmatch and basics of pitching.
And Sis is getting the hang of it.
Pretty fast of her to get that.So proud of her.
Hahaha~
Anyways,it's great,we're one step nearer to our goal... For Sis and me.
Hahaha~

Yes yes,and also,i tried this last night.
It's a leave-on mask from Laneige.
It's pretty good i think.
My face feels so cool when applying it on my face.Hahaha~
You guys should try it too sometime.
Hahahaha~

Ok guys,back to doing my RJ.
Or else i won't be able to complete it in time >.<
Nite~

Hey guys~
Ah~
Didn't post anything yesterday 'cause i was so tired.
Imagine,having to reach home at 11 after a long day of work.
Hahaha~
Ok,perhaps i'm complaining too much >.< Izwan told me about it some time ago.
But yeaa,this is the real deal.Hahaha~
Cool isn't it?
Hahahaha~ XDD

And on my way to buy dinner,guess what i saw?
Yes~ Moon cakes.
So now you have to wonder.
Why is there mooncake when the 7th month isn't here yet?
Hahahaha~ Man....
But awww well...
AWWW WEEEEE~ THERE'S MOONCAKES AVAILABLE !!!
And it seems pretty yummy ^_^
Hahahaha~
It's by Bakerzin by the way. (Wonder if i got the name correctly)

Hahahaha~
And for today? I got myself this.
Finally,after a year.
Man.... The mangaka is really taking his time huh?
But it's good,so worth the wait.
Man.... Watching Shiki and Arcuied so loving,i feel so 'doki doki'.
It just makes you feel like saying "Awwww,so sweeet~" with that fuzzy feeling.
Seriously... Maybe i'm just being too exaggerated.But....
Hahahaha~
Anyways,it seems like it's gonna end =/
It's my most favourite title out of all my collections.
Well,with Rozen Maiden in the second place.Hahaha~

Man....
Come to think of it,i'm in financial deepshit,again =_=
Having to owe money to Ray (Due the the club tickets) and having to pay for the chalet for EMP.
And also to feed the blackhole called my stomach.
It's so scary~~~
But aww well,this means i have to cut down on buying songs,eating cheaper foods and stop buying junk food X_X
Hahahaha~
Set~
Until i get my pay on September,not August's.Hahahah~
Hahaha~

And you know what?
There's been something that has been bugging me.
Am i being a good grandson and a good brother?
I mean,i acted so hostile to my grandmother.
Ok,before you guys start to judge me on that,i must say that,i'm just letting out what i feel.
Not for you guys to judge.
Ok,anyways.
I was saying that,sometimes,she accuses Sis of some stuff which she didn't do and make a big hooha over it.
I hated that.And i don't like her on that.
I mean,how could you question the integrity of anyone in this house? Where is the trust we have as a family?
With that in mind,it kinda cause me to feel hostile somehow.
But how i wish,we could go back to the old days,where we were so happy.
When things are so simple,where we would have Roti Prata for breakfast on every sunday morning.
I want to return to that time.

And now you ask,what has it gotta do with being a good brother,right?
Now this is the thing.
It seems that Sis is feeling irritated by me or something.
Perhaps i might be too sensitive or anything,but that's how i feel.
It seems like the duration of our conversation is getting lesser and lesser.
Mmmmm.
Is this part of growing up as well?
Somehow,it just makes me sad in a way.
'cause it feels as if we weren't that close anymore.
It pains me to think that way =/

Hope things will go well,return to normal,everyone being happy.
How i wish everything could be like the past...
So simple....

Hey guys~
Hahaha~
I cheated.
I made the date to be at 31th~
I don't want this post to be obscured~

Why?
It's too great.Totally~

You see,we did Poached chicken with fragrant rice for Thursday menu.
Yes,you can also call it chicken rice.
But,it's not hainanese.Hahaha~

But anyways,it was good.
The chicken,the sauce,the vegetable,the soup.
Totally awesome =)
The sauce produced for the guest is like
Alot eh?
Hahahaha~
And coincidentally i saw this
It's a heart shape.Isn't it cute? =)
And it's a totally awesome chefs' table on Thursday.
Don't you agree? =)

And on yesterday,Ray,Sis and i became fan boys and girls.
Why?
We went to the Sundown Festival Fan Meet.
It's totally awesome.
I mean,how often do you get to see Visual Kei bands this near?
Hahaha~

Initially,we couldn't go in, 'cause we do not have tickets.
We almost went off.
Luckily we stayed on XDD

Hahaha~
And the most disappointing thing was...
My cam died on me while taking videos of SuG.
It's such a waste.Damn it~

Ah,but aww well,at least i took some pictures.
Here's LM.C
Man.... They're really tall.When people say they're tall,they are.
Hahahaha~ They're like at least 175cm? Hhahaha~ Man....

And here's SuG
Man... Takeru is really pretty.
He really looks like how he is in their PV.Really~
Hahahaha~
And Yuji is really cute (as in,cartoon.)
He was like.... I can't remember what he did.But ya,very cute.

