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..........Do you believe,if i say,i'm pretty depressed?
Why?You asked.Then,i will answer you with another question.
If the people who you thought would respect your decision the most now doubt and not understand what you are doing now,how would you feel? ......Sad,right?
To a certain extend,i feel useless.I feel,i'm not good enough for anything,or in some case,anyone....A useless bum that's going to end up like someone he detest the most in the whole damn world...You think?
But then it's alright...Guess no one have to understand or believe in what i am doing.As long as i get my job done,get my s**t cleaned up,it's alright,ya?
So,now i don't feel as bad as just now,coz' i realised,people can't always understand you,especially when it concerns their interest on the bad side.Because,more than often or not,humans are selfish.Even i myself am selfish,i admitt.No one's a saint here.
So it's alright,really,sinking myself in depressing songs,my way of drowning my sorrows?
But guess and hope that,after a good night sleep,everything will go back to normal,then i will be laughing,goofing like an idiot,so as to cheer everyone around me up?But it seems,they are forever unhappy about the state they are in now,and the fact that my inability to cheer them up,could perhaps be the reason as to why i am feeling depressed?All i wanted,is just to see everyone being happy,truly happy.Seems like this is so f**king impossible.Especially in a time like this,isn't it?
Ok,maybe at times,i seems to not care about almost everything,but then the problem is,not everything is what it seems.

Hey all~
Ah,so long no post le,got miss me?I know you guys do XD
Ah,so,today's nice.Fun,and aw so sweeet~,coz' you know why?
I've got my new dolls.And kinda can say,her birthday(as in,the day you remove the girl from her box)
So,it started,when i went to Dollz inc. at Wheelocks this noon(or evening,if that's how you put around 5 pm).So,choosing between two Blythe dolls,Can Can Cat and Bow Wow Trad.I took like very long to decide(nearly an hour just on deciding the doll).I took Can Can instead.
Well,maybe i'm on the side of collectors whereby 'you don't keep things the way it is,you customise' type,i took of every accessories from the girl,bought some punk punk clothings and put it on her.Well,so,from a Can Can Dancer into a Punk,quite a big change,huh?Cool,isn't it?
Then,i took lots of pics the moment i remove her from the box.
So ya,here are some of the pics,
When she's still in her box....

And when she's out and in her actual costume....

And finally,after her customization,nice? XD

And oh yes,i've named her Kathy.Well,why Kathy?Coz' she kinda' reminds me of someone i know,and after all,she's Can Can Cat (see the connection there?),so ya,there you have it.
Ok then,i think i'll gotta' do more editing and stuff.
So,Cyas&Buh bye~ Cheers~

Hey ya all~
Ah,Ah Xian's server's not up yet for today.Maybe a lil' while more then.

Nowadays,i think my body's telling me that i shouldn't pig out like how i used to.It seems,my body is getting different.As in,getting sicker?Haiz.....
But whatever lah,as long as i enjoy myself,it should be fine.I mean,the main thing is 'not to regret,what life throws at you'.You know what i mean?Ahahahaz.

Gah ah,oh ya,i didn't manage to put up my new year resolution.But would it be fine?As in,this is the 5th day of the month le.Man....Like i care.
So,New Year Resolution for 2009 is:
-Work hard,Play even harder
-getting used to new environment faster
-Be more ok (in every sense)
-Able to do what i've always wish doing
-Customise a new blythe doll by myself
And more.So many i don't know how to list
Guess it's human to want so many things huh?But will it happen,i'm not sure.But what i'm sure of is that,i will try make it happen.That's me,youcan't change it whether you like it or not.

Guess i rarely touch this blog nowadays huh?Seems like this blog's pretty dead,ya?
Well,it's not hard to imagine why.Being a full-time maid,this and that.Now you know why.Hahahaz.

Ok lah,guess it's time for work now.Drop by sometime else.
Buh bye...

Hey all~
Ah,past week's a blast.Know what i mean? Everything went well,all's fun.

Mmmm,On Monday.We went out for Yuki Yaki at Marina Square.
Everyone: Ray,Ah Xian,Ah Yao and his bro,Ah Thien,my sis and myself.
So,we first went to Bugis for the arcade.It seems like most of the previous outings we were also there =_= Well,after all,the arcade there rocks *_*
After an hour or two,we went Orchard.I like the Isetan there,forgot which though.
The Japanese Supermarket was awesome.As in,food and stuff.They even got Ramune there.Nice,ya?We then head to Taka after that.
Ah,so,soon after,we went to Marina Square by bus.We went straight to Yuki yaki for reservations.Guess what?It's fully booked =_-
Ok,after a while more,we went there.Ok,this time,we can enter.So,we have lots of fun there.Ate alot and played with the 'ice-cream maker'.
Then we went home late.Ahahahaz.
THE END?