And~
I took video of LM.C~ XDD
Hahaha~
Have yet to upload them.
I'll post them here tomorrow,hopefully =)


Hahaha~
Ok guys.Gotta go.
Night~

Hey guys~
Ah~
At last my headache stopped.
It was hurting like crazy this noon.
So bad i didn't want to enjoy playing on the CDJ.

Hahahhahaha~
These pains keep haunting me more often these few days.
Wonder why... Am i gonna die? Hahahaha~

Anyways,today was kinda fun.... well except for the headache part.
Hahahaha~
Today's lesson's on garnishing,plating.
Nice eh?
And Adib did most of the job.... and i did the least =X
Hahahaha~
Man.... He's also another talented guy.
Look at his work.
You can't deny that he is very very talented.Really.
He is one talented guy.Hahaha~

Ah~~~~
Earlier on,i downloaded some albums of House Nation.
It made me sad somehow.
It is somewhat like 'A Taste of Winter', a mixtape of some sort.
So,i can't mix it.....
And... So luckily i didn't go all out and buy it.
I'll cry if i do that i guess.Hahaha~
But seriously,it's a sad thing.I mean,i want to mix these songs...
Yet i can't find the full length songs anywhere.
I can't even buy it.
Isn't it sad?

But aww well~
Hope some day,somehow,i can get those songs.
Hahaha~
And most probably,by that time,Sis would be playing those instead.

'Cause somehow,it is already set.
Sis's gonna play what i like to play,Soulful and Vocal House.
While i play funkier beats,like Funky,Progressive,Electro House.
Hahahaha~
So,it's gonna be so cool.
I mean,if possible,Sis could join Ray and me in our goal to be better DJs.
You get what i mean? It's gonna be so cool.
And by that time... If there is another Beatzfusion.
Imagine us all going into the finals.Great eh? XD

Hahaha~ I'm being too ambitious....
But having a goal,is good right? Hahahah~

And you know what?
I'm so gonna get Fierce Angel Disco III for myself.
And most probably get Hed Kandi Lounge for Sis, or Fierce Angel Beach Angels.
Ah~~~

Okie dokie guy.
Gotta go now.
Nite~

Hey guys....
Ah,today's post... Most probably gonna be a long one i guess.
Well,cause it's both today's as well as yesterday's.
Hahahaha~

Ok guys,so yesterday,i was working.Hahaha~
Well,you would just expect a normal day at work huh?
Hahahah~
Well,supposedly...
But you know,Mandy came to visit the shop.Heeheehee~
So nice of her.
It's always so nice to have a friend to drop by eh?
Hahahaha~

Later in the day,bought gummies from Mini Toons.
It's pretty boring without customers you know?
And eating gummies is a good way to kill your boredom you know you know?
Hahahaha~ XD
I sound like a kid =X
Anyways,so when there is customers with kids dropped in,i'll ask them if they want gummies or not.
Hahaha~
So cute~
Hahahaha~ You see you see? How can it not be tempting,yes no?
It's cola by the way.I'm a sucker for cola gummy *_*

Oh yes oh yes,i received this yesterday too.
Looks like a digivice eh?
It's an internet banking thing.
Looks so like a toy.Mmmm....
There's skins to go with it too.Cool eh? XD

Hhahaha~
Ah,and for today,it was something like a spring cleaning.
Which i detest the most.
Why? Cause i have to throw away things that seems unimportant yet has its certain meaning.
Perhaps,i'm just too sentimental,but it always hurts me to throw away stuff.
It's pretty much a sad thing,you can say.Hahaha~

Anyways,out of the throwing so many old things and meaningful things,i salvaged a few stuff.
Yesssaa~ Hahahaha~
Found em.
They holds so many memories to me.
I mean,it holds so many childhood memories that i had.
I mean,especially the beyblade.
Most parts came from Marcus.
He gave me some of his collection.
Now thinking back,i felt so bad taking so many stuff from him.
Speaking of which,i wonder how is he.
It's been 5 or 6 years since i last saw him.
Guess he has grown up to a fine young handsome gentleman i hope =D
Hahaha~
So wanna meet him when i have the chance to do that =)

Ah,i think i should rest early.
Having chest pains,yet again.
Wonder if it's the pre-symptoms of flu or just due to fatigue catching up with me.
Man.... I feel like as if i'm an old man....
And it still hurts now =/
I'm not going school tomorrow.
I think i should take that time to rest.
I think i wanna make lunch for Sis too ^_^

Bah...
Finding so many stuffs that brings back the nostalgia.
Man.... It feels so nice.
I want to go back to then.
When things aren't so complicated,where things are so simple.
When the only trouble is 'cause i can't get the newest game or gadget.
Hahaha~
I sound like a spoilt brat at that time.
Well,trust me,i think i am when i was a kid.Hahaha~

OK,guys~
I think i gotta go.
Rest.Hahaha~
Nite~