Ah,then,my new year day wasn't much of an interesting day should be.It consist of me,staying at home,sleeping in the noon and waking up to a terrible headache.Kinda' stupid huh?
Haiz....

And guess i've gotta' go prepare lunch for my sis and self.So,i'll see you guy around.
Cheers~

Hey all~
Woos,it feels so good figuring out all thoughts now.Damn,i've been so messed up past week.
Ah,got a new haircut.Fringe apparently got shorter T_T
But it'll be longer and will become the kind of hairstyle i want,nice huh?
Gah,tomorrow's workday,so fast ya? 2 days have past.Time flies...
Seesh,it seems,i've decided on a big big decision already.And most probably,it's confirmed.What is it? I'm not gonna' tell you.But keep your eyes peeled on me,ok?
Whatever things may be,i want what i had confirm to go on.As in,the show must go on,u get it?And most of all,doing it without any regrets.Coz' living with regrets seriously sucks.
Ok,gotta' go now.See ya' 'round.Ciao...

Hey yo all~
Haiz...Previously few days,i've been pretty demoralised and depressed.
Coz' of most unsuccessful stuff i did at work,and the thought of my colleagues being unhappy 'bout that.Maybe due to myself being too sensitive,i think.
So,just a few moment ago,i told myself,not to be depressed,and unhappy bout such stuffs.Coz' it might not exist at all.So,i'm not depressed anymore.Isn't it good? =D
Ok,so,hope everything's gonna' go fine,goes well,and everyone's happy.
Gee,pretty emo i've been huh? Ahahaz...
Mmmm,guess insufficient sleep is also another factor bahz.You think?
Ah,let's not think about such depressing thoughts le.Let's focus on nice things.
Ah,gonna' have a change of phone after the 16th of this month.Yays~!
Mmmm,I want a W902.It's a pretty cool model.With 5.0 megapixel camera,and its walkman function,it's a sweet baby.You think?

Hey hey all~!
Woosh!Today's an off-day.So i did pretty much to rest myself.It felt nice,really.
Got myself some cough medicine.Hopes it works well,so i won't have anymore incessant cough here and there.It's pretty sucky when things like that happens.Don't you think so?
Woa,Beatmania IIDX 16 Empress is out at last (Sweeeeeeet~).There's lots of nice songs in there.One of them would be CaptivAte2~覚醒~.Long awaited,at last.Oh ya,DJ Trooper PS2 version is also out.Should be nice as well.
ah,Code Geass.On Okto.It seems to be a good anime,somehow.With Ali Poject's song as its ending,it shouldn't be bad XD

Hey all.Having sore throat isn't really something fun.
It hurts,it hurts when you speak,hurts when you wanna' eat.
It sucks,really.
Ah,past week can say it's pretty fine,except for this sore throat and me being slow,messing thiings up.
I really hate bringing inconvenience to others.It's just someting in me.
Well,hate it especially when i did something wrong and someone else got scolded instead of me.You could say,take the rap for me? I hate that.I don't like others being scolded for my wrong-doings,and stuff.
I feel bad.I really feel bad for my trainer.For the past week,it seems,he got scolded for the things we've done.I feel bad,really.I mean,he did well,teach me well.But i only caused him to get scolded.I feel really really bad.I'm the worst.....
Hope that by next week,i can get my things do well,so that he do not need to be scolded.

Ah~ At last my computer~ Still got virus =_="
So that explains me not able to online these days.But it seems,i'll be working from now on.So guess only off-days den can really fully use.
It's fun,people there is nice.
Mmm,guess only bad thing is that I won't have much time to accompany my sis =(
But what to do? Correct? Guess i'll have to fully use my off-days to accompany her then.



Scheat - SuG
I like this song.It kinda' remind me of Rinne No Tsumi by An Cafe.To me.Do try that song as well ^^

Hey all~
Ah,it's the end of exams le,at last.So happy~
Gee,so tomorrow's orientation at Takashimaya,huh?It's kinda' nice i think.
As in,if things go well,i'll be working.So fast,but it's nice somehow.
Ah,can't wait for tomorrow.So many things.Orientation,overnight.
I scared tomorrow's overnight i can't stay awake.Buh...
Hope i won't doze off,hope so.



Konoha - Nightmare
The first time hear this song was on the radio.Kinda' soft for a Visual Kei band song if you ask me.But then,Kousai from Alice Nine was pretty much softer than this.
Well,i like this song,well,that's why i post on this blog.Gee,it's a bummer that i can't find the translation for it though.So what can i do now is only to rely on my limited vocabulary for Japanese and figure out its meaning =(

Woo hoo~ Today's pretty cold,no?
Yay~ 2 more papers to freedom,I suppose.Then can really enjoy.
Play,play and play~~~
But must concentrate now.Only until the last paper.Oh well~
Woa woa,2 days more to the release of Supreme Show,Leech,Orion and Speed's newest single.Cool huh? Then a week after that is More! More! More! and Dream Fighter's release.So cool,so many musics are released after another.



JUMPER - capsule
One of my favorite music group.Somehow,they are one of the people who influence me into this genre of music.Producer Yasutaka Nakata is really genius.Really.Featured in More!More!More!,I'm really looking forward to its release.

Ahahaz.I'm not yet asleep.Not tired yet.Funny huh?



Sakura hanazaki somenikeri - D
I seriously like this.Honestly.I like the song,i like the way they dress,everything.Cool huh?As in,i really like Asagi's voice.And i also like Tsunchito,the bassist.And his pink kimono =P



Uzu - Kagrra,
Ah yes,this is the PV i told Ah Xian to check out yesterday.It's really nice.Fits the song,and doesn't it somhow reminds you of Utakata,another song by Kagrra as well.I like the lady behind the Hanya mask.I don't know why,but i think she looks prettier than the main lady somehow.

Seesh,is it me or my com's getting lil' laggy already.Aw well,guess it's also time for me to rest as well.Ok then,i go rest now.Hope i can post anytime soon =/

Hey hey.See anything special now?
Yep,i went online at this time in the morning.
Don't ask me why,i can't sleep.
Don't ask me why,coz' i don't know why as well.
Man...But tomorrow has schedules can say pretty busy.
Early morning go out,then i don't will be anywhere early coming back also.
Haiz...
Ah,but just now was fun.Coz'earlier on just now,went Lot 1 with Kyori after her work.
It was pretty fun,she kept laughing.Same like myself.
Ah,hope we could go out next time.it should be fun.Really =D
Woo hoo!After next week,i'm a free man.Yahoo!Coz' O's gonna' end like within 4 days' time.
After that,really wanna' enjoy my days,then go work.Really, 've been looking forward like for month,i guess.
Woa woa,then on next friday,i guess it'll be extremely fun.
Why? Coz' we're gonna' have an overnight at Ray's house.We've kinda' have a tentative schedule for the whole day,pretty cool huh?
Ah,guess i'm gonna' do other things now.Maybe i'll post something else next week?
Ok then,i'm gonna' end this post with another music video =)



Starry Sky YEAH!Remix - capsule x daft punk x beastie boys
Well,kinda' saw this video while finding a proper video for Starry Sky but aw well,i found something good.This is cool,seriously.It blends pretty well.The whole thing.I like seriously.

Hey all again,2 times in a row.
Ah,today's pretty cooling especially now.Due to the downpour earlier on.
Pretty nice,actually.Nice to study,nice to rest,nice to sleep XP
Earlier on as well,i went to watch some CM of some singers and bands.
A few are really very funny,if you get the joke that is.
Like for example, this



It's very funny to me,coz' when Mika Nakashima was about to kiss the guy,then the two Meiji waffers interupts.Very cute,if you ask me.
Then there's another as well,



This isn't as funny as the previous one,but well,it's cute,no?In a way.I personally like Aiko.She's pretty talented,her songs are nice.Really.



Ok,this isn'ta CM,but it's funny anyways.Found this while watchin Gazette's Gem Cerey CM.

Ah yes,before i go and pass the computer to my sis,i wanna' let you guys enjoy some PV of Aiko.



Kisshug - Aiko
This is the first song i heard from her.Well,i kinda' fell in love with this song the first time i heard it.It's pretty nice,don't you think? This song is the song for Hana Yori Dango Final,if i'm not wrong.



Futari - Aiko
One of the songs featured in her album's CM.Nice isn't it?
Actually,i wanna' put 'Shiawase' in here as well.But i can't seem to find that video in youtube.But if you want,you can find it in Cruchyroll.It's under her name,so it's pretty,pretty easy to find.

Ok,i'm gonna' the com' to my sis now.So see you guys tomorrow,if i do go online that is... XP

Hey yo~
It's been like so long since i posted something,huh?
Ok ok,my O's haven't ended yet,just taking a breather,you could say.
So i've changed my blogskin.i kind of got inspired by the song 月光, thus the moonlight theme of this blog (even though i wasn't the one who made this blog XP)
You could say, O's ending pretty soon,wif a week more or so to go.Looking forward to it.Bet you guys too,huh?
Oh yes,do check my sis's blog out.She'd just create it not so long ago,so do check it out,tag her and link her.
Before i go,i wanna' share a song with you guys.



Koishikute - UVERworld

This song had hit the J-1 hit chart on XFM 96.3 (forgot the ranking,though)
but it's a pretty nice song,if you ask me.And i'm sure you guys would like it pretty much as well.
I personally like the lyrics.And i must admitt,TAKUYA,the lead singer has a good(and high) voice.really,hope you guys will like this song and support the band =D
Ok,gotta' go now,Bye bye ^^

Hey all~
It's been like so long since i've post an entry,no?
Well,previously didn't have the feel of posting,that's why. *Sorry all T_T
Anyways,earlier on,i've went to Central.
There was this Japanese Matsuri Festival. Pretty cool,i'd say.All the cosplayers there.Even the hosts there was wearin Lolita gears.
You can say,Central is pretty jap-oriented.As in,with not much effort,you can find a jap-related shop,and not to mention,lots and lots of japanese restaurants.Nice,i'd say.By far,the mall with most japanese stuff i had seen.

One with one of the host. Cute,isn't she? ^^
Another one with the other host. Pretty~ *_*
Look,my expression's pretty awkward here.Nervous,butterflies in my stomach and loads of words to describe nervous.My heart beats pretty hard as well.I like her style,which is lolita to a little of goth.I like~
So at last,i found a radio programme which plays j-pop.At last.How happy i was,and the DJ is her.Nice isn't it? =D

Hey~
Um,what can i say?Um,pretty tired bahz.Sleepy especially.Now especially.
So where should i start with?Vampire Knight already reach episode 10 le (fast right?)
Maybe ( maybe only) I'll start with Zero No Tsukaima after this.Season 1 and 2.
So can say now rushing to watch anime bahz.
Ok then,i'll continue with it le.
Bye.

Hey ya guys~!
Gyah~ Pass week's ..... intense,it seems. Exam practice and stuffs.Kinda' stressed.
Kyah~~ Haven actual already so stress.... =_= How~
Especially on Tues.2 maths paper.Ok lahz,e-math is ok.But when reach a-math,it's hard lahz.After that,i was lik,so tired after reaching home that i went to sleep pretty early,with splitting head ache.
So,just now was the cross country.At last,a year that i can participate in the event.And i walked the whole distance.Kinda' nice.Enjoying scenery.
And after that,we went Sakae,nice lorz.So long no eat Jap cuisine.
Reach home and slept till just now.Kah...Wonder how going to sleep later on...
Ok,officially,i'm now watching Vampire Knight le.Yet haven start on it yet.... (=_=)
Ok,go watch le.Bye~

Hey ya~
Well,here for my weekly rants~! Rahs~ Just jokin' ;)
Say,past weeks is like,um painful,i would say? Got bitten by unknown bugs,got bumped by my bed edge when sleepin',and a nosebleed from a hit to the nose by a frisbee....
So i have ended up deciding what anime to see le (finally,after sooo long.....)
Yes,it's Chobits.Well,for a long time not watching that le and finding it quite sweet,i've decided to see.
Well,planned a list of animes to watch le,though not in order lahz.
-Shakugan No Shana II
-Special A
-Vampire Knight
-Sister Princess
-Zero No Tsukaima
-Paradise Kiss
-School Days

Still got more,but can't list them out quite just yet.Let's say it's coz' they're at the back of my head.Kyahaz..
Ok,going for my rounds of MBAC le. Ciaoz~

Hey ok~
So now,while waiting for my songs to be transfered to the phone,I'm posting an entry.
Say,this week's schedule is soo unfair D=
Coz' there's sooo many remedial,buh~
Gah,and wish this week i don't eat too much and ends up not saving any money. =(00)=
Ok,bye.Wish everyone and myself have an enjoyable week,i hope...
Sooo sleepy.... (=-=)zzzZZ